Poop

For my bbg Anguel

I still remember your fingers on my skin 
I still hear you whisper in my ear 

And wish that you where here 
To hold me when I can’t sleep 

I’m crawling in my bed tryna find you
But you’re not here 
You cut me through my heart 
Tried to kill me but I’m still here

Cut me again and maybe I’ll go away 
You will never see my face again

bones cut 

Where were you when my world was burning down
You say you'd be here but you're no where to be found
No where to be found except in my memories
I hope you cannot breath every time that you think of me
I'm walking all alone down the road that I used to go
I'm looking all around, I see faces that I don't know

Take me away
Cut off my circulation
I don't want to be here if you're not
Cut off my circulation
I don't want to be here if you're not

Cut Me

i'd give it all to give it up

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz https://soundcloud.com/lildriplildrip
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

sometimes i wish i went to college
and only ever dreamed bout the shit that i started 
getting sick of my apartment 
something’s wrong with my head 
but i just don’t know what to call it 
telling myself it’s fine 
it’s what you dreamed of
the city of angels where devils meet up
i don’t leave my room 
it’s hard to speak up
when everyone around me thinks I’m no one

i wanna dream on 
i told i my mom that i would make it 
gotta keep on 

i’m super paranoid 
i wanna make em all proud 
but i keep falling down
i never had a choice
i wanna make em scream it back to me 
and hear the noise

testing my patience 
can’t even get out of my bed 
i’m fucking breaking 
don’t know what day it is 
i’d give it all to give it up
i’m way too anxious 

i’m never breathing right 
i gotta drink until i’m spinning 
just to sleep at night
i need him by my side 
i get so scared to be alone
that i start shaking i,
wish i went to college
i wish i had a nine to five
i can’t see the finish line
i do this every time

sometimes i wish i went to college

sometimes i wish i went to college (prod. nate2timez & lil drip)

@killedmyself 


when i see the stars all i see is you
your elegance is making me so warm

do you even know how beautiful you are
i would tell you everyday if i could be with you 

youre always on my mind 
isee you in my dreams at night

You Dont Know How Much I Suffer For You (prod killedmyself)

you've changed...

Forever In Love  produced by suddencold

yunggoth✰ - loved me (prod. lilskys)

on the way w/cairo

idk how to kill myself (prod. gucci witch)

is needed.

Also got a snapchat

igloopackinheat

beauty in contrast. *SOLD*

cant say i didnt try to finish it.
Remix of pandi's grl series

grl 3.5 demo (SOLD)

Buckaroo

SoundCloud Files Vol. 2

All I Know (ft. WIFIGAWD)

Tickin (ft. Casper)

Pillow Talk

Runt

Something Wrong

Something Wrong

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