Keeping Me Numb

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TICKETS TO NOWHERE (Prod.dercept x max flynn)

⚠ THIS TRACK IS NOT MONETIZED ⚠

Produced by KD!, Outtatown & star boy
Recorded by @kelly-x9 & KD!
Mixed and Mastered by KD!
Original Song: https://youtu.be/Kdw4qCH6GMQ?si=b6PrA2JKIn9LYFDu

FWM [Remix]

sofaygo & ken carson - fwm remix [ft. kelly audi]

lyrics ⬇️ 

you mean nothing to me 
you mean nothing to me

one minute trippin 
next minute you know wassup
well you should speak up then
cuz I don’t do well with the drugs
I’ll fall down the stairs
and everyone knows you won’t pick me up
yea you do not care
i think our life better without us in love

cuz it’s not getting better if you do not get away from me
say I want you later but I cannot have your company 
look to check the weather app
but it’s gonna be raining
so what I’m saying
is I’m not waiting
around for anyone else to get with
i stand my ground well I hope that you keep ur distance
huge town
but I cant find no one to live with
move south
well that’s where I went ye a that’s where I live in

one minute trippin 
next minute chillin
what’s this abt
say I’m a villain 
well I’m in ya head and I’m in ya mouth

just listen the lights gettin low
for the mission
i don’t wanna speak 
when you don’t want attention 

might weep for my life get to wishin like
how can I tell what is real 
how can i tell what is fake
get out my face
cant catch a break or even a meal
like what is the deal they not fixin the wage
I been makin my plays 
every single day they going to waste
livin a lot make it harder to save
but don’t get it wrong I’m still makin a lane

yea no mission accomplished only assumption 
yea I need an accomplice but I got no options yea

you mean nothing (yunny goldz)

thanks for listening <3
prod by king theta

lyrics:
My life is a movie shot by Ari Aster
Hard to stay on script like an actor
Nothing really matters
What's the point when it ends in disaster
Theres no happy ever after
Cut! I need quiet on the set
Cause there'e a mother fucking riot in my head
I, I just wanna do my best
But honestly I don't know how much better it can get
I can't act right without direction
Every time I speak I hate every fucking sentence
I forgot to mention
I'm doing better that's a point of contention
I guess I never learned my lesson

Scratch that, I think we need another flashback
Way before I ever turned to a jackass
Doing good is something that I'm bad at
I'm a joke go ahead and cue the laugh track
Lights, camera, action
It fell apart before it ever happened
It's the story of my life and its tragic
Demons in my head and I'm trapped at the cabin

Close your eyes and count to ten
This is where the story ends
I'm all alone lost all my friends
There's whispers in my head again
I hear voices coming from the shadows
Saying that I'm worthless
Calling me an asshole
It's like I'm swimming up stream, no paddle
My life is a never ending battle

I feel like something's after me
I'm followed by catastrophe
I woke up from a nightmare nauseous
Now I hear noises coming from the closet
Life's like walking barefoot on a spiked floor
I'm just another point you added to your high score
My tongue's tied and you always seem to bite yours
My heart is racing and I hope it's on the right course
I only feel fear and loathing
Black hole my hearts imploding
It's hard to keep the camera rolling
Game over a new one's loading

Lights, camera, action
It fell apart before it ever happened
It's the story of my life and its tragic
Demons in my head and I'm trapped at the cabin
Scratch that, I think we need another flashback
Way before I ever turned to a jackass
Doing good is something that I'm bad at
I'm a joke go ahead and cue the laugh track

Close your eyes and count to ten
This is where the story ends
I'm all alone lost all my friends
There's whispers in my head again
I hear voices coming from the shadows
Saying that I'm worthless
Calling me an asshole
It's like I'm swimming up stream, no paddle
My life is a never ending battle

My life is a never ending battle
My life is a never ending battle
My life is a never ending battle

quiet on the set! (prod king theta)

Wizards (Negative Creeper X Sochi)

Lyrics:
Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I'm staying up, I'm laying low
I'm in the stu, don't check my phone
Don't understand, the new world we know
Not as a part, but just as a whole

I feel left out, not gonna cap
All this new shit, don't keep up with that
I stick to myself, the loneliest fact
Life just goes on, you can't run it back

Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I will keep trying, just for the sake
Yes I will bend, but I will not break
Take a step back at the end of the day
But it's not even over, like give me a break

I don't agree with my fate, yuh
Chasing the money since day one
Still in this mess, I'm a late one

Getting Older

Rain, rain wash it away 
Rain, rain wash me away 

Stuck under storm clouds
the forecast said lightnings 'round
You saw me, looked me in the eyes
and turned around
You turned around
You don't care now
Now I'm left begging the gods for..

