recorded on an iphone at a random hotel room in berlin circa 2019

lyrics:
asked can you feel this
the pain stopped ringing in my head
i lost all feeling
the cuts dig deeper in my skin

they heal through seasons
but winters cold
i feel so scared

so can you hear me
now that you're gone
no voice is there
im so scared

im so scared
im so scared
im so
im so scared

--

if you have ever been in a similar headspace
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

in loving memory

NINETEEN w imnotvrycreative + zxtr (prod. TYRAZ + cat fight)

cover of "justin bieber, nicki minaj - beauty and the beat"

beauty and the beat [ cover ]

AMSTERDAM FREESTYLE  (me)

butter chicken w/ javi (me)

death note (me)

make it work (me)

written: me 
mixed: me 
produced: me

sorry for the late drop here  :/

im dropping soon again tho. much love yall.

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxruben/untitled-demo

Lyrics:

no i cant take your love
tryna slow things down when i take my time, 
these things fall apart.
no i cant take your love
wanna speed things up i know, could you please put on some clothes?

i don’t think imma fall in love i take it all the wrong way
this aint love its lust we on the same page
no more trust i lost it all the same day.
i dont owe you anything
(i dont owe you anything at all)

look at the stars tonight
i know whats on your mind
you’re tryna chase that feeling 
you’re tryna chase that (high)
love when my heart gets beating 
reminds me im still alive
i know its complicated 
just trust we’ll be alright

promise we’ll be just fine
as long as we take our time
i know you’re something different
there’s something between the lines

|i don’t think imma fall in love i take it all the wrong way
this aint love its lust we on the same page
no more trust i lost it all the same day.
i dont owe you anything
(i dont owe you anything at all) |

i’m not the one
im not the one you can run to
so out of love
so out of love, how imma trust you?
hit with a gun
hit with a gun right through my mental
ran out of love, ran out of love baby

look at the stars tonight
i know whats on your mind
you’re tryna chase that feeling 
you’re tryna chase that (high)
love when my heart gets beating 
reminds me im still alive
i know its complicated 
just trust me we’ll be alright




untitled demo (me)

scripts

дно w/ силена (prod. courrt)

nigga im so geeked up
im so highhh
i just told that bitch bye bye
(bye bye)
nigga im so fucking fly
yeah your bitch wanna say hi
i just wanna stay high
bae u get high

red eyes just hit me like a tide
bitch i dont want you crying
purple syrip got me cryin
on the window sill yh the rain cryin
bitch my money rain
and i got paid (bitch)
i got painnn
blood up im a stain
she wont give me brain
baby i told you to stayyy
yeah why u wanna goo 
bitch where u wanna go

yh why u wanna go
bitch pick up on the phone
(why u wanna go)
i just wanna atone (ahh)
i just wanna atoneeee
my swag like gold
my swag yeah u stole (blehh)
i just wanan bone
she js wanna bone
she wanan bone
i got number 9 on me (she wanna bone)
yuh brand new fucking blunt which i just  roll (yuhh)

yuh demi lovato
i got sum suicidal doorsss
say that u dont know ball
i got on me a gen 5 switch its homicidalll (u dk ball)
yuh yo bitch say ima star im a idollll
she wanna make a movie on her iphone (im a idol)
(on her phone)
baby keep on taking flicks on my iphone (blehhh)

make it work (me)

rllr