Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/aEAkajk-yMk 🖤

Lyrics:

I messed around, and I told them all the obvious

The way I'm walking straight is making everything monotonous

For anything that I have had a problem with,

I'd hate to see it all again,

Still here, but my mind has gone away






Saw an idea, it doesn't feel right to die here

get my keys, get my wallet, get the fuck up outta here

This is my fear, came equipped with the right gear

When I'm in the area, it's always my section right there. 


I guess that I'll admit it, I've always been so vindictive

Of the life that I've been living in,

Fortunate for the misfortune, I've been pivoting

Call me a cryptic sadistic visionary 

Put me 6 feet under and leave me buried,





Take a shot of cynanide for every time that I have lied


and even though I know that I will die, the truth is mine to write. 


How will my story unfold? Find out when the time is right.


There's a deeper meaning to exist in this life of mine. 





Painful in proportions, ripping pictures of my walls

Tameful in extortions, going easy on you all. 

My name is what's important, fuck the fame it's all a show. 

I've been faithful to the gods, and I've been faithful to my soul. 





My life is always great, but my mind is always poor

I don't wanna die alone, nothings in control 

Put together pieces, the pieces that I know

Have so many questions but everythings rhetorical x2

Rhetorical (prod. PurpleHex)

give a big kiss to: https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals
https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

cus i know im a fuck up
cast me aside when you don't want help
i know i can be to 
much but its fine

well take shift in the morning
always watching out for suicidal friends
you said call me up 
anytime you know i'm here

my heart breaks far to often
i'm sick of watching everyone just fade out
stuck on the pills
till i no longer recognize

your best friend who is calling
they're trying to figure out if you're just alright
we both know that
i'm not so i'll just stay inside

-RipThePetals

Hit me up when you hear this

You know the things inside my head
You know that I wish I were dead
But you know how to keep my going

I know that I’m going when the blood flow slow
Your scared and alone
You tightened your tongue, your tongue, your tongue (you can put down the gun)

You know that I’m done (know that I’m done)
I’m in love with the one (in love with the one)
I can put down the gun, the gun, the gun (the gun the gun)

--

am i really that awful
am i so disgusting that you just left
can you explain
your one who makes me hate myself

did you get what you wanted
have you no use for someone who is empty
you take apart
the shell of the person you said you love

Day Shift Ft. RipThePetals

RiverKinn
"Recollide"
Produced by RiverKinn

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After the damage that you've dealt
You have the nerve to step back in
And interfere with all my plans
I know you miss the way it felt
When I gave into your impossible demands
But you won't convince me again
That you and I could recollide
As if I wouldn't recognize the warning signs
And maybe this is the end
But if I die at least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands

Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
At least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands
Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
SPOTIFY: bit.ly/kintsugiSP
APPLE MUSIC: bit.ly/kintsugiAM
OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Recollide

Chaos Rising

ON ALL PLATFORMS 
(prod. dercept and malloy)

Lyrics:

Take a look inside we are not the same
If I hold my tongue I'll go insane
Man I pray to God that I find my way,
Find my way yeah I'll find my
Look into the past it's been killing me
All the time but I cannot forget
Your face that night before you left
Me broken... I'm broken

Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Yeah it's killing me in silence
I could speak up but I'd rather stay quiet
Why is, everything a problem with me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Cause its killing me in silence
Yeah it's killing me in silence
Yeah you're killing me in silence
Said you're killing me in silence
Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be

killing me in silence

killing me in silence (prod. dercept x malloy)

Dead weight
We are dead today
I feel
You never said okay I really want to play in the trees
Medicate your pain away like me
All I ever wanted was to feel my feet in the breeze

Dead weight
We are dead today
I feel
You love my love I love your pain now let’s just take it away
Medicate your pain away like me
You feel my paint stripping you feel my paint stripping away

Cutthroat coma I’m over, the gun chokes, when I squeeze my trigger I watch my life disintegrate Away
Jealousness
A felon
To what I ingest
My last breathe I feel it coming let the ocean swallow me whole
You ever feel the emptiness just taking over your soul?
Like a fragment of hole, the blackest depths of the world

Numb to it all indifferent why can’t we just spend the day in the trees I wanna sway with the breeze I wanna watch dead leaves fall like my soul into the throat of the world I need to meet deaths door I want the oceans floor

