ft. @1kkishin @veezuh @mitsooya @lockage

가사ㄱㅏ사
[kishin]
why's it so hard to tell the fake from real
i can tell u all my problems 
but i keep my lips shut sealed
spend a day in my shoes,, 
u can see just how it feels
i been goin thru it,, 
nothings helpin not even these pills
spend a band on Dior just to walk out
aint pickin up my phone im too busy countin guap now
learned my lesson be4,, dont think i can take no more
dont wna see whats in store,, 
all my feeling sbeen ignored
yeAh being honest yeaH 
yeaH thats a promise yeaH
i cant even tell whats right from wrong
n i swear this feels like its the same old song

[veezuh]
im 2 busy gettin guap now
dont got time for u
im sippin on wock n im sippin on tris
that shit bring me up when im blue
everything i do is for u
swear u my number1 not my 2
im countin my guap im countin my blue
look at my jeans u kno that they true
feel like u dont hear my words
believe me it hurts
believe me it burns
its all from her
breaking u off u gotta get off
im sippin this wock but i dont got a cough
i stg i just want u in my arms
i stg ill let no one do u harm
stg i could never do u harm
u acting different but i know that u mine
yeah i know that u mine

[mitsu]
hyein seo my pants 
mihara my shoes yk what im rockn
ya i got a bag on me 
misbhv crew neck im coppn
u & ur friends some clones
u is som bitches ya yall on a watchlist
i kp my cir small dhmu if ur not on my friendlist
bag,, a bag.. i spend that $$$ on impulse
i kpp on fuckn my mental
tell ur bitch 2 kpp her legs closed
no i cnt trust a soul
ya count up tha bankrolls
i kp my trust in this pole
lately i feel like im all alone

S.O.S. ft* kishin veezuh mitsu prod lockage

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@coldspades
@rewind214
@mental 

(may)
stole my heart and i can’t get it back
knew u were the one 
since i saw u after class 
i js wna go back 
to the day that i met u 
when i look up at the stars 
bby i wish for ur love 
cuz i can never get enough 
ur x & o’s is what i want 
its my heart in ur hands so don’t crush it
ima give u all i have
leave me js with nothing

(rewind)
when i saw u after class
knew u were the one, made my heart beat fast
so i chased ur love
i cant do it right, i cant do enough
still regret the night when i messed it up
so cold like the winter
ik that i miss her
soju in my cup, downing shots just to omit her
from my brain
i might go insane
cause i need ur love

(mental)
baby its for everything ive ever said
i can tell by the way u speak ur malevolent
i need better friends and some medicine
i need something that makes me feel like im dead again
gave u something but maybe not what u need
if its not then ill bleed, just accept that im me but,
i can tell thru every word that u speak u love every time u leave and im falling to pieces again
so tell me what u like me for
and ill tell u what i adore
cuz u just make my mind go sore
and i dont wanna fight no more

spotify

wish for your love +mental & rewind (coldspades)

prod me :3


i cant do anything right
iv been tryna make sense of whats been on my mind
is it wrong or is it right
tryna find an answer, im searching for a sign
and i try, but its hard
and i fall, break my heart
knew it all from the start
i still reach for the stars
for your love, for your heart
but it keeps on getting harder to be by your side


i know that i never do enough
but ill try, and ill try for your love
count the days like the sand where im stuck
but mayb itll get better

wanna risk it all
wanna take the fall
wish i had it all
and i hate my flaws
every time i fall
wating for your call
(crawling back to u)

by your side

1 year of producing...

ty to everyone whos worked w me over the past 12 months, would not have made it this far without everyone. also ty to anyone who takes the time to listen to my music, means the world :)

hope the next 12 months are just as good :P

timestamps:
0:00 + @012207
1:27 + @1wasterr
2:29 + @prod_dxvi
3:37 + @neohnq
4:34 + @metisxx
6:00 + @1wasterr
6:58 - solo
8:20 + @1wasterr
9:30 - solo

1yr (neohn, wasterr, baz, dxvi, metis)

prod @neohnq feat @twintee & @yyuskee
mastered by @chriad
cover art by @srrygate
lyrics : 
(@whyhaze)
 i promise we gon b alright
theres no need to cry
can u look me in my eyes
and tell you'llb fine
theres no need to lie (i swear this happens everytime)
u got no reason why (i swear this happens everytime)

i swear that it never works out (never works out)
my heart screams so loud for u....it shouts
wish i could give it all to u ive been trying 2 rip it out
bloodstains.. feels like everything is crushing
b honest, is this what u wanted
my death been calling
i got percs in my stomach
i got racks in the bank bb grl iv been thumbing
couldve been us.. (oh what couldve been us)

