bro i'm listening to this song on loop for past couple days <3

hey i just restarted my acc and i was loooking for ppl to do song with, and i was wondering if you can hop on a beat with me

prod. @dercept
feat. @ilovesoruto & @buddy_official <3 <3

finally another song love u guys ♥
please go check out soru and 3gz

(soru)
i need a change of scenery
i'm tired of only having clouds for company
my heart is heavy and i'm sipping on my misery
please don't ever say that you're missing me
but when u call on me when u vent to me
say u still need me that hurts me deep
when u on your knees and you're so sorry
can't look away you're hunting me

(venaz)
cause you fill my void
i can barely escape
got me paranoid shaking
i just wanna be saved
and don't trip about the shit we can't change
i let you go but the pain don't ever fade

cause you fill my void
i can barely escape
got me paranoid shaking
i just wanna be saved
i held you close but it wasn't enough
broke my heart yeah i thought it was love

(3gz)
i caught you posting about me
but you know it's hard to change
i told you that i'll be fine just give me space
you know you are the girl of my dreams
but i'm slowly suffocating
so give me time so i go and think it out
i can't move on no doubt
i watched you leave while u left me breathless
now u picking me down like my necklace

(venaz)
cause you fill my void
i can barely escape
got me paranoid shaking
i just wanna be saved
and don't trip about the shit we can't change
i let you go but the pain don't ever fade

cause you fill my void
i can barely escape
got me paranoid shaking
i just wanna be saved
i held you close but it wasn't enough
broke my heart yeah i thought it was love

damage

misery and pain

misery and pain - w/soru & 3gz  (prod. dercept)

REUPLOAD (sorry that it's so inaudible)

lyrics:

one or two
i count the lies
think it was more
i wasted your time
i don't accept
the shit i said
im sorry that i
tried to hide

(one or two)
i regret everything i ever said to you
always been so fuxking scared to lose us two
two
two


I wish i wish i wish
to have your company again
with you was always fun
i jealous all of your "just friends"
I wish i wish i wish 
to not make mistakes all again
i know i fuxked pretty bad
but at least you and me just can forget right?


i'm not your friend anymore
i can't pretend to restore
you're not the same anymore
always had you now i'm fucking 
bored

i regret everything i ever said to you
always been so fuckng scared to lose us two
and you were all that i had
and i keep falling again
(fuck)

just don't act like you don't know me
don't act like i don't you
stfu we were homies
now you don't care about me 
so i don't care about you
i fuxking hate your friends
i fucking hate you too


I wish i wish i wish
to have your company again
with you was always fun
i jealous all of your "just friends"
I wish i wish i wish 
to not make mistakes all again
i know i fuxked pretty bad
but at least you and me just can forget right?



got a feeling that im fallin back...

thank u @aspect6 for the beat bro

and ofc thank u to @x1fern for the amazing feat ily dawg <3

lyrics:

woah woah woah i don’t think that i can fuck with that
go go go moving forward i ain’t going back
no no no got a feeling that i’m falling back
every time i’m going up everyone is bringing me down 
nothing ever lasts
gotta keep my distance or i’m get attached
i don’t wanna feel again the love is just a trap
i don’t know what’s real again i’ll smoke another pack
now my visions turning black 

ive been too messed & faded
honestly i dont really think ill make it
whatever you wanna say bitch just say it
i dont wanna offer you my heart if you break it
i dont wanna get attached 
but shawty over there & she kinda looking bad
stop me in my steps like i had a heart attack
oh my god i know this is gonna turn out bad

woah woah woah i don’t think that i can fuck with that
go go go moving forward i ain’t going back
no no no got a feeling that i’m falling back
every time i’m going up everyone is bringing me down 
nothing ever lasts
gotta keep my distance or i’m get attached
i don’t wanna feel again the love is just a trap
i don’t know what’s real again i’ll smoke another pack
now my visions turning black

all plats

distance w/ 1fern [prod. aspect]

li.sten.to/stillalive
@ripavah on instagram

lyrics:
You don't get how I really feel
It's been about a year since it all felt real
Stuck inside my head with no second chance
I wanna go back where I know who I am

Staring up at the sky so bright
But I just hate when the sun goes down
There's so many stars, I can't bear to see them all
I can't wait for the day when they fall

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Patterns, in the grass in the sky
Good karma or bad karma, I'll just drop psychs till I die
Do you really feel what I'm saying, feel like there's a ghost in your eyes
How could it come this way, to a point where I lost my mind

