i hate
your eyes more than anything 
it’s how they seem
embedded in my memory
act like i don’t mind this 
just look through me in the driveway 
with a cigarette
in one hand the other in his

when i’m slammed to the ground
torn and broken and beat
will you watch as i bleed? 
please watch me

watch me

gone like summer - hope she comes home

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doormat tutorial

dwelling

(song with @sai-nara)

lyrics:
She looks like a river in my dreams
I'm calling out for her, my head's wiped clean

I'm shouting her name
But who am I calling
You remind me of the time
I had my memory
When I need you, Valentine
I'll sing another line
You know what I feel inside
Why you can't feel like mine

On a lonely night, I hold you tight
Your lips touch my, pearly blue eyes
I would walk the Nile, to see you smile
Run a hundred miles, to see you smile

It reminds me of your love
I tried to change, but I succumb
I cannot change what I've become
I want to lie there in your arms
But every time, you're just so far
I try to leave, but I'm not sure
I cannot think of someone else
I cannot fall for someone else

I saw you walking to his home
You broke my heart

So I realize why I forgot
Everything about you
I don’t need your therapy this time
You can now let go of my life

valentine ft. sai nara

i wanna cry like rn

Two tracks on the Player Strat through the Fender Champion 600:
Rhythm: position 2 with chorus and compressor
Lead: position 2 with tubescreamer, chorus, analog delay, and compressor

Beacon

can't do this anymore

The oppression that sometimes you feel when carrying around a huge weight that overshadows everything, making everything else faint. 

A life outside that flows while your mind is overwhelmed by this noise.
There is no typo in the title, it's called exactly like that.
It's that little bit of wrongness we all have inside.

dwelling

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