Pour up every nite

Excuses (Prod Splashgvng & irby)
Key C# Major
Bpm 163

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🎸 Guitar by irby

Excuses

Dono or Support

Two Sides of the Coin

blue (1)

she live alone on a love seat but there's room for two

love letter (prod. offkiltermanner)

i fell in love in st marks
off of alphabet city
i took the 1 train to hell
and i got tipsy by whiskey
no whitney, but houston
linked me up with a bandit
who likes ***** in a bag
and doing **** on the transit
i handed him my heart
i said, "it’s made out of granite"
now water can’t break that
but he’s known as a vandal
he been known as a vandal

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention
i end up codependent 
though that’s never my intention
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive
welcome 2 my wicked love confession 

i fell in love on a bridge
made of bricks and tricks
with a real good kid
who sport the crucifix
it was satirical
and he was rather lyrical
a pragmatic diplomat
i thought i’d take a dip in that
now little did we know
i was his river of styx
i broke his heart quick
off of too many drinks
i was sober by october
but before that i was loaded
and he never got his closure

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention
i end up codependent 
though that’s never my intention
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive
this is just my wicked love confession

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention 
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive

i fell in love in st marks
off of alphabet city

i fell in love on a bridge 
made of bricks and tricks

i fall in love with affection
and any sort of attention
i end up codependent 
though that’s never my intention
i really hate rejection
i get way too possessive
this is just my wicked love confession

i fell in (prod. Quanza)

lyrics 
all my emotions are gone 
i don't know where they went but they left me
i need a wake up call
cause i'm sleeping on my life and i'm empty
i need to get shit together in my head
they think that i'm a psycho, i think they're correct
i don't have no feelings, i'm a fucking wreck
don't need a bitch or a car, i just wish i was dead
i don't have no money, all i got is ten
my family thinks that i hate em but i would kill for them
i got so many suicidal thoughts in my head 
they keep saying i should die but imma try again
sometimes i get high and it helps me forget
other times i'm crying until 3AM
i only feel alive on the weekends
i wish i could hold you tight against my chest
i don't even know what i am anymore
laying in bed feeling like a corpse
staying up all night and sleeping til four
eating all my feelings and i get so bored
all my emotions are gone 
i don't know where they went but they left me
i need a wake up call
cause i'm sleeping on my life and i'm empty

wake up ( prod. metlast )

PROD: @justalilnervous

LYRICS:
god, am i a fictionist?
or do i just escape?
all my pain lives in a mirror
id be lucky if it breaks
i run away from all my problems
and i hate the sound of change
but estrange, i will
if find need be 
protect myself from dang- er

i’m a stranger in my own damn mind
a major pessimist with blue eyes
and a fucked up smile, 
facade
flawed daylight with a grayscale sky
the broad stay high in her pale face lies

i guess i learned from all my elders
they're all fucking story tellers
i’m the next best seller 
im tryna die like old yeller
i’m a wrecker with a record, 
i’m not proud of that
but all the errors in my letters
speak loud in fact

i wrote 
my demise disguised in dark rhymes
with a geyser in my chest
dry ice on my mind
i’m smoking-
loud and open
and i’m sipping on a potion
hoping death is round the corner
cause i know i’m fucking broken, i’m

i’m a sinner at dinner 
and in the morning i lie
theres no holes in my memory
just a blank fucking line
i stare into the void
and yet i scream that i’m fine
but my mother knows i’m crying
cause she hears it every night

i’m tired of living backwards
i just want a backwood full of hash
but damn, smack works
eating xanax for the panics 
that attack her
savage fucking actor
or honest with her craft, huh?

i got obsidion idioms in esophagus
too dark in the sarcophagus
i’m cussin at some cops and shit
i’m breaking up these rocks for a fix, damn
the new patek on my fucking writ
ice to water, under bridge
36, soon begins
cleanse my dirty sins
imma kill the king, then i’ll wear the rings
i just tell my tale and then rescind

imma kill the king, then i’ll wear the rings
i just tell my tale and then rescind

dear god, am i a fictionist?
or do i just escape?
all my pain lives in a mirror
id be lucky if it breaks
i run away from all my problems
and i hate the sound of change
but estrange, i will
if find need be 
protect myself from dang- er

i been looking for reflections 
in the walls of all these mansions 
i’m a Slut real Manson 
in the Garden with a handsome 
boy, yeah he told me that he loves me
imma break his heart 
make everything ugly 
i did it fucking once 
i know that I could do it twice 
don’t give me the chance 
know u rather live your life 
real happy and sober
and without a problem 
but I am just that 
using downers to solve them
im tiny and fragile
and without a father
i guess thats why xanax
dissolve in my water

