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MoodyMetal

I dont want to be desensitized to simple pleasures or… my senses. When swimming I remembered how I used to perceive myself as a water dragon. I used to think and feel as I live. The water in my scales.. That is to live. 
In 2019 music meant a lot to me, each song I didnt consume so rapidly as to fill a quota. Step one to thawing my epic brainfreeze is to celebrate myself and chicarrones and rainbows. To fear is to be human . But also loving. I will open my heart and finally tell people the truth… I am actually an epic water dragon… SOry I lied for this long….

This actually meant nothing to me when I wrote it and still means nothing to me and I'm mad I didn't journal anything more meaningful than an empty limerick about dragons & how I miss my youth. I actually should just be more mindful about living every day to the fullest and even though that's such an obvious and ironically meaningless platitude it just needs to be at the forefront of my mind at all times because everyone around me is precious and I must not take selfishness or shame or anxiety inhibit that periot. Shrug

Aug 23

theme song

drums + bass done by @romedigi :) show him love


2001
theres nowhere 2 run
u finally won
yea u finally won



im just the second option
ill always be ill always be
wish i didnt have a face
so i couldnt breathe, so i couldnt see 


woke up in a pool of blood this morning
bouta fuckin leave  without warning
something about you my head keeps turning

2001

Soul Blind — Falling Asleep

Now, Life is Living You

Third Chain

Phantom Pool

PRESAVE ON SPOTIFY https://www.gate.fm/ZmjGax
@0arid
the one they won't forget
inspired by dltzk

[hokoi]
it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
but i think theres reason for that.
all of the shit it just feels like a mission,
but its based on fiction not fact

i've said it before,
no i wont say it again,
dont wanna hear ur voice,
dont wanna be ur friend.

you aint got any more chances,
i cant even pretend,
you've done fucked it all up
this is the way that it ends

[arid]
im too afraid to reach out
but i know i can
i find it hard to leave now
its all out of hand
and i try it all again
and ill die when fall at the end
and the message im struggling to send
yeah im doing what i can

[hokoi]
its like they only exist on the screen,
i just dont understand why,
i can not find,
my mind and,
understand that they are there.

its because

they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine

it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
i wasnt aware of what i have been missing,
i dont want no internet friends.

internet friends 💻 + arid (hokoi)

deadharrie - The Closest Thing To Heaven

like a kiss (demo)

Pistol

Bubblegum

Stop Waiting

Se Bueno

Starfields

Enjoy Yourself

Elliott Smith

Southern Belle

Single File

Christian Brothers

Clementine

Needle In The Hay

White Pony

Teenager

New song to bring in the New year. Hope everyone has a great 2017, keep on dancing.

Lyrics

I'll bleed black and blue for your heartstrings 
Out in the fields nothing seems the same 
You chose your way through the mountain range
It's all a game, it's all a game until all the toys break 

She sent a letter, it addressed to home
She didn't know that it would be this cold
Left out at sunrise from her broken poem
But it's just the same, it's just the same until she knows what it takes

I've been calling a while but you don't seem to pick up 
Drifting out of town and you've got it all figured out now
I've been dreaming of sun, head up in the clouds
Drifting out of town and you've got it all figured out now
I've been calling a while but you don't seem to pick up 
Drifting out of town and you've got it all figured out now
I've been dreaming of sun, head up in the clouds
Drifting out of town and you've got it all figured out now

The Great Escape

Released 26th June 2018 on Dance to the Radio
Stream on Spotify etc from: http://smarturl.it/farcaspian

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Let's Go Outside

Released on Dance to the Radio on 10th October. 
Listen on Spotify / Apple Music etc: http://smarturl.it/farcaspian

Blue

Released 19th November on Dance to the Radio. 
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Between Days

Released on Dance to the Radio 26th March 2019. 

Stream at all online platforms here: http://smarturl.it/farcaspian

A Dream of You

taken from the album 'Cry' available now:  https://cigsaftersex.lnk.to/cry

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Recorded June 2017 in Mallorca, Spain

Written by Greg Gonzalez

Vocals, Guitar - Greg Gonzalez
Bass - Randall Miller
Drums - Jacob Tomsky
Keyboard - Phillip Tubbs

Produced & recorded by Greg Gonzalez
Mixed by Craig Silvey
Additional Engineering by Max Prior
Mastered by Greg Calbi and Steve Fallone at Sterling Sound

Cover photo: “Mare 345 - Seascape” by Alessandro Puccinelli
Graphic Design by Randall Miller 

Released on Partisan Records on October 25th, 2019

Lyrics:

When you walk in the room in a white bodysuit
& I say, “take it off” so you tell me to watch

When it’s pure, only your love could get me to fall
When it’s deep, gets so hot & it’s so beautiful

& the TV is on when we make love
Because we get carried away
We don’t care anyway…

Wrapped your hair in a towel, but I watch you let it down
& it’s all soaking wet as you take me in your mouth

& we stare at the street from the back balcony,
But now all I can see is you undressing for me…

The Same Again

Ringo Deathstarr