''I still don't know where I am  I see passion in our pain  I'm still loving you the same  But I ain't coping with the pain'' hits home brother <3

i wish i could hear this song in the club so i know what its like to cry in the club

featured on IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/EJxGDvU7apU 🖤

I really love your songs but I hope you're doing well mentally, dude. Much love <3

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MrDenisoyd - XANAX (prod. sadface)

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
--------------------

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi for jumping on this track <3

Yeah, take a step back see the faces under yeah they scream
get my life back from the ones who say they're real to me
feel the train tracks vibrate under as you intervene
get a flashback, realize now that  suicide is free

memories stack, like a knife it slices and I bleed
(I FEEL FREE)
realize now that, the options there if I just want to leave
(FOLLOW ME)
feel my spine crack from the pressure of the stress it creaks
(I FEEL FREE)
flick a match down watch the embers burning at my feet
(FOLLOW ME)

cut up slice down, I don't want to talk now
(DOWN THE HOLE)
change up lose faith in a god who betrayed
(NO, NO)
everything that we tried to be
(ANIMALS)
we're just human yeah why can't you understand
(WE’RE ANIMALS)

how cruel could you be, to give a body to someone so weak
(DOWN IT ALL)
it's not like you to intervene, then why’d you put a curse on me
(FOLD, FOLD)
deteriorate, fatigue, chemistry wasn't your expertise
(MAN THE ZONE)
you lied, then left, guess this father never cared
(BURN IT ALL)
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke
 


Burn the world ash I’m doing god a fucking favor
Watch me self destruct and I’ma send you to your maker
All together now let's walk to hell it's getting cold
Know the devil waiting, keeping on saying, that we gotta go

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke

Lazarus Ft $lothboi

Ethan 2 goated prod.bend3r

FEEL IT

soundtrack to a sadboi

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Nickeltrap

FML Freestyle

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~ Backup Vocals By Hollowed Hope ~

Sons of Icarus ft. SpaceMan Zack (prod. N1N9TEEN 99)

prod: @tangent-beats
I’ll be ready to be happy on the day I fuckin pass 
Why they acting tryna stab me in the back before they last 
I’m just walking tryna move on put my foot up on the gas 
Life an auction tryna keep all that I got as far as laughin
I want to feel the floor 
Wanna matter any more 
In my bag I’m feeling sore 
tryna work it out n sort 
Demon knocking at my door 
Asking me the time of day 
Tryna flip my time into another ballad with the grey 
It’s the pain I’m in 
I’m tryna heal it bitch
Tryna be within 
 I got people to fill in 
On the steeple growing thin 
Pray to god I get a gift 
Need a moment just to breathe and feel the season in the wind 
I feel like seizing up and dying on a mother fucking whim 
I can’t believe it tryna give me up I know I gotta win 
Yo I know just where I been and I’m never going back 
Soap an ocean drowning in my personality it’s bad 
and It’s a 
fuckin problem 
Finna get it finna solve it 
idea of me I dissolve it
There’s Anxiety in the solvent 
Cleaning it up I’m upon it 
Molecular imma go bomb it
Imma just turn to my tonic 
Sicka the runnin I’m sick a the sonic 
Boom boom bitch shit
Cracked my wrist my whip whip 
When I crashed that shit shit 
Reminded me of this this 
So I Subsist on uplift 
Member them days on Sussex 
All of them days I was kid 
All of that shit a past life

i wanted to be someone (prod. tangent)

check out my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/leonjohnston

girl yeah I’m the only one,
girl yeah watch me come undone,
white lines coat my vision man
watch me loose myself again

piercing pressure in my head
some say live some want me dead
pop a pill or two to sleep
baby girl I’m yours to keep

what am I?
no sense of purpose in this world I call home
I’m losing control

I never planned it to turn out this way yeah,
I’m stumbling on my own words I don’t know what to say
so, I settle in this little home inside my chest
stay right here, lock the door and say it’s for the best

losing to temptation, losing all again
your texting my back say you wanna be more then friends
cus you know how its gonna end,
you lost to all this guilt again

who said, what’s that, I don’t know you
listen to me yeah, I leave when I choose
who said, what’s that, I don’t trust you
I’ve lost myself this all breaks me in two

girl yeah I’m the only one,
girl yeah watch me come undone,
white lines coat my vision man
watch me loose myself again

piercing pressure in my head
some say live some want me dead
pop a pill or two to sleep
baby girl I’m yours to keep

I call her up, she doesn’t call me back 
I only see her when she turns her back 
I know I put you through a lotta hurt 
But you dragged me all along this dirt 

You make me feel I don't deserve you 
Even after everything we've been through 
I seem to keep on coming back to you 
And you seem to keep on climbing up on me 

I still don't know where I am 
I see passion in our pain 
I'm still loving you the same 
But I ain't coping with the pain 

I've lost myself in you 
I can’t get enough of you 
The pain it comes with you 
Yeah it rushes me to hell

girl yeah I’m the only one,
girl yeah watch me come undone,
white lines coat my vision man
watch me loose myself again

piercing pressure in my head
some say live some want me dead
pop a pill or two to sleep
baby girl I’m yours to keep

only one; come undone (Ft Leon Johnston)

