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TSUGIHAGI RECORDS [Amen Freaks Vol.1]
http://tr-amen-freaks-1.tumblr.com/ 

頒布日 　2015/08/16
頒布場所　C88 3日目 西め15a
価格 　1000JPY

Extra vacation(TSUGIHAGI RECORDS [Amen Freaks Vol.1])

sample: Capstan - Reprieve <3

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

tothegood - I AM A LIAR

Visuals & Merch soon <3 

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https://open.spotify.com/artist/2P2zYG7Y8nNHrn6Sk7yLlz 

Production https://soundcloud.com/prodmesa 
Master https://soundcloud.com/squillopierre

Paint A Smile On My Face [prod. me$a]

prod : https://soundcloud.com/blackdeku
mixed by : https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

Lyrics

And his lifes in a loop and he fucking hates it
Everyday he wants to wakes to he wants change it
Stuck in the same everything everyday
He looks in the mirror and sees only pain
His wrists and bleeding his face drained
His lifes been feeling like someones games
He feels abused and he feels used
And now theres bloodstains on the couch stains
His eyes are full of rain
I’m going to die today
He whispers then croaks then gargles the rest
Everything slowly turns a shade of red
He feels at peace then his mind goes blank
But then we wakes up, another day of the damned

misery (prod. blackdeku)

hardtek drenchcore style :D

http://beatmaniauet.sakura.ne.jp/Construction_02/
https://hardcore-teknology.bandcamp.com/album/hctk-002

[HCTK-002]初めての構築

Hyperdance Rising

Free Download

Taken from the album Ratrose


What comes around, comes around
Sooner than later it's found
It’s their lips, they say that you’re guilty
I feel absolutely nothing

A fist to the face your down
Knock your ass straight on the ground
Its to late, to late to change it
I know that you really, really hate me

Every day I feel like I’m talking about the same sad shit,
All the same friends, all the fake friends
Wanna take a bite out of me,
part of my clique, gonna get hit

I still remember my first cd, hybrid theory,
I was only fucking seven man, I’ve been pursuing since then
Man, happier days were said to be found
I’m slowly getting there but man I still feel alone

Yeah, it’s what I really just know
I’ve cut off all the people who did me wrong
Why can't you just let me go

Its just depression, manic bipolar
Fuck all this new shit another disorder,
Downing with pills, lost how I feel
I wanna come up and see if you’re real

What comes around, comes around
Sooner than later it's found
It’s their lips, they say that you’re guilty
I feel absolutely nothing

A fist to the face your down
Knock your ass straight on the ground
It’s too late, too late to change it
I know that you really, really hate me


Man, some of the best days I had were with you, 
yeah,
But lately, it feels like you just wanna say you rate me
Coming at you when you say were through

Cus I’m sick of this fucking on and off shit
Set your fucking story straight before you come and yell in my face
Cus your saying I owe you, your saying I should know you
I don’t wanna do this anymore cus you’ve changed

Manipulate, you wanna say you relate
To all these songs but man I feel your so fucking fake
I was lying on deaths fucking door, 
but I see you watching me, you smiled, and you left


It’s just depression, manic bipolar
Fuck all this new shit another disorder,
Downing with pills, lost how I feel
I wanna come up and see if you’re real


What comes around, comes around
Sooner than later it's found
It’s their lips, they say that you’re guilty
I feel absolutely nothing

A fist to the face your down
Knock your ass straight on the ground
It’s too late, too late to change it
I know that you really, really hate me

karma

drug addicted from the ghost in the wall, losing my patience thinking that I’ll fall
you just want me out yeah, I’m gone
depravity flares inside my mind, choking on my words I don’t have time
time for you to take me apart

drug addicted from the ghost in the wall, losing my patience thinking that I’ll fall
you just kick me down yeah, I’m fine
depravity flares inside my mind, choking on my words I don’t have time
for this anymore man, I just need some space, I miss my friend

let the rats come out of their holes, they’re chewing my neck and at my toes
they want everything, they want my soul, they come out to watch me bleed

remember waking up in your bed and your father was standing above me
looking me down, shaking left to right, you know I didn’t have the will to fight for you
I had my own issues, they hurt you too, 
I see you laugh when you say we are through

black eye, bruised face, this is nothing, but I left disgraced
two words, I hate, everything your about to say
your suicidal tendencies seem to get the best of me
defining characteristics, I never thought I had

see you passed out on the couch, not waking up to the issues
of us together again, I think this is more then just tunnel vision
I can’t believe you'd turn your back to all your friends
yeah, maybe it’s for the best

