This one is about what doesn’t get said — and what no one wants to hear.
For so many people with endo, blood becomes part of life.
Unpredictable. Heavy. Painful.
But we don’t talk about it. We hide it. We normalize it.
Bleeding in Silence breaks that silence.
It’s about the shame, the soaked clothes, the ruined sheets, the whispered apologies, the isolation — and the deep knowing that this shouldn’t be normal… but somehow it is.
This track gives voice to what you’ve been taught to keep quiet — and it does it beautifully.

Bleeding in Silence

Once in a Lifetime (Wasted)

I'm not your safe place, I'm not your cure...

Love

A heartfelt emotional trance ballad featuring powerful male vocals, layered with cinematic instrumentation and subtle Titanic-inspired samples. Melodic, atmospheric, and driven by a memorable, catchy hook. Female backing harmonies add depth and warmth, blending modern trance textures with classic pop ballad soul.

To love and be loved

I don’t have gold and riches
But God I’m wealthy 
I don’t have strong bones
But God I’m healthy 
Neglect was all I knew 
But God I’m so loved 
Let down a time or two
But God I’m enough 

Cuz You give me
You give me what I need
You tell me
What you need from me
You lead me
Through waters so deep
Lord you give me 
You Give me what I need  

The path may look real dim
But God you light the way
This world is filled with sin
But God Im not afraid 
The doctors may say no
But God you’re saying yes!
The evil one will show
But God I will not stress 

Cuz You give me
You give me what I need
You tell me
What you need from me
You lead me
Through waters so deep
Lord you give me 
You Give me what I need  

The wounds cut deep
But God you will restore 
depression builds
But God you’re at that door 
The days grow cold
But God youre my fire 
Everything gets old 
But God you’re my desire 

I don’t have it all 
But I have what I need
A savior sent to die just for me
I don’t have it all
But I have what I need
A best friend for eternity
I don’t have it all
But I have what I need
A father who will never leave 

Cuz You give me
You give me what I need
You tell me
What you need from me
You lead me
Through waters so deep
Lord you give me 
Give me what I need  
God you are 
You’re all I’ll ever need!!

But God

ALWAYS LEFT BEHIND
Words & Music By Rhob Elliott
©2010, 2025 Awful Racket Music (ASCAP)
All Rights Reserved

[Verse 1]
I watched the taillights fade again
Another chapter with no end
Promises whispered, then erased
Just echoes in an empty space

You said you'd call, you said you'd stay
But like the others, you walked away
Now the silence fills the room
Like a ghost that never moves

[Chorus]
Always left behind
Last on every line
Forgotten like a song
No one takes the time to find
But I still stand
I still breathe
Even when my heart's on its knees
You go ahead
I’ll be just fine
I’m used to being
Always left behind

[Verse 2]
Birthdays pass without a word
Dreams unravel, never heard
I build my world from broken stone
A quiet life, but all my own

You chase the stars, I chase the light
In the corners of the night
Where the truth don’t hide in smiles
And love don’t run a thousand miles

[Chorus]
Always left behind
In the rearview of your mind
The shadow on the photograph
You tossed aside in time
But I still sing, I still rise
Though you never hear my cries
You run ahead, I'll read the signs
I’ve learned from being
Always left behind

[Bridge]
But one day someone will see
The fire still burning in me
Not as baggage, not as pain
But as a soul that dared remain

[Chorus]
Always left behind
But I won’t fall this time
This heart still beats
With battle lines in every rhyme
And I will shine, I will be
The one that I was meant to be
You lost the best, and that’s your crime
While I became more
Than just left behind

[Outro]
So go on, chase your sky
I’ll be here
No longer
Left behind

ALWAYS LEFT BEHIND

To be touched

Yours and mine

Number One Call

I KNOW I'M THE PROBLEM
Words & Music by Rhob Elliott
©2017, Awful Racket Music (ASCAP)
All Rights Reserved

[Verse 1]
I lit the match, then blamed the fire
Built up the walls, then called you a liar
I pushed you out, said I needed space
Then cried when you gave me just what I said

[Pre-Chorus]
I hear the silence, I feel the cold
Every echo tells me what I should’ve known

[Chorus]
I know I’m the problem, it’s written in flames
Every broken piece still carries my name
You were the calm, I was the storm
You tried to fix me, I just made it worse
I know I’m the reason you walked away
And I’ve got no one else to blame
Yeah, I know I’m the problem
But I still wish you’d stay

[Verse 2]
I wore my wounds like a crown of thorns
Turned love into something it was never born for
You begged me to feel, I chose to hide
Now the bed’s just cold on your side

[Pre-Chorus]
I see the damage, can’t look away
I tore it down, now I’m begging it to stay

[Chorus]
I know I’m the problem, the cracks in the glass
Every shattered dream stuck in the past
You gave it your all, I gave it doubt
You reached for me—I shut you out
I know I’m the reason your sky turned gray
And I’ve got no excuse to say
Yeah, I know I’m the problem
But I still hope you’ll stay

[Bridge]
I’m not proud of the man I’ve been
Can’t rewrite the pages soaked in sin
But if there’s a chance, just one last light
I’d fight my demons every night

[Chorus]
I know I’m the problem, I’m owning it now
If you came back, I’d show you how
I’d hold your heart like a fragile flame
Not a thing I’d risk, not a game I’d play
I know I’m the reason we fell apart
But I’d tear down these walls for a brand-new start
Yeah, I know I’m the problem
But I’d change it all if you'd stay

[Outro]
I know I’m the problem...
But I’m trying to change

I KNOW I 'M THE PROBLEM

I KNOW I'M THE PROBLEM

The heart break you feel when you go from lovers to strangers again

Strangers Again

I am a Songwriter, Bass, Acoustic Guitar, Piano, Vocals, Audio Engineer, Producer, Executive, Dad. Contact me if you want to record any so I can come support and check it out! Tag your favorite artist you think would sound great doing the song! Enjoy the variety of my songwriting! All comments welcome and appreciated! Please repost,share, like, follow, push all the buttons! Be kind and spread the love!

I KNOW I'M THE PROBLEM

Rhob Elliott - Songwriter

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