how could i didn't found this gem till now? i rlly loved it ngl. thanks <3

Life Of Pain

needed this to change
produced by @pekarot_161
featuring @lilskeleskrrt
mixed by nine to 5 and skele

lyrics:
nine to 5:
Now I'm left in the cold
Stary late night when my breathe turns to smoke
Living in the past when the rest still unfolds
I just wanna go back when my neck wasn't choked I'm
Stuck inside my mind when I'm passing
Highway signs eastbound we were laughing
Now I'm left with nothing but these memories flashing
gone within a moment and I don't know what happened

I can't get away, yeah theres nowhere I can run to
We've been everywhere, I can't begin to forget you
Your shadows everywhere around me even inside my room
Staring at the wall wishing that I was beside you

Living in this empty state of mind
Wander through this empty space
Lost because I know I'll never find
Anyone to take your place
Shivers running up and down my spine
Tears falling down my face
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

skele:
I've been a part of you for too long
And I still write the same songs
I'll wait here forever love until I figure out what you want
It's never enough
Just break me down
And I'll stay put til you're done
I fucking gave you my heart

both:
I fucking gave you my all

nine to 5:
But it was never enough

nine to 5 and skele:
Living in this empty state of mind
Wander through this empty space
Lost because I know I'll never find
Anyone to take your place
Shivers running up and down my spine
Tears falling down my face
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Yeah you still needed this to change (still needed this, still needed this)
Knowing that I gave you all my heart
But you still needed this to change

Still needed this to change
Knowing that I gave you all my heart but you still needed this to change
Still needed this to change
Yeah you still needed this to change
Knowing that I gave you all my heart but you still needed this to change

needed this to change ft. skele (prod. pekarot)

prod. caves

i've been stalking you
can i be somebody new?
waiting on a text from you
but you would never get it thru your head
and my head, 
is killing me right now
while you were chilling with your friends
and you'd never fuck around
who do i trust?
probably you, but
i dont love
no 
not since kyra, and
not since kai
not since the boy across the world
world
the first one was a test run
and the second one he wanted none
if you want me you should've kept me
and i dont know why i didnt respond to you
and now i feel fucked up
i think i fucked up.
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up

if not, then rot.

no samples
guitars by 1080p dreams
prod. @prodbyglacier

LYRICS:

laying in my bed, once again
trying to convince myself
that all those times we shared didn't mean that much to me
like every pointless afternoon in your room
watching your dvd collection
i always failed to mention that your favorite movies are dumb
and i hate them
but i still love you
even though you left me feeling lonely, empty and confused
what the fuck was that about?
now i'm trying to find a lesson
but i'm stuck with all these questions 
at a dead end
and i'm stressing
it's depressing cause i feel like i lost my best friend
do you know that feeling too?
and no, i'm not naive
i know you have your reasons
and i'll try my best to see them
and not be bitter and resentful
but i couldn't help think of our potential
couldn't you see it too?
i guess not
now everything we were is just an overused melody
everything we were is just me singing loud out of key
everything we were is just an overused melody
in this shitty song that i created when i was sad and all alone
(sorry about last summer when i broke your heart into a thousand pieces, just wait until wintertime to see if you'll be okay)

i'm sorry about last summer(prod. by glacier)

Thank you to sneiv daed and Lil Cloudz for killing this track with me!

Both of these guys put out amazing music

https://soundcloud.com/sneiv-daed

https://soundcloud.com/lil_cloudz

Art by sneiv daed
Beat by me

Thanks for listening!

king theta x sneiv daed x Lil Cloudz - letsgodown

ya i'm livin in a fucked up life 
nobody comin thru tonight
and i'm tryna see whats goin on 
with you and the guy from billabong
it's true we got a lot of issues
hit me one time bby imma miss you
she said i'm out of my mind and i couldn't deny 
well bby imma die inside tonight
sick of feelin like a reject 
sick of feelin like theres no one to see how i'm in the basement
keepin it cool now ya
while I'm burnin up like my tool now

she said steady why you carry a knife?
i said bby cause you know that i'm down to die rn
three years and still no call back
i'm on the floor so frozen
don't let me go I'm drowning
too sad to feel I'm scowling 
loose ends of all these fights again
im sorry for everything i did
a chemical of emptiness, callousness, and tenderness 
i'm tired of the obvious 
so break it down and let me give in 
bby ya let me give in to the solitude 
you know I wanna stay here on top of you
but i stormed out thru the back door
with those silhouettes on back porch

ya i'm livin in a fucked up life 
nobody comin thru tonight
and i'm tryna see whats goin on 
with you and the guy from billabong
it's true we got a lot of issues
hit me one time bby imma miss you
she said i'm out of my mind and i couldn't deny 
well bby imma die inside tonight
sick of feelin like a reject 
sick of feelin like theres no one to see how i'm in the basement
keepin it cool now ya
while I'm burnin up like my tool now

f*cked up life (prod. CRCL)

should've thought twice before i left my broken heart in your hands </3

produced by @jason22k
recorded and mixed by @heartbox_prod
Art by Gage Boss of Mishandled

