hi. it's me.
i'm 23 now, so here's a song.
love u ❤️ i'll see u soon

~ a

23 (freestyle) [prod. christaddelos]

Thank you @julycancelled @tismoo @savageboyback for what you put into this

When we talk, you're not the same
I wish some things would never change
when time passes, we turn to gray
Will I manage to stay the same x2

And you're peeking out my window 
I'll go which way the wind blows me 
Ain't no plan in mind 
As long as I have room to breath 
I don't care 
Life ain't fair 
But I'm scared that I won't make it anywhere 

When we talk, you're not the same
I wish some things would never change
when time passes, we turn to gray
Will I manage to stay the same x2

@tismoo
A little sailor boy
Who's scared to stay inside 
You know times get hard for me 
I'm tryna change my life 
For what its worth baby
I see what you're saying 
I see the world changing 
Time don't wait for nobody 
But I manage to stay the same 

From the head to the tip of your toes 
Plenty of things that I wish you could know 
Calling my phone 
Only one way that this could go
All I wanted was some space
Couple seconds where you not in my face
Know im the lesser of evils but you can't accept that accountability a thing that you never could take 
I tried to be a good person and wait
Fighting my morals it feels me with pain and confusion 
Know I'll go insane when I lose you cause your actions bring me to do this 
Break up and make up and do it again 
I think you should find some new friends 
You getting mad cause I'm finally done with pretending finished with keeping it in

Call me what you want but you can't call me fake
You know I kept it real ain't no debate
Call it what you want but Ima call it fate
There is no avoiding what's coming

@julycancelled
I can't tell you yes or no let's see where it goes
Got me peeking out the side like a monocle
I've been adjusting to your time if you want to know 
Why I been spending every night staying up till 4

i'm changing w/ tismo ft. july.

i wana make a nice song 
we fuckin with the lights on 
i serenade the time gone
i fix a drink you make it strong
think im buzzin now this wont take long
me myself prefer the bud
smokin while we makin love
think i thank the stars above

oh baby i cant help it 
i feel like i am meltin
this choppy cone aint helpin
i dunno who myself is
i think i have been selfish

but maybe you could tell bitch!
i dunno!
pop another addeeral
this damage its collateral
thinkTHAT  i could make you ssadder still
push a little harder
maybe end up like my father
need to stack this paper larger
i got dreams of baby daughters
bro i hustle you just launder
zoppie laced with marijuana
ill take anything i wana 
reach the top u know i gotta

PLAYED IT SAFE LOOK IT WHERE IT GOT YOU
YOU FUCKIN WITH THE SNAKES IM KILLIN CROCS JUST LIKE LACOSTE DUDE
NO I DONT NEED NO COSTUME 
THIS IS NOT AN ACT 
YOU TRY TO SMOKE WITH ME YOULL HAVE A HEART ATTACK
YOU DO NOT MESS WITH THE RAT
HALF AN O JUST FOR THE DRIVE OVER
WHAT YOU CUNTS CONSIDER GEEKED IS just MY SOBER
GET BAKED WE LIKE SOME TOASTERS
NEVER LOSIN MY COMPUSRE
SINKIN DEEP INTO THESE SOFAS
REALLY I AM NOT FUSSED
I JUST RIDE MY OWN BUZZ
MAYBE YOU DONT KNOW CUZx2

oh baby i cant help it 
i feel like i am meltin
this choppy cone not helpin
i dunno who myself is
i think i have been selfishx2

COLLATERAL

yeah nothing ever set in stone
like a dog i throw u bone 
over and over and over again
cycles repeating i want them to end
i guess it depends
my life back i get
you can keep it the rest
yeah i never suggested, you hate that i guessed it, im long black you nessquick
im faded u shitfaced
i made it u pissed babe
i take back my loving you act like its nothing

theres never discussion
these carpets so lumpy, i know its disgusting
i feel like your heartless, i grew up, you stopped it
photoshop its docotered, i feel like imposter
its your fault the roster, in my head it fosters
these feelings and thoughts of my own death
i know know what my zone is 
now taking my throne this
is the mission
you can step down in subbmission
this rivxr obey now i listen




I CAN FEEL THE NEED FOR CONTROL ITCHIN IN MY SKULL
FIRE BURNIN INDEPENDENT IN MY SOUL
I BEEN ON MY OWN SINCE 17
FUCK YOU BITCHES YOU CAN LEAVE

I TELL THE TRUTH YOU CAUSE A SCENE
YOULL NEVER LISTEN TO THIS ANYWAY
I MAYBE THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD CHANGE
I KNOW MY PHONES GONNA RING OFF THE HOOK WHEN IM FAMOUS
JELOUSY IS SO CONTAGIOUS, I CUT YOU BITCHESS OFF WITH STAINLESS
BUT YOU WOULD DIG THE KNIFE IN JUST TO PROVE A POINT 
AND NOW I GOTTA FILL THE VOID
YOU CAN SWEEP IT ALL!
you can sweep it, x2
you can sweep it all under ya lumpy carpets, bitch

LUMPY CARPETS

rivxr