So beautiful my friend. Would love to collab on somethin

soft<3heart - 2

[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
*produced by @ *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

prod deadfish 
love you all <3

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/heylog
socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

lyrics:

(I've kept on fucking up
and that's why
I can't keep it up
But now
I'm left here with no one
I gotta manage here on my own)

it's been so cold now
that I've been on my own now
I never want to wake up
these thought in my mind forever

No, I don't wanna hang out now
cause, too busy hating on myself
Just digging my grave deeper
til I meet the reaper
death to me is peace

I hate myself, all my cuts to prove that
I need a break, isolate from all of that
damn, it causes my mind to break
can you say that you relate?

So I've been
tryna find
anything that could help me
and therapy
isn't really perfect
I'm so close to pull the plug
I'm on my own
I'm on the edge

I'm so scared
nowhere to run
But I'm still sitting on my own
well, that's how
my day goes

[heylog]
you don't know
how much u mean to me
i stumble up on my feet
text u and never sleep
i'm happy, this can't be me
cut
me
off
write a song about us
oh numb
i'm hoping ur gone
u caught me a break
recover from loss
but still feel the same

[deadfish]
So I've been
tryna find
anything that could help me
and therapy
isn't really perfect
I'm so close to pull the plug
I'm on my own
I'm on the edge

I'm so scared
nowhere to run
But I'm still sitting on my own
well, that's how
my day goes

on my own

on my own (feat. heylog)

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

spotify

books

produced by hiraeth

remember to wash the socks u came in

And its so obvious
How can you not see me
See me
If I ran away would you need me ?
Played your last messages on repeat
This the last time that you’ll see me

So let me down
Pull me out
Of this hole im in
Baby would you cave it in 
What is happening
I can’t believe I shat again :p!!
Blood is everywhere
Im crawling out of bed again

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Trying to run from the past
Tell me how hard does it get now
Living to die in a bed
No in-between to forget now
Call me when all of it ends
Im putting a gun to my he’d now

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

newmaker

ty for listening <3
prod. i'm geist x deadfish x hiraeth
mixed/mastered by deadfish

@imgeist
@hiraethsry
@imnotenvy
@yokaidreams
@sleepywater
@deadfishpoland

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2MEwCgdk51OeRKs5vdbJZJ 
also up on itunes and apple music!

// lyrics
// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt
i gave up everything just to be the one left out
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// hiraeth
put your hands all on my body now i'm leaving
i don’t wanna hurt you bitch, i'm falling for a reason
give another reason, leave without a meaning
tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss him

i could run away and still nobody wanna know now
funny i meant everything until he wanna come round
leave it at the door and get your shit just on the way out
text him that you want him cause he knows you're on the way now

// notenvy
and i cant even look at myself dont feel the same i'm
trapped inside my own little hell you pin the blame you
took my heart it snapped and i fell you'll never say why
i've been steady feeling unwell what has this come to?
and i've been dying tryna get you outta my head
and i keep fucking crying over things you said
dont tell me that we'll ever have a chance again
cause i can't deal with trauma take my life instead

// imgeist
oh, hold on wait, tell me did i let you down
can i breathe a little swear that i won’t make a sound
and everybody’s out for blood that’s why i hate this town
and everybody’s out for me that’s why i’ll go ghost now !!!!!!!!

oh, hold on wait, tell me I’m the monster now???!
when you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt???!
i gave up everything just to be the one left out???!
i tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

// yokai dreams
you always jumped at a chance to slice up my ego
power your libido
take your time, suck the life out of everywhere that we go
emotional mosquito
she's undead never had a care
for the affairs of the living
take your heart and she grinning
as the clock strikes 10
honest men will head to bed
but she just started causing pain by the minute

// sleepwater
torment anxiety
what is inside of me
i'm broken, i'm destined to die
a loner, a puppet in disguise
soil is dirty, i'm drowning reserve me
i need you don't burn me, i'm liquid lurking

// deadfish
and i've tried to move on
yea i’ve tried to forget
but you just
seem to never wanna leave my head
so
i can never fucking see you again
you know that
i really need it to feel again

stop fucking calling and wasting my time
said that you’ll fix that, we know thats a lie
now that i’m gone you regret what you've done
when you are crying i’ll hide in my home

could you stop fucking up my entire life
telling everyone that i was just another guy
never said what you did, i’d never tell a soul
cause i'm better than this and i'm better than u

Spotify

out for blood! w/ hiraeth, notenvy, yokai dreams, sleepwater, deadfish

(prod. moneo)

shoutout soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for makin this wit me 

enjoy :))

lyrics:

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x2
don’t go around blamin’ the world for this; for me 

I am an extra in your movie 
don’t try and argue I’ll just leave 
we both know that we aren’t perfect we’re far from it 
far from roots we’ve grown a bit  

loving you something else.
I need a second chance, I’ll rip my heart apart from night to day.
I miss ur face could you please say the 3 dumb words that mean so much
it’s hard to hurt when you’re leanin on a crutch 
but baby, please 
don’t tell me that it’s all a fkn dream

skele:

bleed out 
i watched you fall 
just look at me now 

please don’t scream out 
i couldn’t take that sound 
you were all i had 

i’m so bad for you 
all the things i’ve been through 
always drag us down 
is it too late now 
i’m so in love with you 
anything i could do 
i would do for you 
i would cut thru my skin oh my god 
spilling out over the ground