Lyrics:

Look
I’m sorry
I know i shouldve known that you still wouldn’t want me
I know you’re better off
well im not
And im sorry that i just can’t figure out how to stop

And i didn’t mean to forget all my things
I didn’t mean to leave you with pieces of me
I’ve been feeling so weak 
I’ve found it hard to stand
Guess I should’ve thought twice before I left my broken heart in your hands 

2 years later now i wish we could restart
back from the beginning or at least from the part
Where you moved on, and I stayed in the dark
But this time I promise I won’t leave you with my heart

when we packed up all our things, you thought you couldn’t leave
but then everything you needed fell right down at your feet
i couldnt be free , cause you still had a piece of me
well at least if it’s my heart, how much longer could i bleed?
Is this really all that's left for me?

brokenheartboy (prod. jason22k)

Art by @flowerleigh_ on insta :)

𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴

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lyrics: 

{kais}
baby please
don’t go
i saw u in my window
y this life so slow oh no yea
i wish that could be there
watching your eyes
white nails, an nice thighs
i saw u 

i saw u
in the movie lights
nice volume 
on ur pretty eyes
i know that
u want me tooo
fly away wit u
i can do that

{yung axstn}
Whisper in my ear let me know you’re here
I want you somewhere near  have I made this clear
now don’t you go you’ve been at my window 
I just hope you know i don’t want you to go 
now i know that you hate what you’ve seein 
but just know that I’m not the one to be leavin

{dead roses}
i miss your beautiful hair
floating in the wind
i promise to be there 
if you let me in
when i saw you in that bright moonlight
i fell in love i was amazed
it’s all because 

ur moonlit eyes and that smile took me by surprise
no aching cries stay the night i’ll treat you right
no haunting lies and an open sky what a pretty sight
please don’t go baby please don’t go





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emo poerty slam

emo poetry slam (w/yung axstn & dead roses) [prod.dead spyro]

Serotonin Ceasefire (ft. hamilton)

Lyrics:
i need someone to cut me down, when im high feelin good while im off in the clouds, cause i know
i been living a lie so far and i know it dont change the way things really are

got a summer hoodie on, cause im hiding my scars
shawty say she wanna see em, wanna know who you are
yeah but you dont wanna know, just wanna hear my guitar
say she wanna hear my voice, while we fuck in her car

im on the fence boutta end it all
im too alone and i drown in the dark
im just a ghost watch me fade away
i don't exist unless you tell me that ill be okay
x2

ill rest in peace when i get off the phone
ill rest in peace when you leave me alone
ill rest in peace when i pay off that loan, or maybe ill just fuckin die and leave it all for my soul

ill rest in peace cause i know that you happy
ill rest in peace shoutout all of my family
i know i said, please dont get me a grave, i wish i saw my funeral i know it musta been great

i ain got no friends (i ain got no friends)
i just got these meds (i jus got these meds)
i only love my bed (only love my bed)
like im drake but im worse im finna go on a bend

cause im bleeding from my wrist and people think im absurd
if they hear my thoughts i know they hear shit they never heard

im on the fence boutta end it all
im too alone and i drown in the dark
im just a ghost watch me fade away
i don't exist unless you tell me that ill be okay
x2

ill rest in peace cause i know that you happy
ill rest in peace shoutout all of my family
i know i said, please dont get me a grave, i wish i saw my funeral i know it musta been great

Summer Hoodie

summerhoodie

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4P16CiLZeVyItt6IZ7GIF8?si=DmISfKRiSEe_IeZj8py6Cw

vocals/mixing by harvest, @softhert and @hammy
production by harvest
art by harvest and hamilton

instagram: www.instagram.com/harvestdusker

lyrics:
(harvest)
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

tired of mistakes i've made
tired of this grave
growing old of everyday feeling like it's the same
blue days
white hours
did i, did i ever pick the flower?
i'm an ice dancer watch me slip around as i start to fold 
searching for answers watch me spin faster till i start to know

(hamilton)
searching for the answers that i'll never find
but nothing really matters at the end of time
so imma run it up till i'm dead and gone
i could give a fuck about living long
i could give about anything
pour another cup now i'm withering
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for 

feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

(softheart) 
lately i've been living on high stakes
she a ballerina spinning on ice skates
got, got a feeling i'm not safe
i'm a victim of the wrong time right place
lately i been trying not to lose patience
it's a struggle everyday i do the same shit
then i feel a little better when i make shit
it gets better when i switch the location
(not sure about this part lol)

no swear to god i can't stand it
i'm manic
i'm frantic 
i can't think 
i panic
i just sink 
titanic

frozen in place, i wish i could keep you frozen in place
not saying there's no guarantee
i'll go to the coast till i'm safe (?)
it's the safe thing everyday
mind spinning like it's on ice skates
going southbound to a dry state

(harvest) [chopped]
did i really have to fall this far?
seeing halos
break myself out of this heart
stay low

(hamilton)
feeling like a ghost floating through the floor
don't know why i'm here what i'm living for x2

emo poetry slam (w/yung axstn & dead roses) [prod.dead spyro]

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