Friends

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APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

THE HEART BREAKS BONELESS (prod. ndot & Travis Barker)

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

Lyrics:

(Robstar)
(chorus)
Yeah
I've got a voice inside of my head, telling me "I need to fill up my bag"
It's a life of money or else death
So I catch my breath then I scream right back
Sayin' Rob is off of his meds I just test anything when it aint Prozac
When I die, better bury me at midnight
Like life, rest in, dressed in black

I was working overtime
I never knew what I'd become in the spotlight
Take another pill it's alright
It already killed when the thrill is a lifeline

(SCAR$)
(Verse)
Look at me I'm so done
Look at me I'm so fun
Til I grab my gun and ya'll start to run
Look at me I'm so done
Look at me I'm so fun
But my heart will stop as the clock hits one

Wasn't really built for this shit
Wasn't really ready for this shit or even care for this shit
But it's cool I admit
Yeah
As I'm starting to desire it

They're like damn
Scar$ is fucking killin' it
Bitch I'm fucking bringin' it
You wanna be a star and my team already livin' it

We some kings of the underground 
I'll use my wings as you crawl around

We some kings of the underground 
I'll use my wings as you crawl around

(Robstar & SCAR$)
(chorus)
Yeah
I've got a voice inside of my head, telling me "I need to fill up my bag"
It's a life of money or else death
So I catch my breath then I scream right back
Sayin' Rob is off of his meds I just test anything when it aint Prozac
When I die, better bury me at midnight
Like life, rest in, dressed in black

I was working overtime
I never knew what I'd become in the spotlight
Take another pill it's alright
It already killed when the thrill is a lifeline

Lifeline

SCAR$ & Robstar - Lifeline

3 Days (Prod. Void City)

Rivilin https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
Producer https://www.youtube.com/@sheepy_kid

TAKE YOUR LIFE feat. Rivilin

Prod by Kami: @yaboikami

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Will you come around
Can you find the one who can't be found
Will you come around
You ain't gotta fight on these battlegrounds

You tell them that I scare you often
But you're the one with the gun and, I'm the one being hunted
So all my friends are disgusted, tell me that you can't be trusted

That you can't be trusted

(Chorus)
I fucking hate you, don't relate to fucks who praise you
You betray you, you forgave you
When I saved you 'cause you think that I don't blame you

But today you crossed that line, one last time
Now I'm out my mind, now I'm seeking to find
The fault in my design
In my design

I fucking hate you, don't relate to fucks who praise you
You betray you, you forgave you
When I saved you 'cause you think that I don't blame you

But today you crossed that line, one last time
Now I'm out my mind, now I'm seeking to find
The fault in my design
In my design

(Bridge)

(Chorus)
I fucking hate you, don't relate to fucks who praise you
You betray you, you forgave you
When I saved you 'cause you think that I don't blame you

But today you crossed that line, one last time
Now I'm out my mind, now I'm seeking to find
The fault in my design
In my design

The Fault In My Design

ART BY VEXXVI
https://www.instagram.com/vexxvi/

OPEN UP, GET LET DOWN
CLOSE OFF ALL THE WINDOWS NOW
NEVER GOING, NEVER LEAVING
TAKE MY CHANCES AND JUST DROWN

ALL THIS HATE, FORMS A CLOUD
BURN MY NERVES OUT HIT THE GROUND
COULDN’T SAY THE WORDS I WANTED
SO WE LEAVE ME, NEVER FOUND

WATCH THE SKIN START TO BLEED
FEEL THE CRACKS AROUND THE SEAMS
A PERFECT FAMILY ON THE TV
GUESS THAT WASN’T JUST FOR ME

FEELING BURNT, FEELING USED
YEAH I ALWAYS HAVE TO CHOOSE
DO I STAY OR DO I GO
YEAH SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO LOSE
 
DIDNT GET IT, REPEATING THE WORDS I SAID IT
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL YOUR BRAINS RESETTED
SCRAPING UP ALL THE PIECES AND PUTTING YOU BACK TOGETHER
STRUGGLING, STRUGGLING, STRUGGLING UNTIL I COULDN’T TAKE THE PRESSURE

THEN PUTTING THE BLAME ON ME, I WAS SUFFERING COULDN’T YOU SEE
I THOUGHT I WAS JUST MEANT TO BE THE ONE YOU LOVE BUT YEAH YOU JUST USED ME
DANCING ABOVE THE OPEN SKY, FEELING MY BEDROOM JUST COLLIDE
LET THE EMPTINESS ENVELOP MY CHEST AS I JUST TRY TO HIDE

NOW IM FLOATING AND FLOATING
I EMBRACE ALL THE BLIGHT
YEAH THE PAIN IN MY MIND
IS CONSUMED BY THE LIGHT

FEARING ILL FALL
IM SCARED ILL LAND ON YOUR KNIFE
WISHED ID MAKE UP MY MIND
SO ID LET GO OF THIS LIFE

THEY WILL ONLY LET YOU DOWN

Tsunami J. & Saphir - Lost And Found (Prod. jUdAh)

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

LYRICS:

I see you crawling up to me on your knees
I see the rage building up in your eyes as I leave
it's like when I open my mouth reality stops and I can't control what I see
my body isn't mine now another person takes control when my mind breaks down

bursts of anger seem to cloud up my vision then my mind snaps back, hands covered in blisters 
now every day repeats in the same cycle, just stuck in a fog and I can let go of
who I was who I am who I could been, I can't live with the way that you just look at me
self-disgust builds a tiny little home right next to the place that I used to call my soul

what was I meant to say, how was I meant to react that way
a best friend confined, I wished he was dead I wish he never survived
the night I broke his face all the anger consumed and replaced 
I never came back alive the person I was, was the one who lost sight
 
yeah, emotions are boiling under my flesh, 
feel the stress rising up through my gut until nothing’s left
cus it's eating out the best of me, I tried to make you never see what's wrong with me
And even when I needed you, yeah you said that you gotta leave

Yeah so isn't that perfect I get it now, 
I search for something in places that won't be found
and then you find someone who builds a little cage inside your chest
where they change you and tear you down, find you gasping for your breath

and it doesn't help that best friends wanna, fuck with you
thought they had my fucking back guess im just easily used
I wanna fuck em with the gat blood splatters soak into shoes
Damn I guess it's what I lack, the courage to speak my truth

so I say it in these songs, yeah I fucking hate you
if I saw you in public I think id have to break a tooth or two
but self disgusts builds a tiny little home
where I find myself embracing the guilt all alone

Burn Notice

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

THEY WILL ONLY LET YOU DOWN

Rivilin

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