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Ball

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I know it's been a long time coming. Sorry for the wait. Still all the heart from before <3

Lyrics:

20 years old, yeah i know i was a fuck up
tryna figure out how to be strong man
If I open up, will i regret the confessions?
I know you’re caught up with your own demons 

And you’d never believe, but i was all for you
and my visions of us were turning to views
but lines would be drawn, or so I thought I knew
i’m better off not confessing the truth

and now im too old, it still eats me up
i never told the one person i loved 
how i truly felt i wish that i had said it
my tears struck the ground, i read your momma’s letter
but i was young, dumb, too clueless to know
about how to fix a broken young girl
i swore i was right but now i regret it
you’re stuck in my heart, im stuck in my twenties

2nd verse:

and maybe these songs will hit your ears one day
or even your heart if im lucky
i know there’s still a place for me

I’ll keep pouring my heart into words and melodies
scream about a girl that i’ll never see
forever unknowing if you’re hearing
these messages to you that i sing

2nd chorus:
and now im too old 
it still eats me up
i miss the person i love
her tears still on my sweater
but i was young and dumb i wish i was better
if i saw her now, yeah i swear i would tell her
and even though im sure she’s forgotten about me
she’s stuck in my heart im stuck in my twenties

violeteyez - Twenties

Twenties (prod. dead spyro)

saga-#warrenworthington

produced by shyne2400

follow trend, i love guns
need you pray 4 me i feel numb
its some shit i think, i do bad all day
just keep fucking up
let time pass away but love derealization 
all this shit im facing, good dope yeah i face it
i hate conversation 
i hate myself sometimes
think i should die
should i blow my brains in the sunshine 
a beautiful way to lose my mind
incase i bitch out got cyanide 
don’t wanna cuss a bitch out say sayonara
we make brothers check say sike right now
got nothing else to lose in life right now
i lost my fucking mInd already last year
fuck that talking niggas bleeding
tis the season
i wasn’t tryna trade i need it
up on the v i dont care who up in it
your girl or yo kid i keep shooting
that arp shaking like that bitch anemic
it’s a year of forgiveness but not of forget
some of you niggas still gotta beat it
aint tryna talk it out fuck what you talking bout 
tired of clones niggas killing ya fetus
i seen history repeat
niggas sneak diss yo ass is a geechie
wonder how its gone be when you meet me
pray that you dont get smoked like them tree leaves
pray that you dont get smoked cannabis 
and the thc i fell in love
they tell you that you not a killer but in that position you do as you must
in that colosseum its just blood with brothers (x4)

bluhdie (prod. shyne)

@pyu

they dont know me like they think they do, its okay
ill go travel coast to coast
pardon me, been M.i.A
i cant even fucking cope
without pictures of your face
she said baby hey lets go
ay you know i love the chase

smoke dope when i write about you
what the fukk??
cmon baby, kiss me up & hop to
yeah

can you love me?
cant you trust me? u_u
dont you want me? x_x
thoughts so haunting --

gouging out, papers in my diary
love me bella, say it so much you get tired of me
its a story, man this shit dont need no titling
do you adore me?
chest so heavy i keep panicking

they dont know me like they think they do, its okay
ill go travel coast to coast
pardon me, been M.i.A
i cant even fucking cope
without pictures of your face
she said baby hey lets go
ay you know i love the chase.

toobad2sadd (meta)

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slidetomycrib - youreinmysystem (prod chaosysl + kynlary + siah) #twilight

yanish + sugar + viekartez - watch me burn ( ura )

kynlary - loving the way you smiling (trashboat)

all flesh rots @zayok

Im always in bars..
wasted how i get this far?
Im in Time Square
Lets just make this clear..
Sorry i did my dear..
I cut myself i tear..
why u gotta be my fears
I just want u right here 
New York i fell in love
I dont wanna fall in love
I fell for your lust
I cant show no trust
All i see is blood 
Girl u turn to rust 
I did what i must
You not one of us
U try to take me down..
Ill just catch a buzz
Now urn ot around
I wanna hear ur sounds
All ur love sounds
Need you right nnow
Ri-Right now 

Im at JFK..
I wont come back today..
Im gone like white wine
yea like fine wine..
Ur still in my spine 
My bones feel so tight
She told me do not die...

icantdothisrightnow (prod. Tarozan)

easier said than done (chinapoet)

https://www.instagram.com/hugyourknowledge/
https://www.instagram.com/youloveaperta/
https://www.instagram.com/monsainn/

provoke ft aperta prod hugyourknowledge & aizeksnyc

cla open door (nassim)

[Facy] - seriously? actually? ft. ricky chix (p. young chop + prodbyzak) *calvin exclusive*

produced by @jason22k
recorded/mixed/mastered by John Terry Sound @heartbox_prod
artwork by Yvonne Briseño - twitter.com/vivalayvee

Lyrics:

well i dont know if i could ever be the godsend that you wanted
so is it better that we part ways now?
before i continue to drag you down
cause we’re just hanging onto the edge somehow

and now we’re crying here together on my front porch
and ive been begging you to stop because my heart’s sore
ive gotta pry you off my body close your car door
ill leave you tissues and some water for the drive home

im dying as you back out of my driveway 
what have i done? could this truly be our last day?

now everythings going black, 
not even crying im dead
i think im losing my breath
what if i cant get you back? but

Ohh no!! I forgot I should delete you from my phone
and now the tears are coming back as i scroll!!
through all our memories 
i kiss em goodbye one by one
and tell myself thisll be what’s best for me

i dont know if i could ever be the godsend that you wanted
so is it better that we part ways now?
before i continue to drag you down
cause we’re just hanging onto the edge somehow

listen, i know we aren’t broken yet, 
we can leave tonight, put this doubt to rest
before hearts get torn in two 
tho i cant be the angel you dreamt of
i’m still in love with you in the end <3

not ready to let you go

not ready to let you go (prod. jason22k)

cla open door (nassim)

ripp