ngl the beat reminds me of that samsung ringtone

this song is 6 months old 😭
@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

instagram.com/0mayflower

tell me is this real 
idk like how to feel 
i see u in my dreams 
but its js a memory
so tell me is this real 
idk like how to feel 
i see u in my dreams 
but its js a memory

get the feels when im next to u 
i js hope we can be together 
heart melts when im next to u 
js tell me one thing

wna kno whats on ur mind 
wna be with u tonight 
lmk if the feelings right 
i js wna be by ur side 

no plans now 
i js want u to stay out 
cuz ur my remedy now 
u shine js like a lighthouse 
in my head head 
everything u said said
tell what u wna do 
yea girl js make ur move

hook

memories ##2023debut (darui & grace)

instagram.com/0mayflower
@coldspades
@rewind214
@mental 

(may)
stole my heart and i can’t get it back
knew u were the one 
since i saw u after class 
i js wna go back 
to the day that i met u 
when i look up at the stars 
bby i wish for ur love 
cuz i can never get enough 
ur x & o’s is what i want 
its my heart in ur hands so don’t crush it
ima give u all i have
leave me js with nothing

(rewind)
when i saw u after class
knew u were the one, made my heart beat fast
so i chased ur love
i cant do it right, i cant do enough
still regret the night when i messed it up
so cold like the winter
ik that i miss her
soju in my cup, downing shots just to omit her
from my brain
i might go insane
cause i need ur love

(mental)
baby its for everything ive ever said
i can tell by the way u speak ur malevolent
i need better friends and some medicine
i need something that makes me feel like im dead again
gave u something but maybe not what u need
if its not then ill bleed, just accept that im me but,
i can tell thru every word that u speak u love every time u leave and im falling to pieces again
so tell me what u like me for
and ill tell u what i adore
cuz u just make my mind go sore
and i dont wanna fight no more

spotify

wish for your love +mental & rewind (coldspades)

@yyuskee @shatter3d @angelino1k @177p

@neohnq
it seems like evrytime that i -
see u ye my head starts spinnin
dont wna live dont wna die
u never listen
i dont caree what u think bout me
but its not fair that ur there
u should be w me
aaaaAAAaaaaAaa
so dont go n put all ur trust in me
i gave in reluctantly
ill give in regardless
but ur so goddamn heartless
just tell me
ill fight ye i wont flee
i think that ur the one
thats not the one for me

@yyuskee
i bottle up my feelings
so u can never see it
I think i need sum healin
from all this pain im feelin
dUNo what 2 believe in
i dont know what im seeing
my visions slowly fading
i face it all up on my own
girl call me i wont pick the phone
my heart went cold so I can cope
I dont know where did I go wrng
idk where to go
ur the one that i been missing
u can tell me anything ill be there for u to listen
got u stuck inside my head, words i never said
wish ud understand, ur not the one for me

for me

for me ft yuske (shatter3d x angelino x 177p)

"growing pains" mixtape: https://on.soundcloud.com/TqpYCaauaQgWLCvj9

produced by snork

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown (Snorkatje)

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

(Ah, ah, ha)
(Uh-uh)
(Ah-ah)
(Hmm)

If I tell a secret can you keep it by?
Oh god I've been geekin'
Got the butterflies

I don't like to write no love song
But tonight baby I want you here with me
Nah, nah

Keep that energy
Don't know a chorus from a verse
I lose my synergy
Uh-oh

Emotions are fickle
But I ain't no Rigoletto
I'll wait for petals to settle
Goodbye for never

And I get nervous when I see you (See you)
I'm pretty certain I just need you
'Cause you're that person that I see through
Yeah baby I know this is overdue

Always been me and you
And I don't care
And if you ever need me
I'll be right there

(Always there)
(Don't be scared)
(Don't be scared)
(I'm always there)

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

growing pains

meadow (feat. web)

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meadow +web (snorkatje)

@visagex
@prodrest

sorry these lyrics are trash nd emo next song will b happy nd cooler lyrics

feeling sad, i get stuck on all my flaws
i dont need a nurse to tell me somethings wrong
like a surgeon got some scars all on my palms
luv my frends cause they distract me from my thoughts
nd i try to change, but its hard
bleeding out inside, my minds scarred
leave me fractured now im in shards
memories just built up on cards

so gone off these meds to take the pain away
cant cope w the damage so i fade away
dont know how i keep on going everyday
want u by my side, i need u to stay
these lies make me hurt
can i learn my worth
nd i hate ur words
its fine, ill live nd learn

learning (egg + rest)

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

#1
@domerrz
@victxrw
@mental

[@domerrz]
every night, i'm waking up
wonder why you given up, dont give a fuck 
i've been hurt a thousand times, i've been struck :/
people that I shouldn't love, I shouldn't trust

out of time and out of love running out of luck
and it all comes from my heart, if i lose this one then im done

i hate being stuck so i had 2 give it up
how'd u say u win
u been stuck at 10th
but u think ur number 1

[@victxrw]
i thought u were bluffing
eveything i did for u, it feels like nothing...
all this violence i cnt handle, pushing and shoving
look at it from a different angle, make up for smth

feels like im in a pit of darkness @_@
feels like im trapped inside this carcass
of my past self, im never perfect :/
tell me baby was i never worth it?

(was i rlly worth it, no?)

(i was never perfect, oh)

#fromtheheart w/ victxrw (mental)

feat @0arid n @angelicxmei
prod @neohnq & @012207
mastered by @chriad
ty 4 1.5k im not stopping anytime soon :D #gogogo

lyrics :
@whyhaze
i’ve been off the pills n they got me losing focus
tell me is it real is it your hand that im holding
all these scars on my body i didn’t want u to notice 
girl u leave me hopeless 
toying with my feelings & you know it

almost had it right there
don’t know why im trying 
look me in my eyes i got a feeling that ur lying
i thought it was right but ig it’s bad timing 
so long.. it felt so wrong
but i had to say goodbye

ik u dont want it either i can see it in ur face
counting big bankk
but i still can’t replicate 
i was thinking ab buying u a diamond ring
i can feel my dreams dying 
i hope it’s not getting tiring

@0arid
all the words on ur fingertips
i just wanna make a final wish
to be as one
i know its harder wen ur gone
u ask me if i like that i dont even know
i dont wanna be here wanna stay home
but i dont wanna be alone
i guess ill do it on my own

@angelicxmei
i cant never get it right
i guess theres no one by my side...
i took pills like twice
what is going on idkkk
put a bullet to my heart
make it hollow
getting closer to the end
and i thought you would follow
does it all really make sense
i be going backwards
i cant never progress
never again
i think ive lost my way...

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so wrong w/ arid & angelicxmei (neohn & baz)

im sorry i havent dropped ina while but heres me and @k4rson :)
finally dropped a self prod YAY also ty @rewind214 for the mel ily

when i say that im okay, im not
i take another step knowing inside i rot
my tears are falling down but i act like strong
n my only way to cope is thru writing all these songs
(hopin that u sing along)
sometimes i wonder do you even think of me
how could u hurt me i thought we were on a team
was everything in my head, was it make believe?
but now ik not everything is what it seems

and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

@k4rson:
i feel a different type of hurt tho
you would never listen to my words
tried to break my heart, you're not the first ho
you ripped me apart, don't know why it hurts 

cuz i thought i was used to it
but i can't do this without you
i can't get used to this 
you can cry, you're allowed to 
so overwhelmed that i can't breathe 
i need new eyes so i can see

me:
and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

learning (egg + rest)

rewind

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