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YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
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TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
And I know I'm being avoidant
Would like to but I can’t control it
Can’t seem to feel comfortable in my skin
In my skin
Decaying slowly in this gloom
I need to be left alone to
Be swallowed up by the storm in my head
It’s all in my head

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Been gasping for air for so long
Sunk so deep, why should I hold on
The light goes dim, I've found peace in solitude
It's nothing new
It hurts to stare in the mirror
Don't wanna deal with the pressure
So I'll do anything not to face reality
I’d rather run away

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

So much easier to run
Anything so I feel numb
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Erase me, let it go
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Ghost

ghost

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
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APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
Hate that I feel this
Trembling for no reason
Cut myself off so nobody's able to see it
Sanity's what I'm seeking
Too bad I'll never keep it
Run all I want but I can't hide from these demons

Fight my throat from closing up on me
Deprived of oxygen, it's getting pretty hard to breathe
Suffocate while I wait to meet my destiny
Contemplate if it's worth living in misery

Stomach tied up in knots
From swallowing my thoughts
Can't seem to make them stop
I'm trapped in my head
Frayed wires in my brain
Chewed up since I was named
There's no winning this game
It's all in my head

Jaw clenched while I sleep
Dreamt I lost all of my teeth
Grind them away as I wake to my racing heartbeat
Guess it's just part of me
Not to discern reality
Let my fixations take over and get the best of me

Fight invasive thoughts out of my mind
Delusions digging away that never know when to draw the line
All this fake shit I blame for killing all my time
What a waste of a life I've got to claim as mine

Stomach tied up in knots
From swallowing my thoughts
Can't seem to make them stop
I'm trapped in my head
Frayed wires in my brain
Chewed up since I was named
There's no winning this game
It's all in my head

In My Head

in my head

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Lyrics:

I be looking like
I'm pissed annoyed
I be looking like
I need some more

I be looking like
I'm p!ssed annoyed
I be looking like
I need some more
Everyday is just a risk avoid
Everyday I gotta make some noise

And I keep mixing up my bags
With my rocks
Feel attached to the rot
It’s the smack that I brought
And I keep thinking bout the facts
In my thoughts
They come back with the lost
It’s the bags that I bought

Shawty I can you take you
All the way to the moon
You pull me in
Then let me out
What you want me to do
Way you lie
I know maybe
I'm just another fool
Begging on your love
Hoping I can get something new

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Man she’s been acting fake
What a waste
Watch her make another face
She’s product of the space yeah
Shawty wonders if she hates
It’s a race in the maze hit the brakes
We’re dependent on the games yeah

We’re too nervous and too fast for the rush
It’s a slash in the trust
I been dashing through the drvgs
I been going back to bags and the rust
You’re the past I don’t love
I'm just mad for your love

Shawty I can you take you
All the way to the moon
You pull me in
Then let me out
What you want me to do
Way you lie
I know maybe
I'm just another fool
Begging on your love
Hoping I can get something new

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

SHADOW PEOPLE

COLD SHOULDER

TSUNAMI J. x KILLA LAHARL - COLD SHOULDER

ART BY VEXXVI
https://www.instagram.com/vexxvi/

OPEN UP, GET LET DOWN
CLOSE OFF ALL THE WINDOWS NOW
NEVER GOING, NEVER LEAVING
TAKE MY CHANCES AND JUST DROWN

ALL THIS HATE, FORMS A CLOUD
BURN MY NERVES OUT HIT THE GROUND
COULDN’T SAY THE WORDS I WANTED
SO WE LEAVE ME, NEVER FOUND

WATCH THE SKIN START TO BLEED
FEEL THE CRACKS AROUND THE SEAMS
A PERFECT FAMILY ON THE TV
GUESS THAT WASN’T JUST FOR ME

FEELING BURNT, FEELING USED
YEAH I ALWAYS HAVE TO CHOOSE
DO I STAY OR DO I GO
YEAH SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO LOSE
 
DIDNT GET IT, REPEATING THE WORDS I SAID IT
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL YOUR BRAINS RESETTED
SCRAPING UP ALL THE PIECES AND PUTTING YOU BACK TOGETHER
STRUGGLING, STRUGGLING, STRUGGLING UNTIL I COULDN’T TAKE THE PRESSURE

THEN PUTTING THE BLAME ON ME, I WAS SUFFERING COULDN’T YOU SEE
I THOUGHT I WAS JUST MEANT TO BE THE ONE YOU LOVE BUT YEAH YOU JUST USED ME
DANCING ABOVE THE OPEN SKY, FEELING MY BEDROOM JUST COLLIDE
LET THE EMPTINESS ENVELOP MY CHEST AS I JUST TRY TO HIDE

NOW IM FLOATING AND FLOATING
I EMBRACE ALL THE BLIGHT
YEAH THE PAIN IN MY MIND
IS CONSUMED BY THE LIGHT

FEARING ILL FALL
IM SCARED ILL LAND ON YOUR KNIFE
WISHED ID MAKE UP MY MIND
SO ID LET GO OF THIS LIFE

THEY WILL ONLY LET YOU DOWN

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