I cant even tell you
What it was 
That made me
Wanna break down
This hard 

Can you tell me
What it was about
My appearance 
That made
You seem to love me less

Ill wipe the makeup off
If that means
I get to speak
To you again

But honestly
Im hoping that
You take me as i am

I was never that
Comfortable 
Posing as a man
But thats all you ever 
Wanted from me
Ill give you what i can 

Im so disgusted
I dont even know if i
Can function anymore 

Im just a baby boy
Daddy why can you
Not look at me in the eye 

Why would you just
Walk away
When i started to cry
My love for you is unconditional 
Im in for the ride 

But with the way
That i been feeling
Im just better off
Rotting 

Can we ralk about it later
I dont really have the time

Now the damage is done
Ill just say that im fine
But in the back of my mind
Im decaying 

What was it
That you always 
Said to me in these dark times

I must have forgotten
All the words that were nice

common misconception

Them.