Music video : 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_9OBQepCKw

@51five
@moderndayuk
@synthetickids 

Lyrics:
I said i dont wanna know whats up w u 
and i dont rly wanna talk bout what we going thru
it feels like every time i get better its something new
and it gets harder every day to even see it thru
this always come back to u 

and ill put it in a song
the feeling comes back like withdrawals oh when ur gone
but we still didnt get to dance
it feels like heaven when im holding on ur hands

you still got me second guessing
sorry how im always stressing 
sorry how it feels like im not there i know that its depressing 
love me like i never said it
pain me with a worded weapon
keep me close and hold me even though u know im not progressing

know u can tell from the look in ur eye
cant even tell when ur looking in mine
i know u hate it when i start to whine 
i wouldnt say but i wish u were mine

i hate whenever i think of the times
wanna forget so i dont have to cry 
wanna forget so im pouring a line
i know u get it i dont wanna die

but i just dont wanna feel again
it feels like torture i just want it to be real again
and every night when we were tweaking on the ritalin
i got emotions but i cant remember feeling them 

i cant remember much about me 
everything is turning cloudy 
i know that i never could
but i know u could live without me 

i just dont want u to doubt me 
but i know u think about it
and if only ud allow me 

you still got me second guessing
sorry how im always stressing 
sorry how it feels like im not there i know that its depressing 
love me like i never said it
pain me with a worded weapon
keep me close and hold me even though u know im not progressing

you still got me second guessing
sorry how im always stressing 
sorry how it feels like im not there i know that its depressing 
love me like i never said it
pain me with a worded weapon
keep me close and hold me even though u know im not progressing

<3 <3 <3 

this 1 is too real

Second Guessing [51five]

@synthetickids
@moderndayuk
she/her

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Second Guessing [51five]

Rit(@rit_hk)