Its hard to talk to someone when you dont know what to say

one year withour him, i wish i could have changed his mind somehow. thank you for this song

Ay man this song is chill af been listening to it for like 2 and a half years man and now im finally commentating. Hope youre staying safe out there man

Damm i remember listening to this song years ago and now im back here basically in the same position i was back then. Great song bro thanks for the memories

Damm man that suicide line is hitting different nowadays lmao i sound so cringey 😄😂

It was a late night on the east side 
I was walking thru an alleyway just to cut time 
When I heard a noise I took a look and then I meet eyes 
With a shady mf asking if I got a bottle 
I said man I cannot help He said I’m tryna win the lotto 
I said me too then I see him looking at my pockets 
Any spare change ? Then I say ain’t got nothing on me 
Now he’s looking pissed off looking at me like a zombie 

Look

He reaches for a blade I’m reaching for my gun 
Hold it up 
What the fuck 
Man you think that I’m a punk 

He said Woah man I apologize I’m pretty drunk 
Then why you asking for a bottle bitch you really is a bum 

Applying pressure on my trigger
I can see him start to quiver 
Yeah he shaking now
Looking like a bitch 
And I let off a round into the ground next to where he standing 
Then he took off running fast and I just stand there fucking laughing 




Now I’m walking down the boulevard 
Wit a scar on my cheek 
From what happened last week 
I could tell you all about it but you probably won’t believe it 
Okay this is how it went 

I was all alone when my cell phone died 
In the shady part of town look alive look alive 
I was tryna get sum fries but my money kinda low 
So I offered all my dope 
To a stranger wearing ripped cloths 
He was fucking stoked 
Gave me all the cash he owned 
Then he packed his bowl 
And exhaled the biggest cloud of smoke 

at the same moment I could see the police approaching 
(Don’t move put your fucking hands up what you smoking on )


I took a b line right down the alley way 
saw the same dirty busta from yesterday 
this time he had his blade 
But I didn’t even have a fucking gun in my pants mane 
And he asked if I had any spare change 
I replied along the lines I’m on the run mane 
There was anger in veins 
When he ran up with his blade 
And he Got me with a clean cut to the face

Alleyway Altercations

Alleyway Altercations [Prod. Scarim]

$B - NO SALIVATION FOR THE PROMISE OF SALVATION

drugsty freestyle

rip 🕊🙏
thank you for everything.

Lyrics:
I don't know how to start
Where do I begin 
Just a couple weeks ago 
We've been sitting on the couch
In your living room 
And you were telling stories but your youth
And you were telling me you're proud
About the things that I accomplished
About the path that I have chosen
About the job I work at  
And we've been always laughing
Working on some cars in your barn
Every other afternoon after school
I was spending all my time with you

And you teached me so much things
I am so damn grateful for everything you did for me
You've been there when I was down
And always had an open ear for the things I had to say 
A place to flee when I had struggles back at home
You never judged or talked down on me
You always asked me how I feel and what was going on
And I tried to help you where I could
Mowing lawn, cutting wood or just hanging around
Cause I know you had your own struggles
Even tho you never talked about it once
Fearing that someone could worry
But I felt something was wrong 
You started to forget so fast
And I could feel that you've ain't been yourself

You just stopped to eat, and you just stopped to drink 
And you just lost your smile, but you never ever wanted to go to the hospital
Then one call, blue lights and sirens in a dark night
I could see it from my window and that was the last time
That I ever saw you alive

I wish that I could talk to you one last time
So I could say goodbye
So I could say goodbye

I tried to shed a tear
But they ain't coming out
I'm feeling so damn cold
I'm feeling so damn numb
There's no sadness inside
Cause all of this ain't real
How can you be gone, nah that can't be real
So I just went over to your house
Thought that you'd be there sitting in your chair
But there was nobody
There was nobody
Just darkness

I just hope that you're in a better place now
And you don't have to feel the pain no more
Cancer rotted throughout your whole body
And ain't nobody had seen it coming
We gon' meet again
When I meet my end
When judgement day's coming

04/25 (prod. sorrow bringer)

[Intro]
*Yea hoe*

[Chorus]
Look to the sky 
Girl ill be alright
Please Don't wake me up
Just let me die
Thought I told ya
Paranoias always runnin through my mind
And its killing me
I'm slowly driftin away
Yuh
I'm slowly driftin away

[Verse]
Now I ain't worried boutta lot of things
This whole worlds gonna feel them flames
I'm never going back to how I was
I'm on to better things
Betters days lie ahead, so I'm just livin off this energy
I knew I could do it from the start, 
They gone remember me
Lyrically, mentally, emotionally, 
Even physically, 
Picture me, I'm from a place where people don't make history nigguh
Turned to god, told the truth I'm a sinner, 
Just tryna be a better me, but its so hard where I'm livin, we all a victim