ESCAPE (PROD. NERVOUS)

Instagram: oli.outside
emofruits 
prodxena

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No matter what I do 
whether I leave or if i stay with you 
you gon' hate me either way
im not the one for you
it always ends the same way
i break too many hearts i should prolly kill mys3lf
 
pull up to my crib like welcome to the freezer 
she brought me weed so i think that i might keep her 
but im so cold baby girl i got a fever 
I shouldn't even be here 
im a fuckin bleeder 

ya ya ya im not the one for you
i could break my heart to pieces if you want one you can keep it
all for you
love letter turns to a side note
you tell me you hate me like i dont 
got a bottle of wine i could kill right now 
look at me like i wont

she said it's better on the outside im not sure 
never thought you'd go against what you said on the porch
think im better off dead left a note in your drawer 
i bang my head on the floor i bang my head on the floor

ya ya ya im not the one for you
i could break my heart to pieces if you want one you can keep it
all for you


No matter what I do 
whether I leave or if i stay with you 
you gon' hate me either way
im not the one for you
it always ends the same way
i break too many hearts i should probly kill mys3lf

bad bitch nice clothes 
fuck me with your eyes closed
all i ask is that you don't waste my time 
waste my time no more

Oli X Emo Fruits - The 1 4 U (Not) - Prod. Xena

$hadowstar - Pull Up With Lil Austy

they say, you gotta love yourself before you can love someone else
but i love you... and i dont really love myself
prod. Yan Dex

they say (prod. Yan Dex)

prod. @deadspyro

lyrics:
you're trying to look right past me
but I can see right through you
too bad we don't look at each other in the same way that we used to
now it's so different how I view you
I don't think my old self would have wanted to know the new you
all this butting heads
I have a permanent migraine
I guess you probably feel the same
there was a time when we'd relate to one another
now it's like all we have is just hatred for each other
and though I like the idea that deep down we both care
in reality, it seems like it's not there
it's like I can't breathe without being in your hair
you've been turning all my dreams into nightmares
I'd love to go back to when we were swimming in contentment 
but now we're drowning in all this resentment
is there even a point in trying to clean this mess if all that's left is
just a broken relationship
that I'm not sure I have the strength to fix right now
something we both don't have the patience with
should we just cut our losses and shut this whole thing down
then bury it into the ground
when I have a grievance, I wish you could just stop and listen
instead of trying to one-up me like it's a competition
none of these conversations are constructive
all of this is so counterproductive
we've both caused each other pain
but you're too focused on always shifting blame
so that it's pointing towards me
when we're both at fault
I guess you see it differently
too many misunderstandings
too much miscommunication
now I heard you're spreading misinformation
no more energy for argumentation
it only leads to more frustration
I'd love to go back to when we were swimming in contentment 
but now we're drowning in all this resentment
is there even a point in trying to clean this mess if all that's left is
just a broken relationship
that I'm not sure I have the strength to fix right now
something we both don't have the patience with
should we just cut our losses and shut this whole thing down
then bury it into the ground
just a broken relationship 
just a broken relationship 
just a broken relationship
let's just cut our losses and shut this whole thing down
then bury it into the ground

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broken relationship (prod. dead spyro)

thank you for listening to me 



prod. UNLUCKY 






lyrics - 

i lost everything i had when u left
i don’t think you understand the damage 
i’m not tryna go and play the victim
i just want to tell you how i feel love

we used to call for hours when you took in my help
but now you only call me when there’s nobody else
nobody else 
nobody else
under your spell

it’s hurting like hell to know that you never cared
you told me that i was never really there 
i gave you my all
it wasn’t that much
cause i’m beaten down 
i needed your love
but you need someone

nobody else

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