Back then, I wouldn't have to feel this way
Alone inside my head, and I'm asking why, and I'm asking why

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

other platforms

still alive (cian x 80root x heyrick)

https://li.sten.to/whatisreal
a song abt mental illness
ig: @ripavah

I shined the light through the dim of the woods
What we both saw was so crazy I shook
The real you was not as mad as I was
Crying at the sky, it all seems so far

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

I'm just trying to live another day
I'm just trying to be fine (be fine yeah)
I'm just trying to live life (live life yeah)
Have you by my side

You're a straight enemy
I'm depressed and upset, can my old friends leave
Shut your face and move away, you're just trauma to me
When I blow up, I'll consider to respond to your pleads
We don't really understand about love
I can't really tell if it is all dumb
Love without the drugs is just like old love
I just touched the clouds, and I don't feel none

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

What is real
What is real
Oh, what is real

what is real (prod. indybeats)

produced by xmichaelwarren
engineered by marcdoesmusic
i needed this 1

LYRICS:

I'm broken down and every day repeats again
And I don't know how I'm getting over this

1 step back and 2 steps forward
I'll be fine when I get older
Breathe that breath til it's all over
Break that chip that's on my shoulder

1 step back and 2 more forward
I'll be fine when I get sober
Sometimes you just don't get closure
1 more step just gets you closer

1 step, take one more
Tryna heal but I can't when I'm bored
Take more shots til I'm hugging the floor
Yak in the bathroom back for more

But it's much worse when I'm driving home
Cuz the songs can't quiet my brain no more
Think bout everything I could've done,
And I should've done, and that's never fun

Someone take these thoughts away from me
I wake up screaming tryna breathe
Heart beat racing I can't sleep

And it might take 100 sleepless nights
But someday I'll wake up just fine
I'll finally open up my eyes
And feel the sun come through my blinds

I've had, time to realize
Time keeps passing
I'll get past this

1 step back and 2 steps forward
I'll be fine when I get older
Breathe that breath til it's all over
Break that chip that's on my shoulder

1 step back and 2 more forward
I'll be fine when I get sober
Sometimes you just don't get closure
1 more step just gets you closer

1step (prod. xmichaelwarren)

https://li.sten.to/full_throttle
ig: @ripavah

lyrics:

soaring through the stores, ayy
with my future wifey
i know she a baddie
and that's facts
uh, we gon fly to mars, ayy
and imma be a star, ayy
blow up like it's magic
get that cash

you know i'm not a normal lover
but i changed myself for you girl
blacked out i'm laying on the floor and i'm slumped
i can't feel my face, but imma pour up a drank
down another bottle, going full throttle
pull up on your block with a pink semi-auto
trips to el dorado
get rich is my motto

okay i made another banger
full throttle, yeah im in speed racer
big bag, ima get it real soon now
shoutout to my haters ima blow up be a cash cow
i hate the past now, imma skrt off in my whip (whip)
initial d dreams, windows down when i drift (drift)
in a couple years, imma outstream taylor swift
like if avah was a stock, next year all my fans are rich, yuh yuh
hol up, we gon have to make a pit stop
get this show back on the road, the highway to hell stop
wait, 3 sides to the story
going full throttle got my pride and some glory

you know i'm not a normal lover
but i changed myself for you girl
blacked out i'm laying on the floor and i'm slumped
i can't feel my face, but imma pour up a drank
down another bottle, going full throttle
pull up on your block with a pink semi-auto
trips to el dorado
get rich is my motto

full throttle

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/jolst & https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161
-
Lyrics

don't tell me how to be i don't wanna see
we fight, then more we talk  2 o'clock and i can't fucking sleep 
lining up that coke every night ya i won't fucking breathe 
saw u with some guy but that's a price to pay so 
i don't wanna move on way too fast no 
tell me u don't care 
just know i'm not surprised 
and i'm not sleeping tonight

hold me close to my head 
ima go mia u won't notice
ima leave u out every night 
leave u cause it's time
notice in my eyes i'll despise u till i die
u don't need me nah nah that's okay
cause ima vanish she want stay but i don't care hoe 
nah and don't u ever tell me how to be 

don't tell me how to be i don't wanna see
we fight, then more we talk  2 o'clock and i can't fucking sleep 
lining up that coke every night ya i won't fucking breathe 
saw u with some guy but that's a price to pay so 
i don't wanna move on way too fast no 
tell me u don't care 
just know i'm not surprised 
and i'm not sleeping tonight

full throttle

avah

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