hard to step up, i dress well, im vexed and much appraised.

art by @nataliajasmine5 + @smokesart00

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[Intro]
I'm out of focus
Even with my lens all blurry Im still above a novice
Never known to move too slow around the profit
I always kept my face unclear cause I'll vomit 

[Verse 1]
Ugh, This a real test of strength
We can tell you only do it for the fame
Got no heart inside your frame
We forge the chains that we wear
I could strip all mine down right here
Known as prone to interfere
*******
Feel like my parents never told me that I got ADHD
Prolly why I make out like a killer and I murder beats
Was never one to watch the shows, I took the filler and I squeezed
I've had my time and now im fed up in my patience
I can't breathe
Move, Im on a rampage
Feeling like im Dox all these fuckers got me Enraged
I could hit the top if I just gave out all my headspace
But ill never surrender my thoughts into your database 

[Chorus]
I'm out of focus
Even with my lens all blurry Im still above a novice
Never known to move too slow around the profit
I always kept my face unclear cause I'll vomit 
FUCKCKCKCKCKKX<×/{~{° 


[Verse 2]
Fuck a Hard truth
I make my own path until im proven wrong
Keep that Zilly
I go apeshit like im primal Kong
Not terrestrial I been evading mellow songs
Acclaimed the lear
Im at my power levels lowest form
Hard to step up
I dress well, Im Vexed and much appraised
They know it better not to speak my past to any face
They act like they don't know me but gone wan know where I stay
I take the codes they tryna get off me just to change the game 
Give a fuck if you cared about me
Now the spotlights on my chin
I can skip past all the formalities
Cave cant be sinking in because I reconstructed boundaries
I showed myself the limits then I shattered them all purposely 

[Chorus]
I'm out of focus
Even with my lens all blurry Im still above a novice
Never known to move too slow around the profit
I always kept my face unclear cause I'll vomit
FUCKCKCKCKCKKX<×/{~{°


[Verse 3]
I can tell you
They all running
They all running
They all running from some bullshit
Imma give em some to cry about 
Been too good at calling shit out from a mile
Fuck a whole nuisance, catching em stutter in their lie denial 
Fuck tryna sort my brain out
Dropping all these minuses like Smoke is setting back the social dial
Always a lone wolf, I been misguided by my other side
Hardest working underplayed motherfucker in disguise


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I CAN'T FOCUS.

End of a sound 
Start of an era 
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my birthday gift to you people yes
mix//master me 

1st beat prod me, 2nd one prod by boy @enemy000

Shut up//Watch out (prod.  @HXSTILE // @ENEMY000)

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ΤΑΦΟΣ remix

Flying high to the sky we will never bite the dust.

/: lyrics
/: industrial trashman
I would never take help for granted
A lot of heat I can't stand, it's warm I need a blanket
Lost the control of bearing everything until I've made it
Trust me fella, it's so hard for me to explain it
And as I'm trying to crawl
And as I'm about to lose it all
I slowly get to reflect what I really want
Get the memories in the back, the now at the front
I finally feel so disconnected
Glad to see I didn't sink enough to see depression
And maybe an opportunity welcomes its own investment
All of these days just so I can find the proper message

/: hook
It's time to go, I don't seek for the low
It's time to go, it's time to go
Time to go I don't think I'm coming back
If they truly loved me then they wouldn't be so fucking glad
It's time to go, I don't seek for the low
It's time to go, it's time to go
I've been living like a ghost, always alone on the road
I will pack my things because it's time to go

/: faceless humanoid
As I'm looking behind, I sip another glass of whiskey
Finally disconnecting myself from these memories
Feeling hollow like I left my skin to grow another one
Reborn from the ashes of my past self
Self reflection never felt as clear
Today marks a new beginning, a new story in my life
The guy I used to be is dead and will never be back
I closed the gates from whats been keeping me into this turmoil
Disconnecting myself from these memories
Never looking back again, last night was my final drink
I know that im lying but for now I truly call it quits
Been about time, I will espace from this meat prison

/: hook
It's time to go, I don't seek for the low
It's time to go, it's time to go
Time to go I don't think I'm coming back
If they truly loved me then they wouldn't be so fucking glad
It's time to go, I don't seek for the low
It's time to go, it's time to go
I've been living like a ghost, always alone on the road
I will pack my things because it's time to go

/: digital sleeper
Say goodbye they won't miss me anyways
Tell my mama and my sister I'm a wraith
Always watching as I pass from memories
I'll be there with a hollow hand to pat your back while you never think to grieve
I'm like johann kraus
No shell left to claim as my own but I fill it up with doubt
In an ectoplasmic drought, safe and sound
It's a gratitude to hate me for not being around
A million miles away trapped in front of your face
Locks and chains keep you tethered to my grave
Ain't no charms or amulets, keep my hauntings at a bay
Sad to say I'll stay with lifeless hands around your neck till the end of days

/: hook
It's time to go, I don't seek for the low
It's time to go, it's time to go
Time to go I don't think I'm coming back
If they truly loved me then they wouldn't be so fucking glad
It's time to go, I don't seek for the low
It's time to go, it's time to go
I've been living like a ghost, always alone on the road
I will pack my things because it's time to go

Ethereal

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