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Stranger's Grace

Live on Stage in the "LiveStage"

Lets Toss The Script Out

It's A Miracle

Eternal Blaze

City Lights

Could've Been Us

'Tabula Rasa' explores the the itch to shake off the past and start again with a blank slate. It's the third single from Bethany's upcoming EP The Story I Breathe.

Tabula Rasa

Where The Wind Begins

16. Dê Adeus à Autossabotagem

20 Dancing Queen

אם את חושבת (feat. aviv mugrabi)

[Verse 1]
First met you on the courthouse steps
You had a ticket for a car that was borrowed
You said "Take me to the firemen's ball
They'll forget about it by tomorrow"

[Verse 2]
We danced and you introduced me as your husband
It was just a little white lie
But I loved it
You said
"Let's go make it a little more true"
And we took off in a hurry
We got hitched and got it over
While the wedding bells were still ringin' in my ears

[Chorus]
Tell me
Girl
What was wrong with me?
Was it my taste in music or the way I kissed you?
Or the hours and hours that I spent with you in bed?
Was it something that I said?
Was it the way I held your hand
When you introduced me as your husband?
Why a girl wanna leave such a smart and gentle man?

[Verse 3]
You brought me to your parents' house
You said
"Just play along for the weekend"
They had their questions and their doubts
But by the end
They were believing

[Verse 4]
We had fun
We put on a good show
I guess some people just get off on pretending
I could tell that your daddy didn't like me much
So I left
'cause it seemed like the right thing
It was just the one time
But I know how much it meant to you
And I hope I didn't mess it up too bad

[Chorus]
Tell me
Girl
What was wrong with me?
Was it my taste in music or the way I kissed you?
Or the hours and hours that I spent with you in bed?
Was it something that I said?
Was it the way I held your hand
When you introduced me as your husband?
Why a girl wanna leave such a smart and gentle man?

Why me ?  Lyrics in description

[Verse 1]
I see the shadows when you flinch at the light
You try to fake strength, but I feel every fight
You hold it in ‘cause that’s what you’ve learned
But baby, I’m not someone you’ll burn

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s not your fault, it never was
The past still haunts you just because
But every scar you try to hide
I trace like stars across your sky

[Chorus]
I’ll stay through the fire, I’ll weather the war
When you shut me out, I’ll wait at the door
Even when you push with all your pain
I won’t let love just walk away
This isn’t weakness—this is grace
And I’m still here, I’ve found my place
Right beside your heavy soul
I’ll love you whole

[Verse 2]
Your dreams wake you, I lie awake
Counting breaths that fear might take
You say you’re broken, too far gone
But to me, you’re still holding on

[Pre-Chorus]
You wear the weight of things unsaid
You call it damage—I call it depth
You’ve fought through storms I’ll never know
But I see strength in letting go

[Chorus]
I’ll stay through the fire, I’ll weather the war
When you shut me out, I’ll wait at the door
Even when you push with all your pain
I won’t let love just walk away
This isn’t weakness—this is grace
And I’m still here, I’ve found my place
Right beside your heavy soul
I’ll love you whole

[Bridge]
You don’t have to be strong for me
It’s okay to fall and just let me see
I’ll hold the hurt you try to hide
You don’t have to run tonight

[Final Chorus]
I’ll stay through the fire, I’ll weather the war
When the silence screams, I’ll love you more
Even if the night won’t set you free
I’ll be your calm, just lean on me
This isn’t weakness—this is grace
And I’m still here, I’ve found my place
Right beside your heavy soul
I’ll love you whole

Stay Through the Fire

Written in honor of my twin sister's massive heart. 

Lyrics: 

[Intro]
I’ve been spinning on this circle…chasing hearts that couldn’t stay.
Giving love like it was oxygen…just to watch it float away.
But I’m not the same woman—who thought pain was the proof.
There’s a fire deep inside me now. And it’s lighting up the truth.

[Verse]
Another year. Another heartbreak. Same old tears upon my face.
Thought love would be my rescue…but it left without a trace.
I gave 'til I was empty. Lifted men up just to fall.
Tried to be their northern star—
but no one risin’ to the call.

[Chorus]
I was turning on a wheel…spinning ‘round the same sun.
Giving all I had to give…but never being the one.
Still, I didn’t hold back love. Didn’t close the fading gate.
Even pain became a prayer…
and I still chose to radiate.

[Verse]
They say the world keeps turning…but I feel it in my bones.
Each goodbye was a teacher. Each silence carved in stone.
But I never let the hurting…be a reason not to feel.
Love still flowed right through me—
even when it wouldn’t heal.

[Chorus]
I was turning on a wheel…‘round a sun I didn’t know.
Now I see—it was my own fire…keeping me aglow.
What I gave was not a weakness. Just strength misunderstood.
And I’d do it all again…
just to transform what I could.

[Bridge]
This last one was different. I came out brand new.
Heard the voice of God in the wind…and morning dew.
Life began to whisper. And I finally heard the call.
That I was not made to chase—
I was born to stand tall.

I’ve got my own sun rising…at the center of my chest.
Burned away the fear—
what I deserve has come to rest.
I’m guided now by ancestors. And I’ve never felt so clear.
I’ve never felt so clear…
My soul’s already moving…
and the one I seek is near.

[Verse]
They were mirrors—every one of them…reflecting back myself.
Now the universe is my mirror.
There’s no end to my wealth.  
I don’t need a love that’s lesser. I don’t ache to be enough.
I want love that knows my thunder…
and can meet me in the rough.

[Chorus]
I’m no longer on that wheel. I’ve stepped off into the light.
Built a fire from my heartbreak…now it’s burning warm and bright.
So I’ll sit here on this mountaintop…and watch the valley bloom.
I see another peak ahead—
but there’s no more need to zoom. 

[Outro]
My pain had a purpose. And now I see…
The suffering didn’t break me. It came to set me free.
Yeah, no suffering can break me…
this soul of mine is free.

Revolutions around the Sun (Amy's Song)

Verf my net met 'n skewe kwas.
Skakeer my met verf wat af was.
En skryf my oop, maar maak die boek weer toe.
Byt my stuk-stuk af, net om my te proe.

Breek oop my bene, suig uit my murg.
Klem my aan my keel, maar nie om my te wurg.
Skep jou eie doenings, maar kul nie die kuns.
Doen dit met my woorde, want my woorde is in jou guns.
My woorde is in jou guns.

Woorde is skrifte op die mure.
En woorde hou indeks van die ure.
Geen bedoelings of emosie nie,
want hartelose woorde kan nie troos nie.

Argiewe is woorde sonder prente —
opgeskryfde gedagtes van skrywers en denkers.
Dis spikkelgevoel vandag, wat in woorde lê.
Sal in woorde bly, altyd vir jou en wag.
Altyd vir jou en lag.

Woorde is skrifte op die mure.
En woorde hou indeks van die ure.
Geen bedoelings of emosie nie,
want hartelose woorde kan nie troos nie.

Dit kan nie troos nie.
Dit kan nie troos nie.

Stranger's Grace

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