NIZTOPIA2025 @noob
ft @tansea

shoutout: @qlein, @trisonline, @zayok, @girlsynth, @imyzuli

@userscrs
i dont wanna talk about it
unless ur next me
cause ur not willing to be someone ur supposed to be
cause u can check the clock
its time for the closing scene
and im just tired of running
from this make believe
can we run it back
just another heart attack
can we run it back
just another heart attack

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@tansea
tell me what you want
and i never was the one
i know you're tired of me
i know you're tired of me
i know you're tired of me
i can make court side or pit side i can make time in the day
tell me a new lie for the day
i dont wanna run it back
i dont wanna run it back
tired of the way you always moving from the back
i dont wanna deal with that
i wanna move like that yeah
i wanna move like that yeah
i wanna move like that yeah
i dont wanna talk about it

@userscrs
i dont wanna talk about it
unless ur next me
cause ur not willing to be someone ur supposed to be
cause u can check the clock
its time for the closing scene
and im just tired of running
from this make believe
can we run it back
just another heart attack
can we run it back
just another heart attack

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production n vocals by me
add vocals n production @1eldridge
artwork me

eldridge: 
There’s mold on the floor
There’s jolly ranchers in the carpet
I feel as if it’s too late
Should’ve done something as it started

Does it get better
I don’t really try but I wanna know 
I don’t really know who I wanna be
Are you the one who I wanna see
I love my friends and I hope that they love me 
I don’t hide but I just pretend
I can be who I want but it always depends
Always alone on the weekends
I just feel I just drown in the deep end
Be who you want and be who you need
There’s no reason to plead







tris:
u can tell me im a loser
few years in the bag i cant lose a beat
yeah bitch im a user
yuh ye im getting tired but i cannot leave
well, but i cant stay calm
always got a feeling that my friends dont like me
yeah, but i reached my goal
searching for a thing but i just got lucky

real me + eldridge

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/Kv38QbSm8sQ?si=ncNCp8uMao_JC9cS

produced by aftrr

Got your life tied in a knot
Show your worst side, what you got?
Let it go, going for the top
On the road, I can never stop

Head-rush  
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Your touch
Tongue tied
Think I love it
Out my mind

Head-rush
Sun-kissed
Change the topic
Our lips
Live it up
Tongue tied
(Risk is drowning but I'm gonna take it)

(Isn't it fun)
Think I met you in my past life
It's the right time
I can't let it pass by
(In my head)
Living a lie
Losing myself in the moment
Look myself in the mirror
I know I need you right here

Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
Your name, I call out
You're all-, all alone
Let it all fall down
I can't feel my own
To you, I call out

stream

Headrush

out on all plats 

first beat prod advxrse
second beat prod me

lyrics:
guess i wish i u well
dont kno what u want
i cant even tell,
i got gas in my lungs, 
donut pack and it smell,
they said that i should run
guess i shoulda listened
i dont need no friends nah
they all want a picture get a headshot
heard he talkin on me he wont fess up
yea my life a movie like its red box

they tell me let go
yea these pills got me slow
with my squad we countin dough
so dont act like u dont know
guess im losing hope
cuz its getting hard to cope
feels like ive been on a tight rope 
guess ill keep my eyes closed

guess i wish i u well
dont kno what u want
i cant even tell,
i got gas in my lungs, 
donut pack and it smell,
they said that i should run
guess i shoulda listened
i dont need no friends nah
they all want a picture get a headshot
heard he talkin on me he wont fess up
yea my life a movie like its red box

they tell me let go
yea these pills got me slow
with my squad we countin dough
so dont act like u dont know
guess im losing hope
cuz its getting hard to cope
feels like ive been on a tight rope 
guess ill keep my eyes closed

i got highs n lows
i count x and os
i dont wanna go
friends they turn to foes
friends they turn to hoes (ya)
focus on the dough
they wont let me glow

i feel like shit
dont wanna feel like this
they say oh u on it?
i just flooded my wrist
yea i still reminisce
u not rlly on shit
u should go sprint
u should get fit

live another night
i say im fine
my flag is white 
dont wanna die
you cant say i tried
dont wanna lie
try to ruin my life
need u out of my sight
x2

wish u well

produced/mixed by @daywxtch, @siahhenderson
written by @daywxtch, @siahhenderson

samples used:
https://youtu.be/mdZ8wtsSvwI?si=t__x6argNPE23dwL
youtu.be/13-Wn02ESDo?si=ogytjyfWVMSo_Ro0 (pretty much my tag now lol)
(+some audio clips of me and my friends)

lyrics:
[@daywxtch]
you 'gon have to speak up to get away
grip onto a speaker to blow my brain
you don't have to try hard if it's art
everything i make i wanna share 'til it's ours
post it on the cloud 'til i know who i are

i want, i want you now
you know, you know you're proud

i want, i want you now
you know, you know you're proud (OH MY GODD, OH MY GAHHHHH)

the words should've stayed in your mouth
it's fine, cus i don't leave em round
you got me screaming in my car
got a new way to cope with my emotions
what you said stuck in my head like i BOUNCED it
it's to the point where i barely think about it
they just find a way to sneak in between momments
you say everything that come outta my head is SHIT, who would've thought i'd be an artist

(always gotta say something 'bout me)

[@siahhenderson]
who would've thought I'd been an artist
cant be the only way to solve this now
the thought showing art 
it haunts me
I'm never gonna let it 
put me down
staring at the all does it look back
if i give my all will it come back
I'm not sure if i know the world

breakdown see the numbers
reshape through my blunders
sleepwalking
I'm done talkin
too damn cold at the top of the summit
even if it feels impossible
i could never let it go for you

[@daywtch]
i'm steadfast, quick ask, Q&A
baby, i be bumping your tracks, hearing aid
baby, i'm a new man off these 808's
i got nothing to demand, i just wanna play
everybody makes art just to entertain
i just wanna make art til it's ours

cover og song by salute by rina sawayama


saving flowers

@7akkiro @k4rson @cruseyyyy
prod @zeromandia30414

@7akkiro
i'll tell you what you're doing wrong 
no you don't seem to listen, i could never see a difference
no it'll never work, so tell me when you prove me wrong 
we do it all again, no, i don't know when it will end

but i cannot forget what you did to me
i'm covered in all of scars that you given me
you told me we were going far, i could barely see
you don't know me, no, not at all, i could not believe x2

@k4rson
give it to me, give it to i
give it to me, you did it first
oh, can't you see, it's way too much
you made me bleed, i'm missin' us
think i've been lookin' out for you for way too long
and i need you to tell me something, tell me that i'm wrong
tell me what you told me, baby, tell me with your heart
and i can be that, baby, tell me what you want
 
@cruseyyyy
tell me why do you look at me 
yea my heart's filled with grime, i think i should leave 
yea u been on my mind
its not up to me
all the obstacles we climb, you depend on me
i find a way to you, yuh, im far from hating you
i think im made for you, yuh, it gets uncomfortable

@7akkiro
but i cannot forget what you did to me
i'm covered in all of scars that you given me
you told me we were going far, i could barely see
you don't know me, no, not at all, i could not believe x2

saving flowers

ri4h