CIRCLES

Greater Is He Demo Rebekah White

In Love

Varizioni su un tema di Mercadante, op. 9 by Emilia Giuliani-Guglielmi 
From the album, The Woman's Voice: Original Music for Guitar by Female Composers
Performed by Connie Sheu, classical guitarist

The Woman's Voice

Emilia Giuliani-Guglielmi: Variazioni su un tema di Mercadante, op.9

Congratulations (snippet)

Son Of A PREACHER MAN

I was sitting in church one Sunday and the band started playing the song Reckless Love.  It was cool, but felt just like another good song that they sing on Sundays.  Then this artist, Israel Houghton, released a version of the same song, Reckless love.  And when I heard it, I instantly felt two things.  First I felt like I was the One person that God would leave the 99 for.  And then I felt like I had to tell my side of the story.  The 99 that were still "with" God seemed to have everything together.  That's not necessarily my story so it's natural for me to stray away from the herd.  This song is the story of the One that ran away.  This is my Song.

Song Of The One Lyrics:
I sit with this vision of me in a place where I’m better 
but know that I ain’t cause I came from a place where the game is a set up 
been chasin that grace 
but hiding my face cause I can’t even get up 
stuck on this level shame on the devil 
got me again 
grabbin my shovel 
diggin my hole 
out of control 
out of my mind man I’m out on my own 
I been lying to everyone out on the road
I been trying to get home but don’t know where to go 
I spent too many years on this journey to nothin 
drinking and fighting and smoking and cussing 
cheating and hustling 
suffering daily 
soul is on fire 
somebody save me 
somebody talk to Lord for me please 
cause I think He don’t listen when I’m on my knees 
can you intercede 
can You set me free 
can You give me reason to really believe. 
I know He got 99 problems to follow 
and I am the one that decided to run 
and even with all my sin and my sorrow 
He gave me the blood of his Son 
but what for 
to throw it away 
I remember when I had no where to stay
I remember my kids in the motel 
when I was just drinking my check away 
see this is my version of reckless love 
my confession man this isn’t no overdub
my confession man this ain’t no overdub

So I dunked in that water in front of them people 
to show em that I’m a believer 
but the truth is I’m scared as I ever was 
I don’t know who I am or what Heaven does 
I don’t know what I’m sposed to be sayin now 
am I supposed to be praying now 
I just need to hear from you father God 
keep my babies near to you father God
tomorrow I might get some news that I don’t wanna hear 
and I’m dreading it deeper 
see my daughter might be going through somethin serious 
what is this secret she keeping
I’m so good at just being a home wrecker 
but failing at being connected 
I’m used to my version of reckless 
Lord I just need you to keep her protected 
see this is that part of the song where I throw up my hands 
and I give it away 
I don’t deserve it but she don’t either 
so please help my baby and show her the way
as a father and man I made my mistakes 
but I know Your purpose is great  
I been a hundred miles and running all of my life 
but you chasing me every day 




I thank you Even though I am still ashamed 
I thank you and there’s no one but me to blame 
and my tank is on empty 
I’m still feeling guilty I wish I could say that I call your name
I thank you when I cry all alone 
I thank you and I just don’t feel at home 
and I’m so uncomfortable in my skin 
and depression is pulling me in 
and I don’t know why I keep feeling like this 
something keep pulling me back in the deep waters again like I’m caught in a dream 
and I don’t know how to wake up from the sleep. 
All my energy 
All my enemies 
All the things I been feeling I can’t take
I just can’t wait till you take it away 
while I pray for the pain to escape

Mashups and Smashups

Song of the One / Reckless Love mash up feat. Nia Allen

No Gym Today

LAZY

An original composition in association with the 2019 Palomar Film Music Workshop.  Recorded at Studio West, San Diego. 

Conductor: Sophia Bass
Recording Engineer: Jason LaRocca 
Assistant Engineer: Cedric Courtois
Mixing Engineer: Steven Wayne Thomas
Music Supervisors: Roger Neill, Larry Groupé

Abbie's Story

Song for Sarah

Produced by Dj Camper 
Written by Cazna Hinds
Recorded at The Drawing Board Studio (Nassau, Bahamas)

LAZY

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