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x4

pavement

pavement w/skele

prod. me

ty for fw me <3, enjoy :)

lyrics:

letting go and losing hope it's gettin hard to breathe again
i get so cold in my room thats warm
its a warning that i cant go much longer

i bleed too
can u see me?
i cant let myself go when u need me
if i leave soon would you grieve me?
i've been in this alone i need saving
cant believe it
i've been sleepin
on my own fuckin life
when kais takes a break he jus needs time to breathe, oh
i been thinking bout being all
that i was meant to be
ignore intrusions jus leave em
and let yo mind be at ease

lettin go and losing hope its gettin hard to breathe again
i get so cold in my room thats warm
its a warning that i cant go much longer

dont you wait, ill take
every inch of your heart ill erase
every slight mistake
shouldn't be held on your heart with such weight
oh, oh
i know what its like to be all alone
hold on don't give up yet
stay by me, love yourself, you'll be okay

it's getting hard to breathe again

it's getting hard to breathe again.

Lyrics:
ion wanna listen
ion wanna listen
girl turn that shit off while we chillin
la la la, u cant make me listen

hyperpop jus remind me of her
so i jus never listen, guess thats what i deserve
man id rather get poisoned and kicked to the curb
till my teeth falling out guess i just never learn

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

flashbacks on your bedroom floor
was like a second home, i dont come thru anymore
i guess thats just how life goes, im running low for sure
i should really just stop bitching yeah but life is such a chore

all i really do is bitch and moan and then i cry
then gotta keep pretend that im tough when im outside
cause you cant be let em know when they see pain up in your eyes
cause then you weak and you a target and you wont put up a fight

like, "fuck it all, he dont care about his life
so, take it all" i wont argue with a knife
and, then i fall, and they leave me out of spite
now im picking up the pieces of my already broken life

and i think you know its something i cannot keep shoving down
living with a mask it got me lookin like a fucking clown
ima just be honest, aint have much but i got nothing now
gripping on this bottle just to keep myself from shutting down

hyperpop jus remind me of her
so i jus never listen, guess thats what i deserve
man id rather get poisoned and kicked to the curb
till my teeth falling out guess i just never learn

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

ion wanna listen
ion wanna listen
girl turn that shit off while we chillin
la la la, u cant make me listen

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

Hyperpop Jus Remind Me Of Her

Hyperpop Jus Remind Me Of Her (prod MNDLS1600 & Bended)

SEE THE DISGUISE

meet you somewhere ( prod tylo )

i'd prefer an unmarked grave

follow my bros @supachefm @guardinmusic <3
art by https://twitter.com/joeonexz
thank you all for any support, love u family

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spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
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https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-little-bit-of-psycho-feat-supachefm-guardin

lyrics:

supachefm

i keep fighting i keep hiding all the pressure
hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras!
cut my ties
lye me on the stretcher
finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit

im heaven sent
goes up my nose now im hella bent
i show my ass cause my pants dont fit
i lost my shit never making sense

why try
when my heart is where my head is
blindsides
the emotions and the feelings
i find
never had a different angle
i tried

to break the cycle
and shake the surface
i told my parents why they never earned it
you need a little bit of psycho to be perfect
i spend my earnings
you never earned it
______________________________________________

guardin

and i think that i
have got one too many things inside my mind
i'm alone but you're here like all the time
all the memories we shared never die 
this room is a chamber of sin
swallowing terror my nightmares will win
i'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin
my heart beat is steady but my skin is thin
______________________________________________

the only way you can make me crazy is by doing something crazy yourself
[Silver Linings Playbook]

little bit of psycho (feat. supachefm & guardin)

反省 (ft. yesterday)

Stream on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8uAuz27hPQ

PRODUCED, ENGINEERED, MIXED AND MASTERED BY @youngburial
vocals by @supachefm & @youngburial

Stream

changing the season w/ fats'e

is it so hard to call me

prod: @deadspyro

so blindly, is it so hard to call me
and i feel low like nightly
but you're holding on so tightly
cause i fell in love so blindly
is it so hard to call me
and i feel low like nightly
but you're holding on so tightly
cause i fell in love so blindly

and you got a look in your eyes that tells me you hate what im saying
every night think bout the past in my head just replaying

im making bands, im telling stories that nobody else understands
you wanna verse need a check in advance
walk out the bank couple racks in my hands

5 in the morning, i feel like i am nothing
and everybody hurts me
too used to people leaving, no wonder im not healing

you dont gotta lie to me, you can tell me i know im the worst
i feel so bad when you cry to me, i know that it hurts
you dont gotta lie to me, you can tell me i know im the worst
i feel so bad when you cry to me, i know that it hurts

nicotine in my lungs im feeling better
my mood change real quick with the weather
new vans on my feet with the checker
is it real when you tell me it's forever

blindly (prod. dead spyro)

i swear that it's nothing 

prod: @irby314
laying in bed
and i'm trying to match his breathing 
and i'm wide awake 
but my heart isn't beating

some type of apathy 
i sleep through the morning
say i look sad 
i swear that it's nothing 
the way you whisper 
is making me shiver 
winter is coming 
i hope i feel something 

and you got some skeletons lining your closet 
got some secrets filling your pocket
been a couple days, and a couple nights
but it's fine as long as i'm breathing, right?

i know you don't like that 
it's not my fault, i can't help when i fall back
biting my nails till you text back
hitting your phone like "babe can you come home yet?"
it's the same every year with no reason 
praying to god that i'll live through the season
look at my eyes if you mean it 
why am i always just picking up pieces

it's getting hard to breathe again.

kais

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