Vinheim

I see the memories of us stack to the back of my head
I can’t tell what is fact from fiction, I don’t wanna make decisions like this
I’m just stuck in bed like its a prison, lost to sleep, now losing vision
best times I’ve had were with you
 
memories of us stack to the back of my head
I can’t tell what is fact from fiction, I don’t wanna make decisions like this
cus were are you now man
I guess I just miss you
 
so what does this make us now, lingering in this cloud
of choosing where I wanna go and who I want to be
 
but everyone wants something from me, 
they see that I’m just coming up and every day it feels like I’m just I’m loosing more of myself
of pictures of us together, 
losing sense of structure all again
 
brown hair, brown eyes, you say its fine, but I’m not really coping
constant state of high i’m fading, depression wants to say he's here again
maybe I deserve it, maybe I don’t, maybe its karma, maybe its a joke
I don’t really know my options but I feel like I’ve lost hope
 
fading back and forth between reality
maybe its time I just leave
 
have you felt the feeling of shame from your family man
when you just wanna follow your dream and pursue something that’s important to you
cus I know what it’s like to be kicked on the floor
they don’t look at me anymore they just shut the door
 
I’m just a rat, just a vermin,  alone I’m a hermit
living in the back producing my beats
so ill just stay alone,
cus everything I do just ends up hurting you

Frail

prod. by me
mixed by me

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLZbv_QHItA

enjoy 
失恋

Official Music Video

lifeless  失恋 (music video below)

haha im sick :(
prod. @prodspyder

lyrics:

Yeah I’m singing on a free beat
That’s your girl? Yeah she talk to me
Take a walk cos I’m bored
I’m broke yeah I can’t afford it

Yeah I’m singing on a free beat
That’s your girl? Dang, she smell like feet
Yeah, youtube to mp3
Download that shit real quick

I’m sick, I really need to blow my nose
Put my Birkenstock’s on, she said what are those 
I ran out of Kleenex 
What the fuck rhymes with Kleenex 

Yeah I’m sippin
I’m sippin tea
Yeah I’m medicated 
Vitamin C

Yeah I’m sippin
I’m sippin tea
medicated 
Vitamin C

If I die tonight
Won’t you Let me rest
Bury me with that vaporub on my chest 

If I die tonight 
Please just leave me be
I can’t taste shit and it’s killing me


Yeah I’m singing on a free beat
That’s your girl? Yeah she talk to me
Take a walk cos I’m bored
I’m broke yeah I can’t afford it

Yeah I’m singing on a free beat
That’s your girl? Dang, she smell like feet
Yeah, youtube to mp3
Download that shit real quick

I’m sick, I really need to blow my nose
Put my Birkenstock’s on, she said what are those 
I ran out of Kleenex, yeah :(
I ran out of Kleenex, yeah :’(

Yeah I’m sippin
I’m sippin tea
Yeah I’m medicated 
Vitamin C

Yeah I’m sippin
I’m sippin tea
medicated 
With the CBD

im sick freestyle (prod. spyder)

                              

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yeah so thank you I watch you leave all again
you know I hate you, yeah you don’t understand
oh yeah so thank you, you push me down all again
you know I hate you when things get so out of hand

Yeah yeah 

im that kid that didn’t learn shit yeah
emotionally stunted from my ex bitch yeah
always hitting me up on the flip phone yeah
got me back on the drugs I didn’t want to be like this

cus your teeth are putting pressure outside my neck
I feel like my throat is closing up
your eyes are burning deeply straight through my skin
when I see you  im frozen up

I don’t even remember much of our time together
but it still comes back to me in my sleep
cus I still feel like im drowning in my sheets
Every day I feel like im getting more weak

an empty void where you said you’d let go
cus theirs nothing like your love
its the only one I’ve ever known
im not ok, im so fatigued.

you stretch the skin off my bones
im just an empty vessel you call home

yeah cus im so use to it, so sick of it
yeah im just plagued by anxiety and depression
cus im not coping not hoping anymore
I know you’ll come back to take me apart

GECKO

sshvdow x hxlez - "Drowning In You"

Self produced / Sad  

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Vinheim

Rivilin

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