ig - lilashleyxo

lyrics 

im in the studio you know that im fucked up
rambling on and i cant shut up
you're cold and you're so stuck up 
girl, im just another fuck up 
everbody round me always speakin on my name
i be all alone
life is pain
never wanna ever live my life this way
the sunrays are right this way

drain the blood from my cold dead body
blacked out and i woke up in the lobby
blacked out and recording while im nodding
blacked out
blacked out-
im numb to the bone and im worthless
still tryna figure out my purpose 
still tryna figure out why im nervous 
i seem fine but only on the surface
girl come and lay on my chest
i couldnt figure out what was making me stressed
and i look like im a mess 
girl i wish u the best
girl i wish u the best 
theres a tight feeling inside of my chest
she know im not like the rest
i have contract with death

just another fuck up [p. frevel]

@joshuasageart
@qqqu1ncy
@beatsbykrave
Banner artwork: https://godenteredmybody.tumblr.com/post/655484120380719104

Cannot Escape [+qqqu1ncy x krave]

@daybat
@weikooo
Synthetic fest 28th August 2021

Never Mattered Anyway +spiral [weikoo]

w/ @scoobisalright
prod me
mixed by me & scoob
cover by me & josh

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/1xyrCUMG6q8tJuW8EZbjgc?si=85c2b9ef2f66481e

ever after +scøøb

★..back tonight, with rocks at ur window!★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/tonight-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i thought i used u 
this entire time
that doesnt matter
anymore okay

but i-
i called you fodder
how could u ever
forgive me for saying that

well i called u a monste-

i hate how ive been feeling
in my yead its on sight
at least i can be honest
i barely making progress

but i know one day
ill again find me some solace

hook:
i feel the touch
of ghosts from my past
im so scared but
i still will ask

when does it all
just fade to black
i can assure
that ill be back

tonight
with rocks at ur window
ill stop the time
and flow thru the limbo

just to find
my one true love tho
i cant define
what that still is so

verse:
miss ur kiss and that night
none of this is alright
i hate how ive been feeling
in my yead its on sight

at least i can be honest
im barely making progress

but i know one day
ill again find me some solace

yeah i find comfort in everything i do
watching anime while thinking of u
im still hung up yeah i guess that is true
u can tell me what should i do

bridge:
about how i feel (yahhh yahh)
when does it go away (yahh yahhh)
u left such an impact (yahh yahh)
and u know that its true

i still am inside
of my bag tonight
need u right by my side
till the day i die

repeat hook:
i feel the touch
of ghosts from my past
im so scared but
i still will ask

when does it all
just fade to black
i can assure
that ill be back

tonight
with rocks at ur window
ill stop the time
and flow thru the limbo

just to find
my one true love tho
i cant define
what that still is so

ending:
and now were even
im trying.. i am a monster
im trying!
no ur not

we gotta talk it out
u and have to think it thru
there must be places
we have to go

[p.s]
ily guys sm + s/o darling in the franxx

★streaming★

★tonight★ (prod. uglyzucc)

featuring @ilyaxhes
produced by @deadat18
additional vocals @user-529971104-525559394

Heartless w/ ashes. (prod. DEAD☣AT☣18)

w/ @pinkperc
prod me
mixed by me & perc
cover by me
sample from White Oleander

-lyrics-

benji
the world is overwhelming me
it hurts me just to tell you not to leave
cause you were my love
you were my everything
you hurt my heart so bad, yeah
baby stop in the name of your conscience
does it make you happy to watch it all come crashing down
when you open up your eyes
do you dream about me
does it ever make you cry
when you think about me
from the second that I saw you yeah I knew you'd let me down
baby i still hope you're happy now

perc
i hope you're happy 
cause it's a struggle to get through every day
and i wake up in agony i wish you would have stayed
and i can't stop all the memories wish it wasn't this way
and i have to live and move on cause i'll never see your face

benji
when you open up your eyes
do you dream about me
does it ever make you cry
when you think about me
from the second that I saw you yeah I knew you'd let me down

benji & perc
yeah now, yeah now, hey
yeah now, yeah now
hey, cause baby i still hope you're happy now
baby i still hope you're happy now
yeah now




















haha get it cause the song is called happy but the song is actually really sad get it haha :(

happy

spotify

happy +pinkperc

★tell me what u want, tell me what you've dreamed of..★

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/lifepoints
https://soundcloud.com/arclightxo

