diary

safe for the car

GOATED 2

bangers part 5

Ball

I know it's been a long time coming. Sorry for the wait. Still all the heart from before <3

Lyrics:

20 years old, yeah i know i was a fuck up
tryna figure out how to be strong man
If I open up, will i regret the confessions?
I know you’re caught up with your own demons 

And you’d never believe, but i was all for you
and my visions of us were turning to views
but lines would be drawn, or so I thought I knew
i’m better off not confessing the truth

and now im too old, it still eats me up
i never told the one person i loved 
how i truly felt i wish that i had said it
my tears struck the ground, i read your momma’s letter
but i was young, dumb, too clueless to know
about how to fix a broken young girl
i swore i was right but now i regret it
you’re stuck in my heart, im stuck in my twenties

2nd verse:

and maybe these songs will hit your ears one day
or even your heart if im lucky
i know there’s still a place for me

I’ll keep pouring my heart into words and melodies
scream about a girl that i’ll never see
forever unknowing if you’re hearing
these messages to you that i sing

2nd chorus:
and now im too old 
it still eats me up
i miss the person i love
her tears still on my sweater
but i was young and dumb i wish i was better
if i saw her now, yeah i swear i would tell her
and even though im sure she’s forgotten about me
she’s stuck in my heart im stuck in my twenties

violeteyez - Twenties

Twenties (prod. dead spyro)

what it do to you (viyah&kurai)

Kynlary - LoveWasntThePoint (Mxsui luvpurp)

kop amg kickback (symels)

why you wanna post (luvpurp)

tryn be where u at (symels)

all credits/rights to @kynlary / @amourakyn, this song does not belong to me.

kynlary - the word sorry wasn't enough (pitched to normal)

Nicky - Ache

I Wonder Where You Are (sunglao)

nicky - loving you dangerously (friendly)

@itwasntherfault @05sx @iloveyelowandmom @jannahsent

for your heartz only

feelingz

rage & nicky - feelingz (jannah)

blatt blatt (prod.damonstrXblackcard)

Where You At?

Whatchu Thought

Nicky - Do You Need Me  (essence)

worthy (prod yung dni)

Cookinwitkya (Blackstar999)

hate her friends (jannah)

difference 2 prod sunglao

Rich Amiri - 5 (feat. OsamaSon)

die with you w/ bliiky lostnjoey blackstar999 (notlilthomas + am3thystt)

crystals (seanpotter pettyheaven)

dubai love (symelz)

ur loss (symelz)

all flesh rots @zayok

Im always in bars..
wasted how i get this far?
Im in Time Square
Lets just make this clear..
Sorry i did my dear..
I cut myself i tear..
why u gotta be my fears
I just want u right here 
New York i fell in love
I dont wanna fall in love
I fell for your lust
I cant show no trust
All i see is blood 
Girl u turn to rust 
I did what i must
You not one of us
U try to take me down..
Ill just catch a buzz
Now urn ot around
I wanna hear ur sounds
All ur love sounds
Need you right nnow
Ri-Right now 

Im at JFK..
I wont come back today..
Im gone like white wine
yea like fine wine..
Ur still in my spine 
My bones feel so tight
She told me do not die...

icantdothisrightnow (prod. Tarozan)

https://www.instagram.com/hugyourknowledge/
https://www.instagram.com/youloveaperta/
https://www.instagram.com/monsainn/

provoke ft aperta prod hugyourknowledge & aizeksnyc

@11ripp
@wassupwsp
@3lyfes
@2400shyne
@1219nassim

cla open door w wassup & 3lyfes & shyne (nassim)

[Facy] - seriously? actually? ft. ricky chix (p. young chop + prodbyzak) *calvin exclusive*

produced by @jason22k
recorded/mixed/mastered by John Terry Sound @heartbox_prod
artwork by Yvonne Briseño - twitter.com/vivalayvee

Lyrics:

well i dont know if i could ever be the godsend that you wanted
so is it better that we part ways now?
before i continue to drag you down
cause we’re just hanging onto the edge somehow

and now we’re crying here together on my front porch
and ive been begging you to stop because my heart’s sore
ive gotta pry you off my body close your car door
ill leave you tissues and some water for the drive home

im dying as you back out of my driveway 
what have i done? could this truly be our last day?

now everythings going black, 
not even crying im dead
i think im losing my breath
what if i cant get you back? but

Ohh no!! I forgot I should delete you from my phone
and now the tears are coming back as i scroll!!
through all our memories 
i kiss em goodbye one by one
and tell myself thisll be what’s best for me

i dont know if i could ever be the godsend that you wanted
so is it better that we part ways now?
before i continue to drag you down
cause we’re just hanging onto the edge somehow

listen, i know we aren’t broken yet, 
we can leave tonight, put this doubt to rest
before hearts get torn in two 
tho i cant be the angel you dreamt of
i’m still in love with you in the end <3

not ready to let you go

not ready to let you go (prod. jason22k)