Featuring my homie: https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

Like the band of four, leaving your home in the shire
we only had each others friendship, no other desire
except a ring, a burden around your throat
and the more you press on you find the weight chokes

leave your ghost by the bed, this paths not for the weak
hear the screams in the distance they're stabbing at false sheets
pull out your dagger as they pierce you through the cloak
yeah you watch it turn to dust but the struggle you won't be broke

hear the horns in the distance the north is coming close
feel the fear in the boots but the fire you gotta stoke
just to keep your feet going on, keep with the struggle right
you gotta keep on going, sadly there's no end in sight

and when you finally reach it you find you're on your knees
till you think the ones who love you wanna throw you to the fiends
like please get away how did it turn like this
one day i'll be smiling with everyone that i miss

i didn't understand back then whats up,
i'll bite my lip, take a knife through the gut
and when you see me smile please just dont say
i miss the person right here won't you stay

the dark flame came embraced all my face
if i turn yeah i'll see myself yeah replaced
and when you sing i'll try to rise up again
and then we'll see a perfect home through the lens

$lothboi:

I got to bone to pick
I’m tired of the holiness
The higher I be up the flying hit me with the turbulence

Surrounded by thought me
I might’ve had lobotomy
There’s something in my head that ain’t apart of what I want in me

I’m splitting like I’m missing
All the glue up on the leather

I’m hitting like a whippet
When I mix it all together

I’m fitting like a condom on a dick in chilly weather
I be slipping when I’m falling but a spark will make me better

(Spark Sound)
(exhale)

Leme hold a bit
Gas so strong
Bouta blow the bitch
Up

(exhale)

Leme roll this shit
Gas so packed
Bouta fold a bit
Yuh

Get a load of this
Man so up
Bouta jump and get stuck

Plan so fucked
Bouta duck
And get bucked

Man no luck
Just refuse
To get stuck

Waterford Ft. $lothboi

Wake in the classroom windows shut
The last thing I remember’s the truck
A reflection sees that I got crushed
I guess this is what they call bad luck

Put my hands on the ground and push myself back up again
Gasp from the corner when they see my face, a lost friend
They know the look but they can't remember a single name
Am I trapped in a hell forced to lay here and decay

They feel like they know what it's like
To sense like you're not real lost in time
I try to explain to you I care
It's just all, it's all in my head

Realities just a kick in the teeth
Numb yourself out to not feel a thing
Derealization comes with the flood
It's like my souls been dragged through the mud

Whiplash to the devil in front of me
He looks familiar reflections key
Cus that person  was always me
Dragging coffins around  to keep peace

change your mind now perspectives are skewed
He wants to speak about how I was used
So easily no he didn't have to do a thing
Cus this hell was brought on by me

Cracks in the window frame speak the truth
They  show me memories of how I was abused
A family tormented in pain
Bottled down to ignite the flame

He tells me secrets of when I was a kid
I didn't know much but he knew I gave in
To jealousy acts of blindness, corrupted fiend
I guess the one I really hated was always me

They feel like they know what it's like
To sense like you're not real, lost in time
I try to explain to you I care
It's just all, it's all in my head

Realities just a kick in the teeth
Numb yourself out to not feel a thing
Derealization comes with the flood
It's like my soul’s been dragged through the mud

Lets Go

LYRICS:

Breaking down a lot lately
They say that you don't hate me
I'd rather you don’t message me at all
Tell me why tell me why you just stall

Am I just not enough
In my mind yeah I'm stuck 
What does it take to love again
I don't want to open up to them

Waking up on the bathroom floor
I can't get out of this fog
Is this what it means to feel alive
This isn't living it's like I've died

Pressure from the ones I love
I’m scared that they'll break my trust
Giving in to them yeah all again
Didn’t have respect for me back then

You kiss I fall 
No please don't call
Push me back and say you love me 
Yeah you know that that's a joke

Will you come home
I'm so alone
Push me back and say you hate me
Yeah I don't get you at all

Open the door to the wooden house that we built 
But I know that it couldn't withstand
All the guilt that I feel from you, 
Am I at fault yeah im confused

I may not be perfect 
But I'm still human, I'm still feeling
All the doubt that you carved in my skin all the letters that you wrote
Are the sigils that keep me trapped within

I'm not blooming im falling
I'm sick to death of you calling
Every time you slip up yeah we make mistakes
But I'm not coming home

Empathy seems to be latched on my face
Every time I look at you disgraced
So why do I reply to you
When I know I'm being used

You kiss I fall 
No please don't call
Push me back and say you love me 
Yeah you know that that's a joke

Will you come home
I'm so alone
Push me back and say you hate me
Yeah I don't get you at all

Falling Apart

LYRICS:

With eyes wide shut did you expect much
A kid 16 stolen car burnt clutch
30 of the limit, yeah losing traction to the sludge
My car goes up the boundary yeah that's the first time that I lost touch

In my brain or something it's still a stain on my name
Try to reach out to someone but all that's left pain
Are we truly on our own in this life
You bring a kid out who can't walk and put his neck to the scythe and you

Ask how he's doing, does he have a job yet
You’re always locked in your room, yeah are you upset
It's not like you would even understand if I explained
A father's expression is numb when you just bring shame
 
I had a conversation with the devil in the undertow
No matter how hard you work you will still someone that you loathe
Yeah I know I will be always someone that I just hate
At least I can admit so I put up with the weight

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

A life tied to the noose yeah always bad news
Do I stay do I go, yeah I never can choose
Making friends with the pills it's the same
See another psych who has to see a paper note to know my name