Dead weight
We are dead today
I feel
You never said okay I really want to play in the trees
Medicate your pain away like me
All I ever wanted was to feel my feet in the breeze

Dead weight
We are dead today
I feel
You love my love I love your pain now let’s just take it away
Medicate your pain away like me
All I ever wanted was to feel my feet in the breeze

AnkleWeight

Taken from the album Ratrose


SHORT BLUNTS, WIDE EYES, YOU’LL FALL FOR ME
(YEAH YOU’LL FALL FOR ME, YEAH YOU’LL FALL FOR ME)
BABY GIRL YEAH, I GOT ALL THAT YOU NEED
(I GOT ALL THAT YOU NEED, YEAH)
SHORT HIGH, WHITE EYES, MAN DEATH IS FREE
(MAN DEATH IS FREE, FUCKING DEATH IS FREE)
LOOK TWICE, CUS FAKE FRIENDS COME SO CHEAP 

POVERTY LEGS, WATCH ME BLEED
I'M LOOSING SENSE OF EVERYTHING   
ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER DOLLAR
STEALING SCRAP WHILE SECURITY HOLLER

AT US, JUST TO COME BACK, COME BACK
I WAS SEVENTEEN, JUST AFRAID OF ANYTHING MAKING ME
A COWARD, A DAMN RIGHT BASTARD, THAT'S RIGHT 
I'M NOT PERFECT, JUST LIKE YOU

CUS I’M SICK OF MY OWN NAME, SICK TO DEATH OF MY OLD WAYS
SELF DESTRUCTION, I WISH THERE WAS AN OPTION
HANG HOPE HIGH WITH THE ROPE AT AUCTION
SELL ME FOR LOOSE CHANGE, CLAIMING I'M DERANGED

I'VE DUG SO MUCH THAT I'VE LOST SENSE OF TIME
LOCKED THE DOOR, SHUT THE BLIND, YEAH EVERYTHING'S JUST FINE
SMASHED THIS OUT IN FEW DAYS, GONNA BE A HIT
YEAH COMING UP, JUST WATCH

IM 10 GRAND IN DEBT, AND I DIDNT LEARN SHIT MAN, 
IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS NOTHING
I LINGER HERE ABIT MAN, AND ILL KEEP TO MYSELF, 
WRITE THIS MUSIC UNTIL IAM SOMETHING

OLD EX GOT A HOOK THROUGH MY NECK
RIP IT OUT AND I’M BLEEDING ON THE GROUND WHILE YOU’RE WATCHING
I TRY TO GET ON MY FEET BUT I’VE NEVER FELT THIS WEAK
BUT YOU WANNA PUSH ME DOWN WHILE YOU’RE LAUGHING

all i need

Chisel my internal stress
Mind and body disconnect
Time has always told what's best
Past regrets confuse what's next
I can never leave what's left
Energy I intercept
Enemies responding less
A friend of me a bond through hex
Apologies my deepest fault
Honesty I failed to keep
Sunshine grow below my feet
Niggas piling with the sheep
With my problems I repeat my mom has found me hard to reach
With my eyes I choose to speak
She's too far to kindly see

I got no time for the fault in me
I know my demons embody me
I hope these niggas get on to me
I might do something that oughta be
I kill the god that's a part of me
I feel the touch of her wanting me
I need as much as economy
I need as much as it's gotta be

Shit wasn't meant for me
Shit wasn't meant for me
I know it's hard to see
It's getting hard to breathe
I'll promise everything, just don't you fucking follow me

Catching every feather from the clouds
She say that the rain is coming down
Talking to serpent
Pulling out my demons from the ground

I see no one
I see you
You must wanna see

our unsaid choice  [prod. khail]

free my mind [prod. noria]

Bonus track from my upcoming EP "Otherverse" dropping June 29th on all streaming platforms. Find the AMV on Trash Community's Youtube channel for a visual addition to the song.

Otherverse

SKNWLKR - Snow Angels (prod. IOF)

Music Video: https://youtu.be/Oum7hZJkGdY

(prod. yungrevrb)
NOTHING NOW
myle$: https://soundcloud.com/mobbinmyles

[CURRUPTDATA] nothing now (music video in description)

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

all i need

Rivilin

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