Feeling Foolish

farme ta yeule

oh oh take me in like medicine
oh oh what have you been drinking
oh oh take me in like medicine 
oh oh overboard im sinking in

baby im not colorblind but 
can i see you in the night
im sorry am i stupid can i
see you in a different light

reruns

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

Fox Martindale - Lead Vocals, Background Vocals, Guitar, Baritone 
Jacob Switzer - Background Vocals, Guitar 
Emmett S Webb - Background Vocals, Bass 
Max Bornstein - Drums 

Mike Turner - Tambourine 

Produced and Mixed by Mike Turner 
Engineered by Alexandre Bonenfant, Trevor Anderson and Mike Turner 
Recorded at Noble Street Studios and The Pocket Studios 
Mastered by Harry Hess 

FRIED RECORDS 2017

No Honey

Typical

@lilhappylilsad @kuroimetsuyu

yt: https://youtu.be/SLIKZXjkIu8

i thought that i had told myself
not to fucking fall in love
now i fucking find myself
singing to you in my songs

im sure im gonna hurt you girl
so you better stay away
know that youre at loss for words
i just dont know what else to say

i dont wanna be
the reason that you bleed
girl you better leave
yeah im trynna make you see

youre better off alone
at least youll still be free
while im smoking weed
for the scars im trynna heal
x2

while i find myself x3
ill never find myself

find myself (prod. kuroime)

@lilhappylilsad

yt: https://youtu.be/TZGW-dOO3sw

i met u / & my heart froze / ye / but for once i wasnt cold / my whole world / it was put on hold / ey / i could see us both grow old / i had visions for it all / and it made me want u more / i said baby take a chance with me / and im forever yours / i said girl we could get rich / we can sing lets make some hits / u said sure and took my hand / been recording ever since / it was me and u alone / no one was supposed to know / now they bumpin all our shit / acting like we owe them more / but i guess this is the life / that we chose it stress me out / but its slowly getting better / and i love that we got clout / we had nothing but each other / when we first was starting out / look at how they talking now / acting like they know us now / they dont know / they dont know shit / they dont know / they dont know me / only u / fucking know me / only u / really know me /

babe i miss u when youre not with me 
i think about you fkn constantly 
want u to fulfill your dreams with me
i know we'll make it they'll see

babe i know you have it tough 
i know that life's not enough 
but baby trust me it gets better 
i know im the one for u forget her

only u (prod. lilhappylilsad)

wrote the second part a few days before I left off to college and ended up with a little message about leaving.  Seeing as I am new here it's been hard finding friends so I settled down two nights ago and wrote the instrumental to the first part and chopped the vocals yesterday.  The song is more about the mood of the instrumental than anything.  I may sing on this at a later date but I think this accurately represents the ways I am feeling right now. 

I hope this goes better in the following weeks, I know now how lucky I was to have the friends that I had back home.

closing credits

@lilhappylilsad

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEeidkeT4UI

i got drugs
if u wanna share
i cant breathe
when u look at me
 
i got problems
its not worth it girl
u could solve them
but u shouldnt care

i get u
u r never lonely
cause i get u
even if im lowkey
havent met you
i will always be here
cause i get u
listen to my music
help me get through

get thru (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

Spotify / iTunes / Apple Music / etc:
https://fanlink.to/lhls-alone

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6pvOL6Sd6M

im always on my fucking phone
im always off the fucking dope
i never wanted u to go
i always cry when im alone

im off the dope 
im in my room
im feelin lost n alone
one glass of whiskey i mix that w coke
im doing drugs all alone
im on my own
girl if u need me u got me
just call on my phone
rollin a blunt
i got nothing to lose

I got nothing left to lose, to lose
i gave it up for u, for u
I feel nothing when I'm low, I'm low
my world is always going slow, so slow

Download

alone (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

a song i wrote about a good friend and my experiences after we parted ways.
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always used to dance around in space when we were young
back in the freeway days the five don't seem so warm then
how much time passed since last summer? nostalgia is not fond of us

oh time flies if the timings right
your city is bright 
cold bites
we're stars tonight

youre there for me lets wait around and see

blurred vision i can see my blood thinning 
if i keep running i can buy time
oh shit, my ambition be expensive
but my dreams might cause attention
call my friends when i reach  peak and

its the weekend
brain is sinking
train is passing
my thoughts are past tense
ill start laughing
when we are drinking
back to scotland
i miss my friend

i dream of a hometown even though i have found nothing

lovesick i can feel my heart stiffen listening from 2016 again

Cloudy Eyed

life of riley