Give too much empathy, you'll be tread on
If I'm not careful I'll end up gone
Can't stand up for myself when I tell them I just need a break
Keep on pushing on my mental state I'll end up in a shallow grave

And I’ll sink, sink into somewhere I don't know
See my life down here and I'll say please go
I don't want to know about something that I will never be
There's a heavy weight on my chest and I think I've met defeat, alone

Feel the hate peel the skin, just a heretic within
Or at least your god would say
What's the problem yeah what's wrong thought I made this one strong
Chuck him down to the side, see what's messed up inside

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

All I Bring Is Shame

LYRICS:

You know I can't be someone that you depend on
Cus you know when you hit me up I will not answer
The consequences of separation are never easy
And when you’re all alone you hit me up, say that you need me

But I'm sick of that, I don't wanna be used to the grave
Panic attacks hit the stage open up I'm in a state
Dont wanna talk about feelings why can't I be left alone
I'm not coping, I’m not good, I didn't think that it would show

Yeah cus, I didn't want to be someone that you depend on
I didn't want to be the one that didn't answer
You said "Hold your tongue cus I don't want to hear you ever speak,
You just stay inside, haven't had a reply in a week."

"I hope you suffer in the bed that you have made for yourself
Are you happy all alone, in this hell are you content?"
"Yeah I don't care about you, I guess this is goodbye,
Cus I still don't understand the reasons why you wanna die."

Cus I hate you, when you break me, you choose
It was always us two back then I was confused
It's always when I see you falter I slip up to
I see that you are amused by the fact I need you

You know I couldn't help you when you just suffered
You know I couldn't be something that you wanted
Always getting up at me like I made a mistake
Push us back and then we break, constant fighting, say we’re fake

You wanna reprimand me for times when I didn't understand
Don't want to explain it to me so you give me the backhand
You say that I'm selfish for trying to be someone that just cares
But you run away, ignore me then just give me a blank stare

So what the fuck is up with it, I get it yeah you hate
Everyone who doesn't understand the pain that you create
You say you wanna tear them down in hopes that they never exist
I guess we all just have opinions and to you they don't mean shit

I see, "You suffer in the bed that you made for yourself
Are you happy, all alone in this hell are you content?"
"Yeah you know I care about you, I guess this is goodbye
And I still don't understand the reasons why you wanna die."

Cus I hate you, when you break me, you choose
It was always us two back then I was confused
It's always when I see you falter I slip up to
I see that you are amused by the fact I need you

Cautious

SMILE :)

https://soundcloud.com/xorochii
prod soprettyanxiety

Knock Knock

[Music Video ↓]

$LOTHBOI x Xorochi - Knock Knock

Stream 'Bad Luck' Here: https://ffm.to/badluckk

https://www.instagram.com/chrisrain/
https://soundcloud.com/lordronin

Bad Luck

SPOTIFY

CHRIS RAIN x RØNIN - "BAD LUCK"

SIR!

CHRIS RAIN - SIR!

prod. ocin

Years pass by 
Don’t waste your life 
Thinking bout what you can’t have 
Years pass by 
And we still fight 
This feeling’s overwhelming 

Tell me, am I gonna make things right? 
Am I gonna break through time 
I know baby that’s just life 
I don’t wanna cry at night 
I’m not gonna lose this fight 
Get rid of the parasite 
Beware of the final bite 
Time to rewrite 

Girl I’m so scared of all this racing 
But I don’t wanna slow down 
Slow down 
Will you repair me it’s so scary 
Living life in a ghost town 
Ohhh, ohh, oh 

Tell me, am I gonna make things right? 
Am I gonna break through time 
I know baby that’s just life 
I don’t wanna cry at night 
I’m not gonna lose this fight 
Get rid of the parasite 
Beware of the final bite 
Time to rewrite

parasite

I has several comments that said my Sonic song wasn't very "Sonic".
So here's some generic butt-rock to fix that.
[Verse 1]
In the labyrinth of lightning, we're the whispers in the wind,
Chasing echoes of the titans, where the stars have never been.
Riding on the crests of waves that the oceans never chart,
Seeking out the riddles wrapped within the quantum heart.

[Pre-Chorus]
Dive deeper into the vortex where the dreams defy the norms,
Spinning tales of helix threads through the eye of cosmic storms.

[Chorus]
Life throws the punches, harder in the dark,
But we rise like thunder, bolder than the sparks.
In the night we wander, but stronger we embark,
Because what doesn’t break us makes us leave a mark.

[Verse 2]
With the gravity of galaxies pulling at our pace,
We're relativity’s rebels in a time-wrapped race.
Navigating nebulae where light bends truth and tale,
Our spirits sync in symphony, resilient through the gale.

[Pre-Chorus]
Forge forward through the fables where the wild metaphors play,
Clutch the chaos close and dance the disarray.

[Chorus]
Life throws the punches, harder in the dark,
But we rise like thunder, bolder than the sparks.
In the night we wander, but stronger we embark,
Because what doesn’t break us makes us leave a mark.

[Chorus]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, we're stronger than before,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, hear the thunder roar.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, pushing through the strife,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, lighting up the life.

[Outro]
So we’ll lift each other higher, in the puzzles we pursue,
For every moment mired, there’s a miracle in view.
Chasing shadows of the giants, in the echoes we outgrow,
Together in the trials, we’re the heroes of our own.

What if AI made a "Sonic Adventure 3" theme?

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

Lets Go

Rivilin

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