im 34 years old and im dying.

schedule (seneca)

what they say-nettspend (slowed)

TIKEA p. boxxy @KISONTOPPY (normal)

in the yo instrumental prod ok

xaviersobased- In the yo instrumental loop (only melody and 808s)

Dying

Evil pink dreads extended

all i see is bad but i still feel your love
you’re the breath i take, the air inside my lungs
its some days i cant get up
its some days i feel like calling out my bluff
for the sake of yall i drown it out with drugs
but sometimes its not enough 
i keep wishing that this feeling in me change
every passing day im going more insane
is it something in my brain?
when the spirits reach out to me call my name
pull the trigger can you free me from this cage
im never bothered, drowning underwater 
nothing ever phased me, i done seen the bottom
and its not when you’re broke, but its when you’re broken
and nobody notice, aint nobody noticing 
losing hope in this, losing my focus
im losing my passion, but im so good at acting like
everything’s okay, smoking my mind away
thinking bout ending it, i miss my innocence 
sitting in sadness like, what is the benefit?
fell with the chair pulled out
don’t you know tricks for kids

wishing i could be by your side
had to let you go, i got too much pride
i can’t lean on you, but you could lean on mine
so girl just lean on mine
and you will be alright 
you want a puppet, look for another guy
i hope he listens well, i hope he treats you nice

00005corpse (prod. shyne)

obelisk (prod. tuunk)

what they say-nettspend (slowed)

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