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 PARDES KATENDA - ( Slowed & Reverbed ) Adnan Dhool  

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Teri Chahat Mein-Hukam-Ali...ANNA

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LYRICS

[Intro]
I used to say it
You used to know it
I used to say it
You used to know it
We used to feel it

[Verse]
I used to say it
You used to know it
We used to feel it
I thought we could
It feels like it did yesterday
'Cept this time, boy, I think we should

[Pre Chorus]
Things changed now
Like my plans on the weekend
Too late now 
We dove into the deep end

[Chorus]
Why, why -- can't I lie
'Bout what I wanna do
Try, try -- as I might
Can't stop lookin' for you
I know what you wanna do
Show me that you want it too

[Bridge]
Things changed now
Like my plans on the weekend
Too late now
We dove into the --
Too late now
We dove into the --
Things changed now
Like my plans on the weekend
Too late now
We dove into the --
Too late now
We dove into the --
[Deep End]

The Deep End (REMASTERED)

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LYRICS

[Verse]
It's times like these I feel so far away
My tears unworthy
Now what would they say?
A love and lifetime
All lost in a day
I could have said this
I could have done have done that
I should have sat there and pieced all the facts
What am I left with?
What can bring you back?
Come back

[Chorus]
It's over
It's over and done
A history gone
Wiped away with confusion
It's too much
How can they move on?
From this, I won't run
It's no one's fault if they love someone

[Verse]
So this
Is my letter to you
The one I loved and knew
If you can still hear me
'Cause I 
Think of you everyday
The inside jokes won't fade
The guilt sits next to pain
And I can't think of what to say
"I'm sorry I stole your friend and your son
Your baby brother for this young love
Why didn't we catch up to the clues?"
But now we we live in what we didn't do

[Bridge]
So I try and ask why
While they sigh and
pat me on the back
And fail to react with
Let's cry this out
But say, "let's just move on"
But I can't move on
And I know I never will

Ov3r

[Verse]
Had a feeling when you showed up to the party
Didn't mention that you didn't know nobody
Just your girl was staying home 'cause you could hardly
Stand to see me walking in there with nobody
Next thing you know,
We know we're getting way too close now
We're getting comfortable
It's getting way too late to stay
We better roll out
Where should we go now?
You drive me home even though
It's the far side of town 'cause we know what's going down
And you putting on a show
But I'm down for a round so tell me what you found
And now you're testing me
Just say what you wanna see
I been wanting your company
So let it be

[Hook x 2]
Maybe we get it
Just in the wrong ways
Well if you come my way
I'll do that all day
'Cause I got your text
When you sent the wrong thing
Now there's no need to say
Too late, it's underway

[Verse 2]
Keep that phone face down on the table
I need your body with me
I need your mind stable
Ain't trying to be hateful
Wanna rip off them clothes
Without ripping any labels
Ain't like we tryna get it right
You tripping on your words
Ain't tripping up my night
Had your eye on this one for some time
You see what you want
So I know what you like
And you'll like this
We ain't playing any games
But we wanna play the Risk
So don't fight it
That's enough of a build up
Time to get a fill up
Maybe it ain't destiny
I still want you to see
How good you feel to me
So let it be

Hook x 2

The Wrong Ways

// verse - 16 bars
didnt think i could get bad like this
it wasnt set like this
in the beginning
its such a feeling 
when you reach a ceiling --dealing
with check-to-check
'til nothing's left
it was once said
ill find my rest when i am dead
well now im almost there
not much left to compare
its easy if easy can see me
getting to first chair
are you aware of your consequence
its neither fair nor common sense

// pre chorus - 8 bars
it's just another way to focus, man
like when you're broken and
they can't understand
your basic functioning
so it means nothing
always got you tryna hold it in
so you can fold it in 
maybe get broken in
oh it's "just timing"

// chorus - 8 bars
[•] told myself I would kill my rivals
like it's tribal
that was just survival
now it's time for
prepping 
my arrival
fuck mindful  
--think I know
[•] pushing on an event horizon
not a trial run
know we've lost some good ones
so I'm not done
or afraid to draw blood

// verse - 16 bars
i know they can see it 
but dont want me to be it 
ain't-it-funny how that plays out
it takes time and investments
well im cheap --and im only days out 
fade out --to the ending
i am done with pretending
it's beyond comprehending
and well past good intentions

it's not that i cant listen
or i wanna skip this
i hear what they say 
i know it's something deeper
that id take the lead for
no anime
what you wanna say?
you better get it out
those promises you made
already bled them out

Rivals

// Verse
Waste away all-- day 
Growth won't get you- pai--d
Love won't keep you- sa--fe
Drugs won't keep you- ta---me
It's a shame
They peg you for a phase like it's nothing
They beg you not to stray from the wrong things
But still can't hear no voices
'Cause they-- can't speak in choices
It all-- just comes out noises
It must-- be what destroys us

Is this what foils us?.
Is this the focus?
I got no trust
I don't know what
Could-- save this world from tragedy
'Cause it's where-- I learned 'bout apathy
And how to spot-- a trap that breathes
And feel alone-- with company
How to label-- what I see
To separate the rest from me
Despite what I could be

// Hook
We get closer and closer
Hard to keep composure 
When Truth is not of conce—rn
^It’s only what they confirm
^You win but you never earn

But hell ain't freezing over
It's shoulder to shoulder
Each held by private hold—ers
It's too late now for sob—er
You live but you never learn

// Verse
They say that they wa--nt truth
But won't pick up the tools
They say that they wa--nt proof
But keep making up new rules 
They're just fools
Say they had me figured out in my first position
Their facts starting to sound like they're superstitions
Just politicians in plain clothes
Keep showing off them labels
Like calling me unstable
Or unfit for a main role

How does the saying go?
When you know you know
Oh, now we toe-to-toe
I suggest you hold
In— expectations you pray of me
I'm the one creating this blasphemy
I'm the one-- you don't believe
An image of-- indecency
A deep basal toxicity
That lost its charm
When it would speak
How did it get so bleak

Save This World

-- VERSE 1 --
This place feels so cold
And so far from home
Tell me how can I feel so alone
When I've got "options" for days
It's cause they never cared either way
They don't understand
It's just what they're demanding
Treat me like a stand-in
Compete for commands and a chance
To make me feel something
They can't
Now I feel nothing

Can't reason with cruel
They play by their rules
Don't care to hide intentions
Where safety's never mentioned
Where love to them's possession and attention
With impressions of a man that'll give you protection from
The world 
But we know that it's just deception
Here's the lesson

-- HOOK --
Every face has another side
Every man has a final price
Every truth will become a lie
When you're just a prize

Every door is a suicide
Every floor's somewhere you can't hide
Every chore is a do or die
When they own your life

-- VERSE 2 --
Doesn't matter what you want
Doesn't matter if you've done things
All that matters is you know where they stand
So they can take and
Make themselves out like saints when
They treat you like a mind they need to break in
And read you for a sign where they can snake in
To feed you every line that keeps you caged in

And it ain't over 'til it's over
But it ain't sold 'til it's foreclosure
Oh, wouldn't it be nice to see
It be somebody else's memory

[Hook x1]

The Deep End (REMASTERED)

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