you can't impress anyone with normal pictures of the sea

a glimpse of heaven, or wherever you are

How To Never Stop Being Sad

he loves to hurt (himself) - dissonance

Skin

I Hate What Ive Become (Outro)

how do i love myself

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doormat tutorial

can't do this anymore

maybe i dont deserve love
i sit like an abandoned dog waiting for its owner
impatient, restless, forever waiting.
you did exactly what you knew i was scared of
i made so many versions of me just to prove that im good enough
i was a child
i dont blame you for using me, im not very good at saying no
i just want to be loved the way i love.
i am homesick for arms that dont even want to hold me
im scared this is all i ever be
i was never supposed to make it this far
"you changed" yeah i gave up.
im drowning
dont you miss me?
why are you happy without me?
you promised that you will never leave me again
i feel like im rotting
i wanna rip my insides out to make the pain go away 


what my mind sounds like

HJ002-VA – “Friction”

The second release on Hypnotic Journeys brings together emerging Georgian producers and celebrated names from the global techno scene, weaving a story of tension, resistance, and transcendence.

Batumi-based newcomer Grenuy opens the compilation with a debut ambient piece that feels both intimate and expansive, a slow-burning meditation on space and emotion. His work is reimagined by Van Morph, a revered producer and founder of Khoros Records, who drives the track into deeper territory with an old-school, hypnotic groove.

NFNM (formerly Kapa), a young yet distinctive voice in the Tbilisi underground, delivers a piece of textural techno rich with movement and raw emotion. The journey concludes with a powerful remix by Tsott, founder of the forward-thinking Spira Records, whose deep and cerebral approach brings the compilation full circle.

“Friction” is a testament to Hypnotic Journeys’ ethos: uniting generations, sounds, and visions through hypnotic techno as a futurist statement.

Mastered by Van Morph, Verbindung (Tsotne Tabatadze)
Artwork by Ozeki Gagamaru (Gegi Azarashvili))

Distributed by Triple Vision

FRICTION VA

Grenuy - Calypso

Minimal, textural drones — emotionally resonant yet contemplative — capture the fragile beauty of morning light and the quiet promise of renewal.

Produced and mixed by Sebby Kowal
Mastered by Dionis Afonichev (Dionisaf)
Cover picture and design by Dionis Afonichev

A Brand New Day

Brand New Day

doormat tutorial

shambles