Written by Noah Kittinger
Produced by Noah Kittinger & Paul Kintzing 
Saxophone preformed by Blake Parker
Bass preformed by Paul Kintzing 
Drums, synths, samples and guitar by Noah Kittinger
Mixed by Paul Kintzing & Noah Kittinger
Mastered by Paul Kintzing

https://open.spotify.com/track/3gd8CCE8TvyNVS0fZjB5Ac?si=xGBKb0AxSuu4Z3-xWZ9pcQ

https://youtu.be/jXsZVHcWZZw

production @b_z_k_t
mix @ovrcz

lyrics 

I BE LONELY FOREVER 
CANT BE NO TRUST IN A BITCH 
I BE LONELY FOREVER
CANT BE NO TRUST IN A BITCH 
I BE LONELY FOREVER 
CANT BE NO TRUST IN A BITCH 
I BE LONELY FOREVER
CANT BE NO TRUST IN A BITCH 

AY BOY YOU PHONY AS EVER 
SNEAK DISS MY NAME BUT YOU BITCH 
I TAKE YO WHOLE FAN BASE 
AND DROP THEM HOES ON MY DICK 
BITCH IM A ONE MAN GANG 
TAKE YO CLIQUE OUT QUICK 
YO BITCH KNOW THAT IM THE MAN 
RIP YO SHIT, EASY 

I KILL EM WITH HER ON MY MIND 
I KILL EM WITH HER ON MY MIND 
I KILL EM WITH HER ON MY MIND 

FOR HURT THAT THEY DID I BRING PAIN 
AND I CANT TRUST HOES 
CAUSE THEY FAKE 
CAUSE THEY FAKE
YOU ACTIN LIKE YOU DOWN BITCH 
BUT NO YOU AINT 
NO YOU AINT 

FUCK BOY STOP TALKIN 
BEFORE YOU GET YO SHIT CRUSHED 
PUT THAT THIRTY TO HIS FACE
LET THAT 9 PICK HIM UP 
I COME FROM A DIRTY PLACE
WHERE YOU BITCHES NEVER COME 

THEY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO 
WITH THEY TIME 
STARTED TRAPPIN MY FLOWS 
I MAKE MINE 
IN THE BACK OF MY SKULL 
IS STRAIGHT CRIME 
THAT BITCH HATIN 
I SHINE LIKE THE SUN 
GOT MY OWN STYLE 
BITCH I SOUND LIKE NO ONE 
GOT SADNESS ALL ON MY MIND 
WHAT THEY WANT 
THEY SNEAK DISS ON THE TWITTER
BUT THEY BITCH 
STAY TO MYSELF I SAY FUCK ALL THESE 
HOES 
STICK TO MYSELF I SAY FUCK ALL THESE HOES 

YOU FAKE AS FUCK 
YOU AINT SINCERE 
YOU AINT BOUT A THING


@thebeamon

spotify

BEAMON - KAWHI (PRODUCED BY BZKT)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cscu1d9DIZo

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

Devil

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Devil (5head)  [Music Video ↓]

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/jEXbrEt6T9U 🔥

https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales
https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Lyrics

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

I’ve done
So much
It’s playin in my head at night

How come
I can’t
Seem to make it feel alright

Make time
Slow down
Stop to think of our demise

Take time
Break up
Nothing changes but the lies

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Ring Ring
The telephone goes
I aint pick up the phone

Ima let it call all night
Cuz bitch Im too damn fucking high
Too fucking pick this up tonight

I get high, so that I won’t fall
But isolation takes it all
The phone is ringing down the hall,
I want you, but I’m too gone to call

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Use me to deny all the pain
I gave a fuck when you ain’t
Ill be there when you need me
Like its gun b fine, cuz my hug from behind
All safe

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

The Sin of Sloth

Emfuckingbrace Me

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Emfuckingbrace Me w/ Nicolas Sales (CRCL)

Lyrics

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Who you gonna wibe with
Yeah that's me
I'm a swede
Writing songs to different beats

You ask me what i am i say part machine
You ask me what i have i say real big dreams

Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't
Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't

I came to present my greatness
Witness the image of fake shit
Yeah
I will attempt for the top
So many people they tell me I’ll rot
Fuck that
I’m pushing the pen into pages
I’m writing myself and it’s stainless
I’m holding a pill and a note
How many times did I witness y’all choke
Damn
I came to follow my dreams
Taking everything that’s part of the theme
Park it then drive it it’s all a routine
I got a reason to burst at the seams
Can’t take it back no mistakes at that no regrets not depressed and I hate the fact that you make attacks and I’m so attached to this life all the strife and I ate the rack so just play it back

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Who you gonna wibe with
Yeah that's me
I'm a swede
Writing songs to different beats

You ask me what i am i say part machine
You ask me what i have i say real big dreams

Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't
Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't

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Amsterdam (Feat.Prompto)

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

only one; come undone (Ft Leon Johnston)

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