The Upload

(b)oreo

Cops

You could love this boy with your whole heart , he’s gone astray to drugs again 
lavender boy is just a friend you can smell her on his collar again 

(Spinning me feet off the ground, 
You're coked out in the middle of the party 
It’s dark in the stairway but your face lights up in a way that makes you look so warm)

Lavender boy is the silhouette to all of the songs
He’s easy to love , he’s been a puppet since 14 he’s bursting at the seams
straightening forks and knifes in the back of the room, and hyper focus on the number 3, under sun beams 
Is it all with the fear of growing into your parents my dear 

(Chorus)

Lavender boy set all of his shoes on fire 
He said the last person who wore them was a liar 
You can smell her on his collar again
Writing this song about you was time well spent 

(Chorus)

Lavender boy

bops etc.

Change

I'll Try Anything Once (cover)

ay yo ayyyyy ayyyyyy its ya boiiiii cmonnnnn

Early Morning

vaults of venus

we've all had the Stupid Boy Blues before. It's almost like a disease that affects you physically, mentally, and emotionally. You start to think less of yourself because you think you're not good enough for this stupid boy. You start forgetting about your needs and how much you're worth. This song is just my experience. How badly I treated myself and felt about myself because of this Stupid Boy. I hope you can find yourself recovering from the Stupid Boy Blues soon. Love you all.

Stupid Boy Blues

ive been alone for so long
i cannot feel much
i suppose i could be wrong
i just need your touch
looking out my window out at night for planes to pass by
maybe if i just catch a glimpse then i could fly
away from here
take me to you
im not a fool
for falling in love with you
im not a fool
youve been alone for so long
youre feeling too much
so ill write u secret love songs
sending u good luck
looking in the mirror to cry, remove all my sight
maybe if i dont catch a glimpse then i could fly
away from here
take me to you
im not a fool
for falling in love with you
im not a fool

im not a fool (demo)

rin