dayum😳 didn't expect it to be this good

The thoughts of a wraith

love you ryan<3 talk to you soon.
beat prod by: wisssery x nihil
written and performed by: popularreject

Ryan's song (p. wisssery x nihil)

forgo the movie sample. lol
song 01 in a lil @greenwood2000 project <3

Lyrics

Me time
Giving up myself, got a weak spine
That’s just what was given, she a freak mind
And it’s setting me ablaze Im just sleep dying

Besides you, who do I trust
Look at my view, its turning to dust
Only us 2 when it turns dusk
And now I'm just starting to rust

She can tear inside my mind on a Monday disguised
As someone I want in my life
Think the coast is clear on the east side
Water is so clear, I cant decide

No guts, so cruel
Tonights type a night were you stay in the cool
No more no more, you can take it like no more
While she’s waiting for you

Pink clouds to a world turning grey
Baby its dark but that don't mean it's the same
No words we just chopping up pain
Till the things that we feel are are unable again

You are where you are, there's no fooling love
You see who you see and you form to 1
No percent shy, or you’ll be dancing on your grave under the moonlight

Hug first
Don't lie, it hurts
My weakness the worst
I just lay here in my search

Brains breathing again, who I was can't recall
Recollecting the thoughts of us both, no control
Memory loss so severe, when I lean I just fall

I’m healthy to cope, with my understanding
I’ll have u know, U don’t consume what I’m fasting
Holding me close, knowing I’ll manage
The places it drives us is well above standard

Standard, I’m still a human, I manage
Passage, I took that route soon I’ll vanish
Dashes, decipher the message
Don’t and see flashes

White lights flashing
Dancing inside these mansions
Holding the gates, still seeking the passion
Meshing 2 worlds still protecting masses

Baby its me inside these cold walls
I'm struggling to catch my fall
Severe pain, severe shock
Still trying to play with my feet stuck

Darling I’m stressed
I’m losing my mind I just need time to rest
Yes, darling I’m not feeling the best
Darling I think I’m depressed
Darling I’m loving you less
When my hearts starts to waiver my whole view is a mess

Where is my heart set?
What if we never met?

the severe shock as described in the extract

severe (greenwood)

lyrics 

she far away i told her kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for you
cuz baby ive been tryna lay low
and its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

she said im wrong and i dont care how u feel
with some of that shit u said girl truthfully idk how to feel
drank half the bottle last night i think i got guts of steel
substantial dilemma i forgot what is real
im sleeping in the back of the fucking car
i cant wait till u come home
i fell in love with who u are
but u said im someone you dont know
im finally happy ill seal this memory in a photo
id walk thru fire to get u a ring like i am frodo
i told her kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for u
cuz lately i been tryna lay low
its too late at night
and im not even drunk
i dont want to fight
this lifes not even fun
its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for you
cuz baby ive been tryna lay low
and its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

payphone (mackk)

face down in this lake
but you smile now?
no face i got nothing to worry about
i need new friends
heads gettin kinda empty
short walk home but my legs resent me
ugly face
i’m losing feelings
ugly mind
now it’s getting too revealing
crashing out
there’s no one to see it
songs get dark
only some have meaning
read my words
hears my voice 
ignore my scars
i made the choice
2018 she made it worse
so unlikeable it hurts
whole personality has changed
even i don’t know this way
does no one here know that it’s fake
i’ll just adapt to you today
i’m sick of my own voice
this song has got no flow
i miss when i had school friends who’d be blowing up my phone
turns out not everyone is good
i even see that in myself
i just expose myself in words
while i’m hiding inthesnow
every song is so repetative
i’m losing creativity 
the beat is way too loud
and i’m losing my alibilties
there’s so much more to say
but i fear i’ve become villiany
an unbalance in my brain
i really wanna get rid of me

repetative [desolent]

[INTRO]
They talk behind my back, but I keep my head high,
Ain’t no room for fake love in my sky.
They doubted the kid, said I’d never shine,
Now I’m ignorin’ all their bullshit on my own climb.

[VERSE 1]
I came from the mud, pain in my chest,
Every night a battle, never no rest.
Dreams bigger than the block I stood,
They said I wouldn’t make it, wish they understood.
They throw shade when they see you rise,
Fake smiles, hate behind their eyes.
But I ain’t fallin’ for the lies they sell,
They can talk, I got stories to tell.
I grind through the rain, through every storm,
Heart of a lion, soul re-born.
I lost friends, I lost trust, I lost time,
But I kept on climbin’, this mountain’s mine.