Rain, rain wash it away 
Rain, rain wash me away 
Rain, rain end all this pain
Rain, rain I'll go into the sewers, drown	

Darkness coming
I can't escape it, it's approaching rapidly
The sun's setting
I love the cold
But without you it's consuming

You are my sun
Now you are setting
You are my world
Now my world's ending

I love the cold even though it stings
inflicted pain from beautiful things
Sick of the summer
It lies through it's teeth
I breathe in the Winter
this is what it means to be me

Down in the sewers
Rats scatter and scream
"please don't hurt us"
Don't worry
The storm's come for me
A fitting ending

(Rain, rain I beg you to wash me away..)

sewers / drown (prod. Saint Mike)

romance is hard to let go of with you 
I can see everything that you couldn't see
now that you found yourself 

I had to try 
and watch you fall away
there's nothing here
apart from me weeping 
you thought the world 
spins another way
and now I'm just stuck
with the burden of healing

hurt is the love
that I held on too
the dark deep colour of blue

found yourself

One last chance (Prod.aiza)

Shoutout to @blospar for the fire feature on this new style I went for. Definitely turned out amazing!

Legend feat. Blospar (prod. Rama Low)

🫥 Vails x Devin x sorrowbringer 🫥
Hope you all enjoy <3 lyrics below 

(Vails)
You took my heart and left it
You left my room when I was gone 
Out in the back, smoking cigarette packs
And now theres a burn in my heart, just like a stab in the dark ugh 
Why? 
Why we got be so lost
Why can’t we just find our selves 
Work together, be there forever 
Conjure up a better , plan 

(Devins World) 
But I'm not that type of man
Living in the past hindsight fueling my regret
Im thinking bout us, you and me Im thinking bout what used to be What's fucked up bout it truthfully Is I never stayed true to me
Worked through it a thousand times
But I guess I just can't remember right
All those times that we had stayed up late
Just talking bout our dreams in life

(Devins world & Vails)

Were they real, were they fake Just be honest now it's not too late
You can come clean, apologize
Fuck all those other guys
Cause im the one you victimized yeah im the one you left behind
Sad days sad times with you weighing on my mind
I can't look at you go blind
In my head there's still the image of you walking out my life
Tried a hundred different ways to forget you but none of them were right

You took my heart and left it
You left my room when I was gone 
Out in the back, smoking cigarette packs
And now theres a burn in my heart, just like a stab in the dark ugh 
Why? 
Why we got be so lost
Why can’t we just find our selves 
Work together, be there forever 
Conjure up a better , plan

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8. ciggarettepacks.

Oracle (Prod.Kaydo)

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
Jelousy sound clown

In my hands, across the sky
Paper planes, wings spread high

Time flies by, new routes are uncovered
energy drink i need might another
For my sleep to be healed
Paper cuts what i do feel
Cold to the touch got a heart of steel
Unravel my brain n break that seal
Mold n shape til it dont feel real

Civil war battle in my mind n im tryna find a jury for some terms of peace
miniscule thoughts aint a concern for me
I gotta learn to be, like docile cattle, til i burn the beast
And cut this leash, battle for ownership of my brain i wont turn to lease
Even when i'm running on low caffeine

aiming steady to grow
Black ice on the road so im gassing it slow
Shift from drive down to the low
I whip an automatic, so thats the most i control
Tires spinning revving rpm
Confidence is sprouting let the farm begin

[devin’s world]

Tryna have fun but I’m a Gemini 
Tryna differentiate different sides 
Both sides of my mind they are intertwined
Devil on my left shoulder angel on my right

One of these times I will figure it out 
How to take my life on a different route 
Though it may take several days several years
At the very least I’m here

[blospar]

Paper planes can touch the sky
Fold down the centre create separate sides
Civil war inside my mind
Paper planes can fly so high
Paper cuts n bleed my mind
stories recreate a place n time
Keep me close n shut my eyes

Paper planes hit the roof of my head
Strain on my brain til the papers embed
Losin track and im losing my tread
Fake confidence is what im brewing ahead
Save n stack paper im accruing the bread
Civil war inside my mind, please lord spare me some time fold me paper planes instead

[vails]

Flying paper planes
Out my window
Tryna catch ur attention
This an innuendo 
know we fight, we have debacles
Ur my light, fluorescent sparkle
yeah 
I’m tryna see if u would leave this world behind for me
cus this one that I’m living now a bad trip of ecstasy 
Yeah
When I’m not intoxicated I be dreaming for another
Pour a shot of vodka in my cup now u gone see me flutter

[back2chorus]
In my hands, across the sky
Paper planes, wings spread high

Time flies by, new routes are uncovered
energy drink i need might another
For my sleep to be healed
Paper cuts what i do feel
Cold to the touch got a heart of steel
Unravel my brain n break that seal
Mold n shape til it dont feel real

paper planes ft. devin's world & vails [prod. the sound clown x pekarot]

