The Great and Dreadful Day

AI

Not me on vocals


Shut the fuck up

Do you not know what you say
How you give your ignorance
Away?

Shut the fuck up
Do you not hear
What you speak
Do you realize
I now see you
As weak

Shut the fuck up
Your words dont reach me
And they wreak of
The society that feeds
You lies

Shut the fuck up
Dont try to
Explain
Your voice
Only brings me pain

I don't know how
To make
It more clear
That I do not
Want to hear
You
Not now

Please Shut the fuck up

Somehow





Do Me A Favor

Cursed and Infected

Mood

Relaxation and Meditation

Death of the Literate (Common Sense Lost mix)

AI

Oh,
Whoa whoa whoa whoa
Ohhhhhhhh
Don't you know?

The ones we idolize
The ones we adore
They're just people like us
And They're nothing more
Something about them
No one wants to admit
Yeah, They're just like us
And everybody has to shit

Shit
Shit
Shit
Shit
Shiiiiiiiiiit

There's nothing wrong with it

When we see that hot model
With that perfect ass
Let us not forget
That she too must pass gas
Its not improper
And its not impolite
We all know a good fart 
Will make us feel alright

And the rich ones
they do it too
Shit stains in underwear
It doesn't just happen
To you

It happens
To the privileged
Too

Am I being vile
Do you not want to hear
Even billionaires
Get diarrhea
Even the wealthy
Think they can squeak
Out a simple fart
But when it's something else
Do they fall apart?
Do they leave their messes
For someone else to clean?
Polish up that asshole
Layer it with Vaseline

Do the rich miss
When they piss
Leave a puddle on the floor
Leave it for the cleaning whore
Do they flush
Or let someone else
Do it for them
Yes, I wonder about these things
Mental mayhem

Rich people they Shit too
No matter what they say or do
They sit where the odor lingers
They wipe, and sometimes
Get shit on their fingers
Dont pretend it never
Happened to you
It happens to
Rich people too

When we see them
On awards shows
In the audience
Every body knows
Someone there is fasting
Somebody has gas
But let's ignore
All of that
And kiss their fucking ass
You won't see that behavior from me
Because I can see
What they are
Really.

Every living thing
Shits
Ain't no way of
Escaping it
And I didn't mention it
But it's something that matters
Is that everyone also
Carries with them filling ladders
So don't ever be amiss

The ones we idolize
Shit and piss.

Yes the ones we idolize
Shit

And

Piss



Our Heroes Do It Too

AI

I can
Make you hate me
More than anyone
In the world
In a matter of seconds
With nothing but words
Thoughts about you
That I've prepared in advance
The minute
We started our romance
The worst thing
That ever happened to you
Was when you said
You love me too

I wish
It wasn't like this
But the thoughts
Form in my head
And I know once unleashed
I'll wish that I was dead
Because I love you very much
I do not want this dread
I'd be best living life
If I never got
Out of bed

But life never stops
Things happen
And we met
And its a great joy to me
But also a regret
Because
Love for me
Is not simple
I perceive it
As a threat
Perhaps I was cursed
Or I'm paying
Off some debt

I love you so much
I never want you to leave
But in my mind
You will
Thats what I perceive
Because every body
Always does
I try to stop the bleed
But I always make it worse
Because
I have an endless need

I have a bottomless pit
That nobody can fill
But every time
I meet someone
I think
Maybe this person will
When I realize
It's nothing they can do
I collapse inside
And take it out on you

I bury this monster
Every day
So nobody can see
All the rottenness
Deep inside of me
I wouldn't call it evil
Surely not from up above
It's just something that happens
When you never learn
Love

but it's desperately needed





Love,  Distorted

AI song

I am done being nice.

Maybe i see it
Maybe you don't see
Kinda pathetic
I can make you worship me
Not saying it's easy
But if it was my goal
Many of you would adore me
And offer me your soul

It'd take some money
But back to me It'd flow
And along the way
You'd give me yours
And thats the way it goes
Once I set up the machinery
Life becomes easier for me

You'll read about me in the news
But I'll never know about you
You'll be interested in things I do
And things i like, you’ll like them too
Some of you will hate me
This I know
But part of your life
You'll live through me
And thats the way it goes

I may face some hardships
I may face some shame
Something will condemn me
I will get the blame
You will judge me through words
Without having any proof
My favor will slip away
Until I reestablish truth
You'll see that I am human
But something in me shines
I'll do this with my money
I'll do this with my time
And then the hardship will be gone
And I will move on
But the thing that mostly bothers me
Is all of this costs
My privacy

This is rather gross
Humanity to regret
But people will hate me
People I've never met
Because the way they are fed
I'll exist inside their head
And some will wish
That I was dead
I may get killed
For someone else's thrills
Or because they forgot theirs pills
And perhaps the greatest tragedy and shame 
Will be that my murderer
Gets fame
And once locked away in a jail
This is where we truly fail
My killer gets a letter from someone
Thanking him for all he's done
And maybe in that letter too
That person will say
I love you

Living in this world
Means we're all a target
Fame just puts one on your back 
You give more reason
To provoke 
Being attacked 

Fear of Fame

AI





Uhhhhhhh

Ughhhjhjj



I think too much
I know its true
I think about death
And what it means
For me and you
I know the stories
I know them well
I know the possibilities
We may end up in Hell
That may not mean
Much to you
But it really does to me
So here is the opportunity
For you to see
What I see

I know about the demons
Monsters made to kill
I've seen them in the movies
And art when I sought thrills
Yeah, that shits disturbing
But I don't really get the chils
Because if I have to deal
With them for eternity
Eventually,  I'll get used to them
Im pretty sure I will
Then they wont really bother me
Just another fucking pest
I see these mother fuckers
In people like you and all the rest
So, fuck these fucking demons
They can kiss my ass
If thats eternal damnation
The suffering won't last

And eternally burning
Would really fucking suck
If you're just engulfed in fire
You're just shit out of luck
There's nothing you can do
But absorb the brutal pain
Maybe cook down to an ash
Then start all over again
Eventually
It seems to me
Another example of monotony
Shit I deal with already
In that situation
They'd have to strip from me
Every thought in my head
Every memory
Because the routine
Of endless suffering
I've already had to endure
If I can still look inward
Then I might have a cure
I might have an escape
From the prison they put me in
If I can stir up a thought
And let the process begin
And if I do this for eternity
Eventually hell won't bother me

If in hell I meet others
Those who share my fate
Is there a potential to party
Will they wonder why I'm late?
Will we swap stories and jokes
Of the horrible lives we had
Will others be shocked
When they find out I'm not bad?
Will others wonder
What is wrong with me
Will my hell then become
Eternal mockery
This, yes, this would bother me
But its just another
Example of life
That I know very well and see

No

No

If you must know

What truly terrifies me

If what I think of sometimes

Too deeply

And I really hope

This doesn't happen to me

And I don't really like others very well

But I hope no one experiences

My Vision of hell

Imagine the blackest pit of space
Reserved just for you
Sit or stand
There's no chair
Nothing to see
Nothing to do
No one
To ever talk to
Just you

Eternal loneliness
No one cares about you
Anymore
Ever again

And you know
You'll never see another light
And the temperatures so cold
Endless blackest night
Eternal starvation
Eternal isolation
Memories of hope
Only way you'll cope
Eternal and final separation
Freeze in your empty damnation

That scares the shit
Out of me
I pray
That's never
My reality

My Vision of Hell

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