This song slaps, but where did "could hate u" and "it's all the same" go? Those songs were fire too 😭😭😭

that's funny there's a desolent song that has a rory & jess sample :o

for my boyfriend, ily shy <3

prod. @jolst @pekarot_161

i dont deserve u 
but im so glad i have u...
im so glad...

i dont deserve u
im just lucky that i get to know u

i dont deserve u
im sorry fore these hoops you have to
jump through
im nothing but bad news 
you're the only thing that 
i dont wanna lose 

you're the only thing that 
ive ever cared about losing...
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant

and im sorry baby
i try to 
control these feelings in my head
but sometimes...i cant...

you've been everything to me
from way back when till now
and every message in between 

you're the only thing that
ive ever cared about losing
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant...

and im sorry baby..
i try to...
control these feelings in my head
but sometimes i cant...

(sometimes, sometimes)

sometimes i cant!
sometimes i cant!!

you're the only thing that
ive ever cared about losing
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant...

deserve u [+pekarot & jolst]

crush (pr. vicethatds)

guitarboi x lil skele - nobody (shinigami cover)

love you ryan<3 talk to you soon.
beat prod by: wisssery x nihil
written and performed by: popularreject

Ryan's song (p. wisssery x nihil)

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
love brings joy but also pain a wound that’s cut that’s real 
it starts with laughter, ends in tears
a heart that aches and seers
i thought our bond was strong and true
but now i could see clear
that things have changed we’ve grown apart that was my only fear 

so why
would u even think to go
u were so glued to ur phone
never knew u were my home

nothing will ever be the same
nothing will ever be the same
nothing will ever be the same
nothing will ever be the same

why does my life have to turn out to be such a mess
trying to get through all of it and maybe forget
suffocating in my doubts and all of my regrets
seeking a new path avoiding all threats, except
my own self
feelings kept away; a box on the top of the shelf
my emotion like the snow, and its ready to melt
in the summer, i wish i told you how i just felt

fall

lyrics 

she far away i told her kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for you
cuz baby ive been tryna lay low
and its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

she said im wrong and i dont care how u feel
with some of that shit u said girl truthfully idk how to feel
drank half the bottle last night i think i got guts of steel
substantial dilemma i forgot what is real
im sleeping in the back of the fucking car
i cant wait till u come home
i fell in love with who u are
but u said im someone you dont know
im finally happy ill seal this memory in a photo
id walk thru fire to get u a ring like i am frodo
i told her kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for u
cuz lately i been tryna lay low
its too late at night
and im not even drunk
i dont want to fight
this lifes not even fun
its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for you
cuz baby ive been tryna lay low
and its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

payphone (mackk)

prod. heyzbee & dexter yu

where are you, it’s dark as hell 
missing something, i dunno well 
when you come by, i know that smell 
the warmth it brought, came with a yell

sun burned me so many times
turned to the moon for a different light
it hurt the way that i viewed guys 
still understand what he provides
stole every tear that i ever shed
always got the feeling of utter dread
at one point i thought you were dead
so much that has gone unsaid 

overthinking everything 
how am i supposed to be
what’s it mean to be a man 
when i just wanna be seen 
i’m not sure i am me 
or who i’m supposed to crown queen 
i put my head inside the sand 
and find someone like a king 

got a pill problem honestly i probably got it from you 
got a lot of problems honestly, i got a lot of issues 
every time i speak got a problem i wish i could undo 
i been screaming into a mic every since my debut 

watch days go by
still have no light 
watch, watch, go, go
still, still, no, no 

why'd i feel so anonymous everywhere | go
the elephant in every room so l stay on my lone
why is there no help?
when i'm obviously asking do l talk in riddles
cus nobody understanding.
sas a standing
i can barely sit straight seayingnside to side
debating whether im jus insane
is this hell that i reside
do i confide in the little things
where are you now where are you now

watch days go by
still have no light 
watch, watch, go, go
still, still, no, no

Kronos (feat. vails)

solitude:

everynight im on the same shit, in the studio n i cant miss
i cant blame nobody for this hole im in
im jus gon keep digging till my brain cave in
its been so long but it feel like yesterday when ts tore me up
pour me up, it aint no liqour in my cup es morton grove
think they tried to warn me
but i never been good at listening to what im told
yes or no, are u rly down for forever, lmk



Empathy:

it’s okay, I got me and my friends we all here
we got opps, bitches watch n they hope we dissappear
she feed her hunger with my tears/that’s why I never cry 
oh my gosh let me guess i bet you’ve never lied
you have, you tell yourself that I’m so terrible 
so you don’t feel as bad for some shit that’s unrepairable
I hope that you’re glad, you seen my sister lose her life 
you couldve got with my friends but had my family in line you chose my brother in law, u must wanna see me fall
oh gosh it’s hard to believe
when you look into my nephews eyes
did you see them grieve
did you tell yourself their mom is looking back at me
and that her brothers back at home 
wondering where i could be
he would snap if he found out
and if he dies that’s alright 
we’ll have something to talk about
yea something relatable
two siblings that are dead 
and their life was never full 
i’m not a fool

Empathy - nvrfull ft. solitude (neverforever)

prod. taurs

lyrics:
whoa
directionless, i drift away
i have to find a better way
i never wanna let it go to waste
in this dark haze
you give me a spotlight
i swear that it's haunted
i can't turn around
something in me bring me towards the sound
tryna make a little money
make my parents proud
do what you wanted
i know that it's far away
it'll take time
i step in the house 
and i feel safe by your side
maybe we can 
get out of this broken place
i cannot control the play
i just let it happen to me
maybe we could fly away
go and see the world
we can go wherever you want
yea i would tag along
even if we gotta walk
moving like a vagabond
did September like a pro
please keep the camera rolling
did you see what i just saw
i swear it's not the psychedelics
i compelled a better bidding
get too close and i get bitten
i guess i'll keep fucking with it
i guess i'm just scared
how could i compare
to anyone with better than me?
find me when everything collapses
i'm magic
and i got a spell for you
standing by the lectern
i swear that i knew her
she would play the pastor
but something brought the soul
did you get it, did you post it?
i thought i was drowning but i'm floating
tryna get a breath
you should take a rast
flashing i'm in the red
like it's ash from a cigarette
i promise you it's there and you can trust me
trust, i'm the first motherfucker that's gonna judge me
i just wanna hold it down and keep you safe when it gets ugly
when i'm done i'll hold you close and fall asleep
maybe in the dreams i have
it doesn't have to be so bad
maybe we can grow together, learn together
left the ghost to do her rest

look (taurs)

face down in this lake
but you smile now?
no face i got nothing to worry about
i need new friends
heads gettin kinda empty
short walk home but my legs resent me
ugly face
i’m losing feelings
ugly mind
now it’s getting too revealing
crashing out
there’s no one to see it
songs get dark
only some have meaning
read my words
hears my voice 
ignore my scars
i made the choice
2018 she made it worse
so unlikeable it hurts
whole personality has changed
even i don’t know this way
does no one here know that it’s fake
i’ll just adapt to you today
i’m sick of my own voice
this song has got no flow
i miss when i had school friends who’d be blowing up my phone
turns out not everyone is good
i even see that in myself
i just expose myself in words
while i’m hiding inthesnow
every song is so repetative
i’m losing creativity 
the beat is way too loud
and i’m losing my alibilties
there’s so much more to say
but i fear i’ve become villiany
an unbalance in my brain
i really wanna get rid of me

repetative [desolent]

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

repetative [desolent]

inthesnow

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