Sustenance (Prod.Jkei x malloy)

lyrics ⬇️

options yea I don’t got a lot of em
cautious cuz I don’t wanna fall for em
nauseous these women got me sick
what did I do to deserve part of this
did nothin but they always feel a way
Think I can’t function 
well lemme say something

i been doing better than I had ever did 
I’m so used to running from anything I’m ever scared of but
but brother turn 21
so I gotta sober up tell em what’s real love 
gotta brand new appartment 
but nobody here to tell me what to start with

we shoulda restarted cuz maybe if we did we coulda been something 

broke down to nothin
you don’t tell the truth you always be sussin
well lemme say something
i got the proof to show all ur assumptions 

like what’s more to lose
i got no time off barley buy shoes
i liked to drown myself in booze
but nowdays I’m better of without the juice

let me say something w/ halfhearted & greenwood (sorrowbringer)

love you 🩵
go check out the homie Vails 
prod is splashgvng 

Coffee Ft.Vails

My whole life (IOF)

Lyrics 
Damn she so bad like a fantasy 
Gotta get some cash keep some bands with me you know do it for the family 

Yeah everybody actin like they see me yeah I know the playing like a CD yeah 
Wonder do you love me no Kiki yeah 
Take alot of drugs I might die young 
Fuck what they saying she a fantasy 
Had to go n get it keep some bands with me I don't want you fuckin shaking hands with me nah I don't want that energy 

I don't have no enemies just haters 
Ima go and get it get some paper
I don't wanna see you see you later 
I don't owe nobody a favor 
Like why they always on my phone i know they just wanna see me fall 
Bro said let's do some shows bring the whole gang yeah you know we on 
Fuck what they on they ain't sauce shit 
Walk in the club with a mop stick 
I don't really give a fuck what you on bitch I could start a riot maybe start a moshpit like wassup 

I've been gone to high 
I know that they never ever gon ride 
Everybody always switching sides that's why nobody's by my side 
I've been singing you these lullabies but your never ever coming by 
Fuck it ima go and get it yeah yeah they never gonna be right here yeah I know
Yeah wassup with that I've been running track you know they notice that
Let me tell yall the reality yeah

Yeah everybody actin like they see me yeah I know the playing like a CD yeah 
Wonder do you love me no Kiki yeah 
Take alot of drugs I might die young 
Fuck what they saying she a fantasy 
Had to go n get it keep some bands with me I don't want you fuckin shaking hands with me nah I don't want that energy 

Woahh here we go like fuck what they saying yeah yk we gon glow 
Yeah I did this all on my own 
Ran up all these bands by lonley yeah
Fuck what they saying they'll never be my homies 
Cause you know I know they fold 
They bogus 
Mfs act like they ain't notice 
That im doin shit to real now fuck up my zen big gun no kick like a chronus 

Yeah everybody actin like they see me yeah I know the playing like a CD yeah 
Wonder do you love me no Kiki yeah 
Take alot of drugs I might die young 
Fuck what they saying she a fantasy 
Had to go n get it keep some bands with me I don't want you fuckin shaking hands with me nah I don't want that energy 


Fantasy(Ayyfewtile)

Plastic (Taigen)

10 Lines (M0ntybeats)

3 days no sleep everyday it's bad news 
Didn't wanna let em go but I had to 
I was alone in my room last June 
Pop a couple n pass out in the bathroom 
Takes my pain away But that how it grabs you 
Scars on my body yeah wear em like tattoos 
Wanna fuckin end it but don't wanna give you bad news 
The biggest lie I've heard is I love you 

If I don't stop these drugs are gonna kill me 
But it's all love being sincere 
I feel different now but I promise that I'm still me 
My biggest fear is what I see in the mirror
Shadows of who I was demons tell me that's the real me 
I want love n happiness ideally 
Cry alone when Noone is near me 
These drugs help me hide my feelings
Do I have I voice is there anyone who  hears me  

Closed off numb inside 
I promised that I wouldn't die 
In all honesty it's a lie

3 days no sleep everyday it's bad news 
Didn't wanna let em go but I had to 
I was alone in my room last June 
Pop a couple n pass out in the bathroom 
Takes my pain away But that how it grabs you 
Scars on my body yeah wear em like tattoos 
Wanna fuckin end it but don't wanna give you bad news 
The biggest lie I've heard is I love you 

Mirror (prod.elisxxv)

H.I.M.

produced by @metlast
featuring at @ihatepromnight

https://soundcloud.com/lottaheart/broken-in-two
https://soundcloud.com/ihatepromnight/restart-prodmetlast


@lottaheart:
broken in two
but i keep falling for you
that's how i know that its true
you say you want me
i want you too

baby come with me
just take my hand
i can tell you really wanna dance
if only you could give me one more chance
cause you're the only one that understands me

as long as i have you i dont need no plan b
tell you i want you and you say that you want me
hold you so close when i'm feeling lonely
you're so sweet baby you remind me of candy

so sweet
you're so sweet whenever you're around
i want you to hold me down



@ihatepromnight:
yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

self destructive-
type of person
my demons chase me,
they fucking lurking
i'm sick and tired-
of fucking hurting
will i ever be better than a burden?

yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

broken in two + restart (ft. promnight) [metlast]

"ANOMALY" in the works ❤️‍🔥
I love you🖤
Go with God
$teady money 🌎
any questions or collabs dm me 
@rip.3.7

Oracle (Prod.Kaydo)

☆RiP.3.7☆