using a midi that i cant remember where i got

spring start (demo)

Standard Capo 1

I know that this is all you've known
For all of it's worth
For all your life
And that's just how it is
Crotchet me my voodoo doll
This time I decide
If i win
Or if i get to lose
Painful, but that's just how it is when you lose yourself
In someone else
But what do I know?
Strangely it all seemed to stop right after I left
And back home every house starts losing space
Drawers ran through, choices made

Oh my god, I thought about it for a minute then stopped
Fucking myself won't get me any further
Looks like I did nothing but talk a lot
Like I said, the thought was hanging on the back of my head
And the city's hero turned his back in the end
The end, there was no saving left

You know that you can't fix the cold in the wintertime
You know that even if you pull the strings you flatline

But nothing matters like it does when I'm near you
And nothing matters like it does when I'm there
And nothing matters like it does when I'm near you
And nothing matters like it does

I know how it feels when giving up
Part of you pays back
Everyone had someone tell them that they're not enough
You took it and laughed
Riding on a promise, you won't ever say so
You threw out your microphone, took the bus and went home
Now I get the feeling it's some kind of syndrome
You said that you hated it why didn't you say so

Why didn't you say?  Why didn't you say so?
There's nothing else I would've said
I tried

promise

D Standard

we had these wings
and we would always soar up and fly
take a leap
tell me what you see
we kept going fueled by nothing
for a moment, i was you

here i thought
if i flew
you would be there for me waiting
fall face flat
on asphalt
don't move away, just be patient
we wanna be king of
something larger than life in a scripture
if i gave you a decade to choose
in the end you'd make the same decision again
so know yourself

i don't know why i was so afraid of asking
don't be that way, i can't leave yet there's no time

let's be nothing for a moment
let's pretend like we don't know 
sheepish self don't you see 
there's a whole world beyond me
and i know i'll find you back

nothing for a moment

Comet

The world made you forget

2024
ja tenho de tudo mas eu quero mais
eu ando pra frente nunca pensei em olhar pra tras
to ganhando em dolar ja falei q fodase os reais
ce ja deu oq tinha q dar entao nao volta mais
deu oq tinha q dar entao nao volta atrás
ainda bem q eu sai da lama vi quem sao os reais
essa e a nova trama siga ou não siga tanto faz
chegou minha vez de falar mano eu ja fiz de mais
e voce nunca botou a sua fe em mim
por isso que voce acabou assim
vai recomeçar eu nao vou voltar, e o fim
voce diz que e o mesmo mas e diferente sim
não teria problema se voce não mentisse pra mim
saquei seu esquema não te socorri
sei que não era amor mas me confundi

nova trama

Scrapped song from "i felt like a sketch" by key vs. locket
Happy birthday to me
Too lazy to write lyrics
Eb standard

Apologies

Demo from like march I cant finish this

Let em get jealous watching us
All alone naked sparks
And when they close ill take u home
Cuz I know who u are
When we walk the line
Head on my shoulder cuz we know its hard
Couldnt change my mind
Im forever dancing in ur heart
And I get jealous watching us
All alone in the dark
Dont need to sell my soul just to know who u are
They want what we got
Ohhhh
Couldnt change my mind
Im forever dancing in your heart

In the dark (demo)

prod me

please dont try to stop me i do what i wanna
yeah im staying in the city go ahead bring the bombs out
i know what's wrong with myself no i don't need a doctor
and i've been smoking too much i feel like a goner
yes i moved but i can't fix the problem
on my own but you're still missing
still can't take the day off i'm too busy
looking in the mirror feeling like something is missing
too much on my mind but i can't fix it
you know you don't gotta remember what i told you
i changed everything i could about me
i only moved like that cause i had to
i only moved like that cause i had to woah
you move like that because you don't even know who you are
please don't move so strange please don't move so odd
don't step in that mine when you in that warzone
cash out cash out cash out tryna buy guitars
i can't ever live like you it's not in my hard code
i went up the escalator with no door code
everyday without the blunts so fucking awful
i don't know what type of bitch you think i am
some things i just can't seem to understand
tell me that i'll do it tell me that i can
i don't wanna talk i don't have the plan

please dont try to stop me i do what i wanna
yeah im staying in the city go ahead bring the bombs out
i know what's wrong with myself no i don't need a doctor
and i've been smoking too much i feel like a goner
moving up but i can't fix the problem
on my own but you're still missing, missing, missing
still can't take the day off i'm too busy
looking in the mirror thinking that something is missing

i don't wanna go yet i can't go right now
i'm too far up my own head i can't see the way out
saw a bird falling out the cloud it's phoenix down
don't give me that ball cause i'll kick it out
what's the point of saving all this money i should spend it now
i can't count these losses it's a big amount i know it's a long way up but don't try to come back down
i know just as much as you so don't pull me to the side look me in my face and ask what do we do now
and i dont mean to be rude but i got somewhere to be if you got something to say you should it now
i know it's the end i see it playing out if i close my eyes then i won't see the mushroom cloud
i should take you with me back on my way down

mywaydown

until my ears bleed....

prod. me

alt title: yayaya freestyle

made the beat and punched this in in 2 hrs

im not the type that likes to sit around and wait
and if i ever cross your mind you know im a call away
and you had so many reasons but still couldnt bring yourself to stay
im still on go bitch im not quitting till i find a way
we're so up bitch finally
don't say that you're proud of me
yea i got @bugs he right beside of me
yeah this shitty life so irony
on top cause i cant fall properly
im on go so theres no stopping me
did it once i did it properly
dont steal my swag stop watching me god damn
ya ya get off of me god damn
ya real day ones stay no new friends
ya i cant wait to see again
got a zip past tsa i land
i woke up too late now its night again
ya you do whatever they says a trend
and im so bad at letting shit go
imma stick with this shit till the end
its all up to you keep holding my hand
ya i dont wanna talk about it anymore
ya bitch im so high im falling to the floor
yea im spending money because i got bored
i know its a couple hundreds on the floor
try to lock me out I'm opening that door
i don't think i wanna do it anymore
i dont think i wanna do it
yeah you bitches thought that i was stupid
i know he's tryna go up still but it's looking useless
i can't let this money pile up im tryna use it

i don't wanna see you talk about it more
think i wanna hang up im so fucking bored
all the pills i got i got them up off tor
man that shit so garbage put it back in store

dont steal my swag stop watching me god damn
ya ya get off of me god damn
ya real day ones stay no new friends
ya i cant wait to see again
got a zip past tsa i land
i woke up too late now its night again
ya you do whatever they says a trend
and im so bad at letting shit go
imma stick with this shit till the end
its all up to you keep holding my hand
ya i dont wanna talk about it anymore
ya bitch im so high im falling to the floor
yea im spending money because i got bored
i know its a couple hundreds on the floor
try to lock me out I'm opening that door
i don't think i wanna do it anymore

spring start (demo)

reverie lake