recorded 1/12/24

Produced By: Beancoco & Flawed Mangoes

lyrics: 

gotta take a step back
i been on the pills all week it aint helping this shit feeling like a setback
i done lost my mind ode 
got a feeling thats just something i cant get back
i know you’re flawed but you’re still trying
telling the truth but im still lying to myself i need a real sign 
it get hard for me to let go
she rather die than be alone
i like get higher than i know
in the clouds how higher can i go
take another pill to the face and the nose
missing LA that used to be home
bleeding on the ground with my face in the road 
wasn’t posed to end like this i know
you’ll be calling my phone by dawn
do what you need to do and not what you want
where’s my lil asian ting im missing mulan
don’t got a choice but to let go and just move on
move on move on move on
move on move on move on
get a move on move on move on
i know you’re not too strong 
but me neither 
difference is i don’t need ya
told her that it’s 2024 i gotta keep up
gotta change my demeanor 
still don’t fuck with a lot of people
or these bitches like that to do wrong for the sake of just being evil
i get bitter but you get bitter too
know you been done wrong but i been hurt too
im praying you learned something and hoping i learn too
keep hurting me deep and they taking they turns to
taking they turns with me
im slurring my words 
i dont got no words in me 
why does love it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts so bad
the light of love is lit then burns black
it’s going good till good just turns bad
it’s always good it turns it turns bad

Flawed But Still Trying

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