Railroad Suicide

everything i love reminds me of you

Lyrics 
Why do I feel so lost I'm down? 
Reaching out but then I drown 
Please just save me wishing on an angel to come and help me out
Pick me off the floor
And tell me it's going to be ok 
I been thinking poor 
And all my thoughts inside are hate 

Please someone save me
I need some fucking help 
I don't think I'm wasting 
My breath on life no more 

No one to tell 
Looking back check my messages "oh I'm well"
Say goodmorning oh this hell 
I can't escape 
Can't run out 
Can't get out 
Trapped inside my fucking mind 
Listen while I fucking die 
Oh fuck it "I'm fine"

I need some help

Lyrics
Why do you hate my love?
Why'd you throw it all away?
Said you had enough 
But now you're here

Why'd you play me?
I was doing just fine 
Why'd you have to go and show me something that's not even mine 
Now I'm living on the edge and hoping something goes right 
Eyes are in the walls there calling me to switch sides 

Just hate me, when I finally turn away 
Open up just to die again 

You're lying trying to get me to stay 
I'm done with all this bullshit

Cutting Strings (short version)

Lyrics
What would you say, if I 
Had one day to be 
With you, with you ,with you 
Before I had to leave 
Leave for good and never show my face cause I've had it up to here 
Think I'll come back but I won't 
Leave your number call my phone 

Ring, all it do is ring 
I don't pick it up 
Made me hate love 
I can't look back, oh no 
I can't look back, oh no, oh no

Why do you care, just leave me by myself
Don't wanna rot inside this fucking hell 
No more, I'm gone
In the house
I'm wrong, I'm wrong

Check on me I need some things I need a fucking heart 
I'm picking up the pieces
You left a hole in me I need you now

What would you say, if I 
Had one day to be 
With you, with you ,with you 
Before I had to leave 
Leave for good and never show my face cause I've had it up to here 
Think I'll come back but I won't 
Leave your number call my phone

She told me love was a funeral procession

Yes that is a McDonalds bag. 
Lyrics 
Don't try, cause all they do is lie
All they wanna do is tear you down and hear you cry 

Lucid dreams cause a break like this 
She wanna fuck around and use the dark lipstick 
Biting down hard cause I'm into it 
She knows she tryna do 

Got me comatose, I been hiding in her pocket 
Got me feeling cold guess I got some strings  

Tryna be alone, but she holding me hostage
Stockholm guess she was made for me  

Why try? (When it always goes wrong)

Cutting people out of your life can be painful because it often involves a deep emotional loss, even if the relationship is toxic or unhealthy. Humans are social creatures, and relationships, whether positive or negative, form a key part of our identity and sense of connection. Ending a relationship, especially with someone who has been close or significant in some way, can trigger feelings of grief, guilt, and loneliness.

There may be unresolved feelings, such as love, care, or nostalgia, that make the decision feel especially difficult. There's also the fear of judgment from others, social isolation, or second-guessing oneself about whether the decision was the right one. The pain of cutting someone out is often compounded by the emotional toll of navigating complex feelings like betrayal, disappointment, or anger. Even when it's necessary for self-preservation or growth, the emotional residue can linger for a long time, making the process challenging.

Cutting Strings [w/ weaponmon]

"Dead By The Night" EP by anxiety,sobriety. & Limbx
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Lyric

[Hook - Limbx]
i got too many pain in my chest
these dark nights wont let me rest
at the lowest of the low
i think it's my time to let it all go
i got nobody, on my own now
hurt myself, i feel numb now
6 feet deep underground
wont you see inside my head? its a fucking battleground

[Verse - ANXI]
some of these wounds will never heal
wish that you could feel the pain what i feel
i just tryna alive girl im not well
i just tryna high now since i fell
tears falling from your pretty eyes
if you trust me i can make it right

so i look what i never see
seeing the light that i cannot be
i dont wanna be the reason that you bleed
now you better leave, im tryna make you see
i dont wanna be the reason that you bleed
now you better leave, im tryna make you see

[Hook - Limbx]
i got too many pain in my chest
these dark nights wont let me rest
at the lowest of the low
i think it's my time to let it all go
i got nobody, on my own now
hurt myself, i feel numb now
6 feet deep underground
wont you see inside my head? its a fucking battleground

[Hook - Limbx + ANXI]
i got too many pain in my chest
these dark nights wont let me rest
at the lowest of the low
i think it's my time to let it all go
i got nobody, on my own now
hurt myself, i feel numb now
6 feet deep underground
wont you see inside my head? its a fucking battleground

Pain [Prod. anxiety,sobriety.]

RIP 
(2004-2024) [read below]

Revoked passed away in a car crash. He loved music and I (his brother) knows he’d want his music out for the world to hear. I will be releasing all his music I can find, some songs may be lost as he had multiple files and places he kept them. RIP to my brother

Cutting Strings (short version)

Revoked (RIP)