Ridin through my city gettin throwed with my nigguhs 
Whole squad full of winners , Whole squad full of sinners
Never lookin back, fuck my past but it made me who I am, that's a fact now I'm killin all these tracks 


Pull up and I'm throwed
Take over my city with my nigguhs 
Man you shouldve fuckin known
God damn 

Pull up and I'm throwed
Take over my city with my nigguhs
Man you should've fuckin known, shit

[chorus]

[Outro]
Yuh yuh
Man I'm just driftin, im driftin away
Smoke every night, and get high everyday
Music's the exit, ya hoe gimme face
Yuh, yuh, yuh
Riding through my city gettin money
Man you nigguhs should've known
I came for the throne
Don't fuck with no one, 
Did this shit on my own
Triple D gettin throwed,
Rep 214, man you know how it go..........

UNTIL GOD FORGIVES ME... [prod. PURPXANEZ]

Pouya - Im Alive

suicideboys x dylan ross ▸ handzum suicide / яʀᴇᴡɪɴᴆ ʀᴇ:ᴇᴅɪᴛ

B-GIB - Wishes -(prod. V)

go watch the mf video

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8QDO0T9Xc08&ab_channel=MasonLaRue

CELESTE KAY X BROCK BARRETT -MENACE TO MYSELF [PROD. DUSTMYTE] [MUSIC VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

I did not produce the beat. Lee on youtube did. I am not going against him by posting it since he said I'm able to post it non profit on youtube and soundcloud. 
Lyrics:

See my face up In the mirror I can’t look at it 
I’m just tryna figure out a way to feel again 
Off the shroomyy shrooms 
I see my skin fall off 
said she wrote poem about me but erased it 

Guess I’ll see you when the time comes 
I don’t wanna fight love 
Think of all the times that we danced in the street Lights 
In the nighttime 
I don’t wanna fight 
Can’t we just make up 
And make love 

And Take drugs 
Take blunts To the face in the alleyways
Im just tryna wake up faded next to you like every day 
Even if I make it in this music ima be the same
Ima be the same 
Ima be okay 

See my face up in the mirror I can’t look at it 
Smoke another spliff I can’t feel a thang 
I’m like Johnny cage im boolin wit a cigarette 
She said my tounge the best 
Already knew that 

Ima master mane wit da blunts I roll 
If I die today could you let me go
Would you let me hold you one last time 


I Guess I’ll see you when the time comes 
I don’t wanna fight love 
Think of all the times that we danced in the street Lights 
In the nighttime 
I don’t wanna fight 
Can’t we just make up 
And take drugs 

I relate if your down bad 
￼especially if your missing someone that you once had 
I lost a good friend 
He was feeling suicide was better than his life 
And now I miss him every day that I’m alive 

I remember that day when I got the news 
How I wished for one more chance that I could talk to you 
And tell you all the other options than a bloody pool 

But the next time we’ll talk is in the afterlife 

Life’s fucked up sometimes 
I fucked up a couple times 
I swear that you’ll be fine 
Suicide is not the answer 
I 

See my face up In the mirror I can’t look at it 
I’m just tryna figure out a way to feel again 
Off the shroomyy shrooms 
I see my skin fall off 
said she wrote poem about me but erased it

see my face up in the mirror [prod. lee]

Copyright © All Rights Reserved.2020
(Prod.By LAW X Nikco Suavvaye)

lyrics:

hook:
Lean with the sprite 

Don’t pass me a faygo

Got your main hoe down to fuck when I say so 

Better back back cuhz this shit here leaves holes 

See the big picture like vison like  T Vo

What do they know saying shit that they ain’t on 

Chains on my neck like my nuts let them hang low 



Came from the gutta where niggas is cutthroat 

Find you face down in the dirt with a cutthroat 


verse: 1

Find you face down in the dirt with a cutthroat 

When it’s the dough we don’t play we all cutthroat 

Had to climb up from the bottom with no rope

Really been up in the crib where they sell dope 



Wrapped up in gold like a rolo

Gun make me lean like a cholo

Freezing my self like I’m frozo

Bitch want a ring I ain’t   Frodo 

Just suck my dick what I  tell hoes


Verse: 2

Started this shit smoking swishers block

Did the foot work now my money like blocks 

Stack them I stack them I stack them a lot 

Here amongst them but they treat me like god

Bumpin my shit when I’m up in the drop 

Shout out my fans that be waiting for drops 

You ain’t what you claim lil nigga just stop

House full of guns you don’t knock you get popped

APPLE MUSIC

Simmie Flow

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see my face up in the mirror [prod. lee]

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