[PRE-CHORUS]
Voices in my head say “quit, just stop,”
But I hear my pain echo from the block.
I ain’t here for the talk, I’m here for the grind,
So I keep ignorin’ all their bullshit on my own climb.

[CHORUS]
IGNORIN’ ALL THEIR BULLSHIT ON MA’ OWN CLIMB!
Ain’t nobody help me when I was dyin’ inside.
IGNORIN’ ALL THEIR BULLSHIT ON MA’ OWN CLIMB!
They laughed when I fell, now they watch me rise!
IGNORIN’ ALL THEIR BULLSHIT ON MA’ OWN CLIMB!
I’m the storm, I’m the fight, I’m the reason I survive.

[VERSE 2]
I seen betrayal from the ones I fed,
Same ones talkin’ down when I bled.
They don’t know the nights I cried to the sky,
Or the demons I faced just to stay alive.
Mama prayed I’d find my peace,
But peace don’t come when your pain don’t cease.
Every cut on my soul turned to a scar,
Every wound made me who I are.
Now I walk with purpose, vision in my eyes,
My future too bright for their disguise.
They can hate, they can scheme, they can plot my fall,
But I’m climbin’ so high, I can’t hear ‘em at all.

[CHORUA]
IGNORIN’ ALL THEIR BULLSHIT ON MA’ OWN CLIMB!
Ain’t nobody help me when I was dyin’ inside.
IGNORIN’ ALL THEIR BULLSHIT ON MA’ OWN CLIMB!
They laughed when I fell, now they watch me rise!
IGNORIN’ ALL THEIR BULLSHIT ON MA’ OWN CLIMB!
I’m the storm, I’m the fight, I’m the reason I survive.

[BRIDGE]
Lookin’ back, I see pain in my rearview,
But pain made me strong, that’s the real truth.
They can’t break what’s built from the dirt,
Every struggle’s a badge, every wound, a rebirth.
My circle small, my faith unshakable,
My will to win? Unbreakable.
I rise above the hate, I rise above their line,
I’m ignorin’ all their bullshit on my own climb.

[OUTRO]
They said I’d fail, they said I’d fold,
But I’m still here, heart solid gold.
From the gutter to the throne, I took my time,
IGNORIN’ ALL THEIR BULLSHIT ON MY OWN CLIMB.
Every scar a story, every tear a sign,
That I’m still breathin’... still on my climb.

Ignorin’ all Their Bullshit on ma' own Climb

Через много лет

Burgos - Drugs All Night

NEVER

xxxtentacion - alone pt 1 (slowed)

hurt </3

big thanks to dead røses

xo.jalen
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featuring: @ddeadroses
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produced by: @the-sarcastic-ashole
insta: @ sarcastic.sounds
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lyrics: 

Fuck, drugs in my system,
Got the whole world shakin’,
Thought you were mine,
I was yours for the takin’,
Fakin’,
Love, for a demon,
I’m just tryna find a motherfuckin’ reason,
Search through the rain, all seasons,
But I can’t hide the pain, don’t even,
Act like you loved me back,
You just loved my fucking drugs,
Every night heart attack,
I thought you were the one,
Heart looking like a setting sun,
Blackout drunk from all the fucking rum,
And I can’t help myself but think,
Damn, I guess I’ll have another fucking drink,
Toast to the memories we had, huh,
Tryna cleanse my soul from the bad thoughts,
Dig a grave, just let them rot,
Cause I gotta move on, can’t fucking stop, damn,

Do you ever feel tired?
Like you can’t go on, but you must go on,
Do you ever feel undesired?
Like you’re just not wanted, just not wanted,
Feel the drugs in my veins,
They’re the nerves to my pain,
I’d be lying if I said I don’t enjoy it, (I fucking love it)
Drown in the lake of my sorrows,
Can’t count the mistakes that followed,
Heartbreak, heart ache, I’m lost,
You’re fake, I’m baked, I’m crossed,
Tear down your pictures, it’s time to forget you,
Do another line as part of the scripture,
All my pain locked up in the vault,
To be honest, this is my fault,

hurt f/ dead røses p/ sarcastic sounds

I miss you, even now. I'm sorry it turned out to be this way. I wish I could have done more.

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