(@twintee)
I gave you my heart, 
No matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right
Can u look me in my eyes
And tell me you'll b fine
I been up all night, 
I can’t sleep right
My heart screams so loud for u
Screaming scratching down my walls
My death been calling
So I have to follow
But I guess that's how it goes
Fairytales, I'm not used to them at all

(@yyuskee)
all these wasted times that I cant get back
U know I cant lie, she like u alright ?
no I dont know why, you still in my life
yeah there's no way out, Im tryna escape your sight
yeah I been tryna wipe you off my fucking mind
im throwing up
heart stopping 
no vital signs

Listen on spotify :D

what you wanted w/ 2504 & yuske (neohn)

#1
@domerrz
@victxrw
@mental

[@domerrz]
every night, i'm waking up
wonder why you given up, dont give a fuck 
i've been hurt a thousand times, i've been struck :/
people that I shouldn't love, I shouldn't trust

out of time and out of love running out of luck
and it all comes from my heart, if i lose this one then im done

i hate being stuck so i had 2 give it up
how'd u say u win
u been stuck at 10th
but u think ur number 1

[@victxrw]
i thought u were bluffing
eveything i did for u, it feels like nothing...
all this violence i cnt handle, pushing and shoving
look at it from a different angle, make up for smth

feels like im in a pit of darkness @_@
feels like im trapped inside this carcass
of my past self, im never perfect :/
tell me baby was i never worth it?

(was i rlly worth it, no?)

(i was never perfect, oh)

#fromtheheart w/ victxrw (mental)

@whyhaze
@avit69
@gaugemountedthisone
@tsurugiblu

whyhaze - healing (avit x gauge x tsurugiblu)

for bee
@1yugenn

knew it was love when i saw you for the first time
i was scared you were too perfect and you'd hate me
i wanna trade hearts with you, please don't hurt mine
i know no matter how i feel you'd never blame me
through the rain & the sun, i wanna be by your side
i'm not faking a love, i feel these things all the time
and you said that i'm on your mind
crazy cause you've been on mine
this is the first in my life
i've ever felt so alive
and it's all cause of you
it's all cause of you
yeah, yeah, yeah
it's all cause of you
you're the one to thank
i'm the one to blame
for every promise that i break
it's not anybody else's fault
it's my mistake
but i'd never treat you like that
i'd never make you feel sad
you know that i've got your back
don't care bout prices or nothing
if you wanna shop lets go walk into saks
how much it'd cost? i don't know
but it's worth every cent if i paid this shit for you
terrified of being left alone
but i'm even more afraid you don't know how much i adore you
don't know how you think i really feel
but i promise that i've never felt the way i do before you
i'ma do like everything i can do to support you
i'ma do like everything and more than i'm supposed to
through the rain and the sun
i wanna be by your side
there's no faking a love
i've felt this way all the time
and you know what's been on my mind
you know that you're on my mind
and you know that i'd never lie
trust me i say its alright

rain & sun prod yugen

mastered by me :3
we mixed our own vocals
hope yall enjoy this song with my twin @ri4h <3
produced by @kuriyai443
[hook]
you been taking shots at my mental
i thought love was suppose to be gentle
now i just feel stuck in the middle
your words do more then just tickle

i hate to move on
there must be something i must improve on
i always had to check what you approved on
you always at my neck like you're a noose ugh
just please just move on
[ri4h]
i can’t do it no more
what do you want from me?
you’re leaving me sore
i can’t help it
i can’t take it
my heart is breaking
our love is fading away
i got nothing to say
when you run her way
but I need you to stay
but I know things won’t change
unless I find a way
to you to you
oh what do I do?
when I can’t have you?
when I can’t have you?
[hook]
you been taking shots at my mental
i thought love was suppose to be gentle
now i just feel stuck in the middle
your words do more then just tickle

i hate to move on
there must be something i must improve on
i always had to check what you approved on
you always at my neck like you're a noose ugh
just please just move on

stuck in the middle

on spotify >.<

stuck in the middle + ri4h (kuriyai)

prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

stuck w han + dom (decago)

@neohnq
@rewind214

lyrics:
hartfxlt :
you know that I'm not strong
you still throw me down
can't you see I'm hurt
it's all I feel right now
guess you got what you want
cause you're leaving now
you just leave me out
and it damages my health
and it's haunting me
I can't eat or sleep
why is this happening
caught up in a fuckin lie
my hopes and dreams
tearing at the seams
it's not what I need 
you won't fuckin hear from me 

rewind:
u were never really here when i need u
thought that i had made it clear that i cant be w u
but its not my fault, yea id do it again
didnt want this to end, but
i just love the thought of
i miss ur touch
just tell me ur problems
maybe i can be enough
be enough to solve them
ill stay by ur side til the sunrise
doesnt matter day or night
doesnt matter what time

by your side

rewind

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