art by @snarge <3 prod. artemys

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

seeing all these things they only exist in my dreams
i love it when you smile you're the only one i see
i'd hold you above me if the darkness underneath
i don't wanna hurt you you're the one that's meant for me
i know somethings don't play out the way we want em 
i got racks up in my jeans you know i'll spend it on you
only time i see my future when i'm standing next to you
girl you're my forever no we don't play by the rules
staring at you i get lost inside your eyes
you say i'm bluffing but i tell you all the time
i've been searching for you like all of my life
now i'll never let you outside of my sight

girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)
girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)

For U (artemys)

@heyyitsbenji
@troiner

hold up
wait a minute 
yeah i started living but i couldnt even finish 
o e e o o e 
i been getting stronger eating spinach
and i aint got a doubt i know for sure that imma win it

shawty i just want it back
everybody kno i need it bad 
fuck it imma go and get a bag 
i aint worry bout that
she say whats the problem why u mad 
i just hate it when u talk like that 

hold up
wait a minute 
yeah i started living but i couldnt even finish 
o e e o o e 
i been getting stronger eating spinach
and i aint got a doubt i know for sure that imma win it

and i aint got a doubt i know for sure i got my brothers by my side
free fridvy (bro is alrdy free) yea u kno its synthetic for life
i want it my way
i been having thoughts bout how ill end up in a coffin
im sorry, yeah i think about it often 

(benji)
Start slow pick it up then Put that shit in auto,
 dont wanna c me yea i fuckin thought so, 
run it up its spenny but that sht was worth the price tho,
standing jn tbe rain feeling like i hit a new low
So its like that, i just want my motherfuckng life back,
i just want to get up on a new path, 
i just wanna look up at your face as you hold me, ill tell u that im sorry

I BEEN WAITING FOR YOU JUST TO MAKE UP YOUR MIND, TELLING ME THA YOUR FINE, YEAH IM RUNNING OUT OF OPTIONS
HAVENT BEEN AROUND MUCH COZ IM ON THE DECLINE, IVE REACHED THE END OF MY LINE,AND ITS BURNING UP MY CONSCIENCE
N IM OUT HERE FORGETTING EVERYTHING DONY HAVE A PRICE TAG I JUST WANT MY MOTHEFUCKIN LIFE BACK
I just want my mf life bacm



<3 <3 <3 

yea i started living but i cudnt even finish

Wait a Minute +heyyitsbenji [troiner x safe]

@benjithemachine

[Lyrics]
Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Baby I’m calling mayday, everything’s gone sideways
180 on the Byway, my life flashing be for me
Do you still adore me? Or are you just horny?
Just want you to hold me, I’m feeling pretty lonely.

Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Morning [Prod. Benjithemachine]

NOW ON SPOTIFY 
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_kMBavXTEQ
@freddieskinz
MDM exclusive <3 
take a pictureee

Take A Picture +Freddie Skinz [Augury]

prod https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
and https://soundcloud.com/heyyitsbenji
fijimar: https://soundcloud.com/fijimar

lyrics

benjithemachine
driving slow dont go not rush
baby show me who you love
sippin wock all in my cup
how i lean back slow
i cant get you out my mind
baby please dont kill the vibe
leather seats up in my ride so i gotta go
youre just another face in the crowd
so go down
oh woah
i cant see right im offa the drugs
who do you love
baby lets go

pinkperc
synthetic kids all on my team
player of the year 19
im tryna get lit im up in this bitch
no reason to quit we tryna get rich
synthetic kids like a k-pop army (shouts out the kpop heads)
and we got groupies they look like barbies
sanguine paradise ya
dilated in my eyes ya

get the energy and hold it
ill sell my soul i sold it
backwood an then unroll it
pack the gas an then we smokin
smokin on afghanistan
swag gon last 4evr man
ima synthetic kids veteran
ima count the cash do u wanna dance w me?

fijimar
do u wanna dance w me?
im in chicago w synthetic smokin gas it smells like pee lol
lifes a movie on the screen come and catch me in 3d
now u catch me in 3d
i dont wanna b temporary
this life i live is scary
pray to god to mother mary
dont let the devil tear me
i kno ur bf hate me
got his dumb ass goin crazy
pray to god to mother mary
dont let the devil tear me

benjithemachine
driving slow dont go not rush
baby show me who you love
sippin wock all in my cup
how i lean back slow
i cant get you out my mind
baby please dont kill the vibe
leather seats up in my ride so i gotta go
youre just another face in the crowd
so go down
oh woah
i cant see right im offa the drugs
who do you love
baby lets go

i luv u
synthetic forever

leather seats

leather seats +benjithemachine +fijimar

she dance

Schluggg

ft. https://soundcloud.com/kketamine
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/lllovbug

Error ft. kketamine「prod. lovbug」

back on my bullshit yfm

prod @jason22k

[lyrics:]

fuck love fuck drugs need a whole rack
posted in ur room like a thumb tac
i just want u and u kno that
hurts so bad cant go back
told u bby i dont need this
face down on the floor now im bleeding
walk around the mall w some demons
dont kno wtf is the meaning (x2)

she said bby do u love me, idk u should ask again
is it me or the dirty money, im sorry i cant pretend
bruised knuckles ya im bloody, this fight i cannot win
bb's look like im country, these pockets dont run thin

all those things u fucking told me is stuck inside my head
yeah im fucking lonely but i dont want new friends
all they do is talk talk lemme do this money dance
i like the u walk walk is it k if i hold ur hand

i know that im my worst enemy
dont know what the fuck have you done to me
cant tell if its love or just jealousy
stay back cause i dont want this energy

@ggravee - enemy (+ jason22k)

misakufoxx + irys + luthien - break the news(lb66 + blackheart + 5v)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njvmvOuJavk&ab_channel=boysnightsout

1 more text my phone is dead                                     mix by @buffalobang
my mind so gone i hate my head

when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize
when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize

i was bymyself but had u by my side
and when everything just hurts u wanna say goodbye

i been very fucked i was rolling off the x
money in my bank what u want i will get
every time i wake up i just think abt the rest
i dont wanna be the one that drags u into this mess

i never cared at all
i would throw my life away for you
i never cared at all
i would give it all away to you

i can see my shadow leave me
i guess best for it all
i can see my shadow leave me
i guess its for the best we talk

when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize
when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize

i was bymyself but had u by my side
and when everything just hurts u wanna say goodbye

SPOTIFY

kush ballad (michaelwarren) MV IN DESC

@synthetickids
@moderndayuk
she/her

Banner by @toxin_brewer

Wait a Minute +heyyitsbenji [troiner x safe]

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