sexfan26 - pe ## 2023 prod diced

vocals and some guitar by me

lyrics:
quit wasting your time looking for somebody else when she's right there
boy, when i'm gone, you'll think about me all the time, i know (i know)
keys locked in the car, pictures of david ortiz on the wall
and i came to watch my husband play, now i'm playing a dangerous game
good luck trying to catch me if you're still gonna talk to me like i'm seventeen
no more, he fucks like he wants me
left cuts on the side of his face with the rest of me

david ortiz pillbox (venturing cover)

I Go Through This All The Time

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@100signs
prod me

i need something to stop
my head (now)
it feels like nothing works
i still (hurt)
do you enjoy destroying
everything i had
at the end id still do everything again

i remember every single thing you said
dont put the blame on me
it was always you at the end
was it real or were you just tryna get something out of me
this aint fair to me

i dont regret anything
do you know how much you meant to me
no matter how hard i tried you always leave

spotify

everything i had

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@100signs
prod me

now i got a choice to decide
do i want you running my mind
iiii*
fall back & i face my demise
i don't want to leave you tonight

i've been fighting way too hard to survive
i've been wasting all my fucking life
tell me is it worth it to try
think that i'm reaching way too high
‎my heads always been in the sky*

know that i'm not perfect
but trust me i'm just tryna make it worth it
is this what i deserve, is it?
cant stand to watch you hurt again
your words repeat in my head
can we talk about something else
please?

‎know that i'm not worth it*
i know that i'm not worth it*

what did i even do
i'm tweaking i cant even get through to you
what do i mean to you
idk what you're thinking i'm so scared of you

know we'll find a way to get back
know we'll find a way to get back

know we'll find a way to get back
i just gotta focus on task
i could never fucking relax
i keep scrolling back the texts
the person i knew has been dead

links

In-the-sky

artwork: rubytr4x

[chorus, narkotyk] 

idk u 
and u dk me
but i can see it in ur eyes that u feel lonely
yeah, sometimes i just feel like 
its not just me,
im not ur only
 sometimes i just feel like
i just need some1 to hold me 
x2

[verse, narkotyk] 

yeah, in my head again im afraid that ill lose u
yh i want u i wont stop im obsessed w u
everytime im at the function all i think is u 
i wish i believed the truth,
that i dont even know u 
yeah i dont have a single clue

im exhausted, im hopeless yeah i can't feel a thing
i just wanna know, what this love will bring
yeah im better by myself i dont need a thing
u fucked w my health, yeah im suffering

[verse,sinefelt]  

i really can't tell what u want from me
i can't stand how much u love me suffering
been on autopilot, i've been buffering
need you out of my mind, think bout other things

i can't see through you, yea
no matter how much i try to
huh, yea, i look to the left
i look at your texts 
regret that i checked

huh, give it to me straight
i've taken worse, don't need to run away
i swear, okay, why u so obsessed with getting your way?

[chorus, narkotyk]

idk U + sinefelt (over)

old throwaway
i won't
i won't
i won't
i won't
i won't
i won't
i won't
i won't
i won't
no i won't tell nobody else but you
i won't tell nobody else but you

nobody but you

https://soundcloud.com/lynion/none-pizza-left-beef x thick of it fr

Im In The Crust Of It

gone (prod. riplucky)

showplan (prod. siahprice)

running to the bag and split the money like its brexit
https://soundcloud.com/rhekdens