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/reflection-prod-lifepoints-x-arclightxo-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
i can't
go in blinded
by all your lies and
all of your drama

hook:
tell me what you want
tell me what you dreamed of
i feel it everyday
feel i dont deserve love

but i dont want you back
yeah its done and over
we both fucked up bad
i hope this gives you closure

cause i cant
go in blinded
by all your lies and
all of your drama

verse:
say its all me
when this is over
if thats what you think
you must not be sober

say you wish me the best
couldnt be further
from the truth
yeah

why cant i just
let this go
instead of being
on my phone

is worth it
i dont know now
i wish me death so
i better run now

bridge:
say its all me
when this is over
if thats what you think
you must not be sober

say you wish me the best
couldnt be further 
from the truth
yeah

repeat hook:
tell me what you want
tell me what you dreamed of
i feel it everyday
feel i dont deserve love

but i dont want you back
yeah its done and over
we both fucked up bad
i hope this gives you closure

cause i cant
go in blinded
by all your lies and
all of your drama

ending:
say its all me
when this is over
if thats what you think
you must not be sober

say you wish me the best
couldnt be further
from the truth
yeah

★reflection★ (prod. lifepoints x arclightxo)

ig - lilashleyxo (my only social media btw, fuck twittter) 

lyrics

I thought that you were crazy
pulled up in a Mercedes
you're the person that saved me
you're the only one that im craving
everything feels just so amazing
just a kid who listen to bladee (yes iknow its pronuced blade stfu)
just rolled a blunt and im facing
everybody thinks that im lazy 

saki -

you're the only one that im craving
you're the only one that can save me
for you i am bleeding
for you i am bleeding
I know im not the best but im trying out
this change up on my money make it turn around
cant we just, try again
can we just try again..


follow da bro https://soundcloud.com/uhohkawasaki !!

craving ft. saki! [p. jolst + 5head]

Changing Lanes Togo

I got a lot of fucking enemies 
I dont really care who is a friend to me
Drop top platinum, 
the bitches wanna get @ me
Let it go, 
I got money baby Yea i let it snow,
Open up your mouth,
you know my Cum has got a place to go
Leshgo, 
smoking slatt pack i be high as a dirigible
My bitch bad, she filling up the whole centerfold,
Talk shit back, 
I’m klay thompson the way i let it go, 
oh, Lesh go, we let it go ,leshgo,
I been fucking up my money, 
i ain’t broke,
My new neighbor lavar ball, 
Be help me know the post,
My new bitch is a bratz doll,
She licking on my toes,
I be serving her 8 balls,
The coke up in her nose, 
I hate you normal people,
You know I had to go,
None of you are my equal, 
So I done hit the road,
Late night show, my bitch hit the HEE
like the Michael, 
Thinking bout my ops when i smash into this light pole,
Thinking bout my pops, do he love me?
Fuck if I know. 
Imma let it pop for your boy, let him die slow 
Should I kill him? Should I eat him?
Baby what’s the right call? Call?
Ok leshgo!
Girl I’m diving in,
Y’all like Kelly Slater way you try to ride my wave,
But you fall when it get violent,
I got balls, 
I’m the in only one who is trying it
Jack Plat tall, 
Nobody dunking on me,
Try again!
Fendi! Fendi! Spend a lot on Prada but it gets me! Gets me ! 
Girl I’m getting hotter come sex me! Sex me! 
Yea! So much slime like a disease
And that girl be off a lot of pills,
 she like Keanu reeves 
OKLESGO
Bitch show me the car fax,
Brand new whip i bought that, 
Brand new whip i lost that, 
Brand new whip i got that,
I’m so destined for fame, but I don’t know if my bitch want that,
I’m drunk inside the party, looking round like “where’s Lebron at?” 
Yea! All I see is green like i got paint up on my contacts !
I’m been balling like Sierra canton baby I ain’t falling,
I been blazing all the woods, 
And making sure the ops are calling,
They be crying in my phone, i told em baby just to stop it 
Yea! LESHGO, yea I’m a Goat 
Rocking all my fendi coats even though I’m sweating outside, it ain’t cold,
She running up the Bill with all the cheese that got the fucking mold 
Jackie platinum , triple double every time i hit the floor

FENDI PLATINUM (freestyle)

@synthetickids
@moderndayuk
she/her

Banner by @toxin_brewer

Never Mattered Anyway +spiral [weikoo]

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