a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 4/30

a revisitation of my old song from 2018: https://soundcloud.com/revenant-edm/downfall

read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#our-downfall

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art credits: me

lyrics:

[verse 1]
been holding out time to save the stress
slowly fading to survive the test
black and white walls all fill the rest
it's all making me a mess

every time i hold out hands for help
you leave me to fend for myself
look inside the broken mirror
does what i'm saying sound familiar?

[chorus]
too late to subside
i'm not gonna fall another time
aren't you tired of the tension?
is it giving apprehension?

are you sorry? nothing's helping this
it's all been broken
have you left to leave behind?
i know it's our downfall

[verse 2]
there's nothing that's gonna help you fly
even if we tried to compromise
i know how you think i see myself
but i'll never need your help

as we slowly parted ways
as convoluted as a maze
all the pieces start to degrade
and now it's time to say it's

[chorus]
too late to subside
i'm not gonna fall another time
aren't you tired of the tension?
is it giving apprehension?

are you sorry? nothing's helping this
it's all been broken
have you left to leave behind?
i know it's our downfall

[verse 3]
barely making time just for progress
can you accept i've finally left?
colourblind tears, will you confess?
that there's nothing of this left

maybe someday could i melt?
the sunset's rising have you felt?
there's no longer a connection
just accept the separation

[chorus]
too late to subside
i'm not gonna fall another time
aren't you tired of the tension?
is it giving apprehension?

are you sorry? nothing's helping this
it's all been broken
have you left to leave behind?
i know it's our downfall

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

our downfall

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our downfall [downfall ii]

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 3/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#forget-me

connect with me:
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lyrics:

[verse 1]
whatever you say
it's always your way
only think about yourself

you throw me away
but want me to stay
just drag me through hell

[verse 2]
say that you don't need me
expecting sorries
but don't let me walk away

you know something's missing
but you won't listen
i won't let you watch me break apart

[bridge]
cuz i'll be fine without you
but i won't find anyone like you
there was a place in my heart you could get to
but now i feel more like a stranger to you

[chorus]
so forget me
just forget me
please forget me
please forget me

forget me

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Avian (feat. joss lockwood)

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 6/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#i-wish-i-wanted-to-be-here

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art credits: me

This is also one of my favourite songs from the album. I stumbled across the initial looping sample on my drive and the rest of the song was made revolving around it. I came up with the vocal riff while driving and wrote the lyrics down soon after.

Although the theme is cliche, this song is about feeling like I am obligated to have my stuff together and be alright and feel like I am unable to let myself falter. This is in no way shape or form anyone else's fault, but many people I know, whether recently met or people I've known long-term, tell me about how I seem completely stable and how they feel like I have my life together.

This makes me feel a level of impostor syndrome as on the outside, it does look like everything is stable, however, I constantly feel like my life is fluid and constantly changing.

I feel these feelings have stemmed from the fact I have struggled to keep people close and consistent in my life. I often find myself very goal-directed and hyperfocused on things at the expense of giving other people the attention they need. I also find myself not realising that I'm trapped with people who make my life more difficult and bring nothing but negativity. The combination of these two alongside my seemingly bad luck with general life events makes me feel like my life is unstable and that anything could happen at any given moment.

Thankfully at the time of writing this, I have people who I love and adore and can count on through thick and thin. I've made sure to give them the time I should be giving, and have learned that I value companionship.
When listening to this song, I imagine a beach at the sunset and the waves slowly rolling in. The loop used throughout the song sounds peaceful and content to me.

lyrics:

[verse 1]
they say life goes on, i keep on trying
i'll find my place, i'll keep on striving
just make things right and you'll be all good, all good.

but no-one sees i'm almost breaking
seeing, breathing, overwhelming
i wish i wanted to be here

[chorus]
set me free
from this pain
just let me fade

[verse 2]
they say you'll be fine, just keep on trying
just keep silent in the surroundings
you don't seem like you're suffering at all, you don't.

i could lose myself completely
hide away and be deceiving
shaking cold, and fear my downfall

[bridge]
this facade will fade away
and i'll see the last of my days
this facade will fade away
and i'll see the last of my days

[chorus]
set me free
from this pain
just let me fade

i wish i wanted to be here

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 5/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#painting-flowers-ii

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art credits: me

This is a revisitation of 'painting flowers' from the 'Better Days Ahead' EP. This EP was one of my all-time favourite releases as it was my first step in becoming more confident with my vocals. Granted the quality of the vocals in those songs may not be up to par, but the EP still meant a lot to me as I was starting to come out of my shell.

Painting Flowers was written at a time when I was relatively content with how my life was in 2019. I had just come out of a rough patch and started to feel better about myself, and learn more about what I wanted from my life. My favourite part of the original song was the string section before the drop.

Unsurprisingly, the image I imagine when hearing painting flowers are flowers, however, they are yellow. Yellow is a colour I associate with feeling safe and content, and it's just very cozy to me.

lyrics:

[verse 1]
i remember when i sank in my own tempest
tore me apart like a hurricane
i don't know why, there's something about you
what do i do?
just to feel alive, lie awake at night
it's always you

[chorus]
we'll set the stars alight
and again we'll feel alive
i'll be forever by your side
painting flowers in our lives

i know things will be alright
as we fade into the light
i'll be forever by your side
painting flowers in our lives

painting flowers ii

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As the world continues to unfold in front of our eyes take a moment to think back to a time where you felt the most curious, perhaps a time when you felt overflowed with joy, or perhaps the first time you realized what love feels like. Congratulations - you are feeling those feelings in the Now <3.

 
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P3PPER x miniland - Ain't Over You

fun little remix :)

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solitude (declares. remix)

summet - solitude (galazy remix)

DONT LET ME GO IS NOW OUT and for your listening pleasure <3

Thank you all so much for the support recently because it has been insane
Hopefully this track fulfills your melodic tastes as this song is filled with melodies and chords with powerful emotions

Love you all <3

Don't Let Me Go

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Here's my flip/remix/bootleg of "Delta"

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RL Grime - Delta (KyMo Flip)

22/30

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artwork thanks to:
@aqcoffee
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[chorus]
as i am falling
your scars fading
blissfully into the dark

as i am drowning
regret's surrounding
and tearing me apart

i guess it's my problem
while lost in the moment
i lost what kept me whole

i had what i wanted
now it's all broken
because you gave me hope

[verse 1]
and now i'm estranged towards myself
roaming the stars alone as someone else
knew i shouldn't have drawn the line
but instead i said goodbye

[chorus]
as i am falling
your scars fading
blissfully into the dark

as i am drowning
regret's surrounding
and tearing me apart

i guess it's my problem
while lost in the moment
i lost what kept me whole

i had what i wanted
now it's all broken
because you gave me hope

you gave me hope

nothing special.
a beautiful, yet hurtful life.

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contact: mgmt@revenantmusic.net

https://revenantmusic.net/

you gave me hope

Revenant

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