out on all plats
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3E6yQkIDGNAIPpNBS1e38u?si=8e6e166a5bed45fe
p: @shadeaway

lyrics:
I see your eyes around the corner
I splash my face into some water
Yeah, paranoia, and disorders
It's not safe, I tried to warn her

She didn't listen 
yeah she was fuckin' gone in an instant
I start to lose cognition
It's gone along with my vision

It's hard to see, it's hard to breathe
I feel the shivers in my teeth
I think I'm dying, I start to grieve
My thoughts all kill me silently

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

I lead my mind into a ditch 
think I might pop my fucking lid
They tell me I'll go far and I'm just a kid
I know, but I don't really want to exist

It's so damn hard to stay awake
Bad thoughts, and all of these headaches
My minds a glass, about to break
Overthink about every step I take

It's hard to see, it's hard to breathe
I feel the shivers in my teeth
I think I'm dying, I start to grieve
My thoughts all kill me silently

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

I've been trying to find a way 
but some things don't ever fucking change
I try to suppress these memories
but they come back on full display

haunted

@1bearr - 
Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my

[@rlvst]
Give me your bag, I left it in the bedroom
Pack my bags, then I'll tell you why I left you
So decieving, girl I try my best to
Trust your words but, I can't ever trust you

What you did you broke me in two halfs
You broke my heart, I can't go back
I'm crying fixed with some Cognac
I take the train I hope to crash
Why do you hate me so passive aggressive
You're the reason I've been so obsessive
Drugs to me, yeah they act so supressive
You're the reason I've been so progressive 

@1bearr - 
Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my
Don't really care what you're saying
Tell me that you love me, i know you're playing
Know you wanna meet, but I'd rather stay in 
My own bed is where I'll be laying

@alkayn 
Its 3pm, haven’t left my bed
Never been the type to reminisce
but there’s this feeling in my chest
and I just can’t stop running out of breath

Holding my own hands, trying not to call
My eyes best friend’s been the drywall
I fucked it up, it’s all my fault
I drown my pain with alcohol
I don’t recognize myself
I keep my feelings on a shelf
I hate my being in itself
I’m sorry I can’t take your help

I’m sick of saying that I’m fine
I wish that I could turn back time
I don’t go up, I just decline
I’m just a prick by my design
Feels like I’m bad at everything 
Just fucking say it, you hate me
You moved on so complacently
My life’s a pot of agony

@1bearr
Both been here before
You saying we should try once more
You're rotten to the core
On your way out make sure you close the door

Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my
Don't really care what you're saying
Tell me that you love me, i know you're playing
Know you wanna meet, but I'd rather stay in 
My own bed is where I'll be laying

rewind w/ rl + alkayn

--- lyrics ---
(So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone)

Love from a distance, I've been losing my mind
I can't fix it, vision starts to go blind
Don't solicit, blacked out no time
Lost cognition, I should've listened
I did so much to preserve our love
I don't understand where we went wrong
Vision blurry I'm starting to fall
Seems like you never cared all along

All the effort I would put in, you threw away so our love it is disputed
You treat me like I should've understood and I don't, I won't

So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone
So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone

Seems like our love is misconstrued
I think it's time to conclude
The only reason we're apart is your attitude
I don't have the time to follow through
I'm so tired of the misconceptions
Using my words as a lethal weapon
I feel so stripped down can somebody step in
Consequence you can only threaten

And I'm so sick and tired of the games, I thought I told you that I don't wanna play
You say you're different but I see you're the same, again

So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone
So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone

cross

ZOMBIE

sidelines

apartment

SCREAMING ALONE

--- lyrics ---

Watch it all fall down, together
Late night walks when we're together
Feel that I'm in love, but we aren't tethered
Flatlined hearts hope we're forever
We're sat up on the coastline, we feel the breeze on our neck
On a decline, If I'm dying baby will you be my lifeline
Hope we can go somewhere, not just online, these thoughts up in my head

Wanna go, far away, I can't even think for another day
Cause I'm stuck up on the thought thinking will you stay
I have something to confess something to just say

Yeah I think that I'm in love with you
And you don't know it don't know how to get it through
It's only been one day no I can't wait two
Overthink about the things, that I shouldn't do
Yeah I think that I'm in love with you
And you don't know it don't know how to get it through
Girl we're only fifteen so you should've knew
Going manic cause I don't know what to do

Or say
My mental isn't taking control It's a mayday
Addicted to the dopamine in my brain
And now I've lost my train of thought cause you're healing my pain

Can't think, of all the things I'd do if you were by my side
Girl I don't wanna choose cause I'm too blank 
Cause my minds in two different places
When I'm sat beside you
You know I've never felt real love, I guess I'm writing this before we were in love
Guess I'm attracted to the thought of being your dove
I guess thinkin' bout the future where we're above, the world

Why am I writing this in my bed, by myself
Think that you should be here instead
Dreams of you up on my chest, laying your head
Maybe one day it'll be true, I think ahead

Yeah I think that I'm in love with you
And you don't know it don't know how to get it through
It's only been one day no I can't wait two
Overthink about the things, that I shouldn't do
Yeah I think that I'm in love with you
And you don't know it don't know how to get it through
Girl we're only fifteen so you should've knew
Going manic cause I don't know what to do

I wrote this before you severed my heart, thought we were forever but now we're apart
Only used me so you could move on, I'll act like nothing ever happened and I support

lifeline

--- lyrics ---

I can't help, but fall apart, I can't believe we've got this far
I run and run I see the stars, my true feels hidden, cause I'm scarred
I hate my mind It's in a ditch, she told me I can't get it fixed
Can't solve my problems or dismiss, I can't help but just reminisce about

All the things we did in our pass time, say you love me then you leave me behind
I wanna leave this world but I keep crying, can't help myself cause I'm stuck dying

I fall apart into my own abyss keep dying
I know better than this, but I keep digging my hole deeper and
I can't fix, all the little things the little issues
I dismiss, I can't let it go can't let it go anymore

It's getting to my brain, the dopamine drives me inside
Narcissistic personality traits, I hate you we will never talk again

You, ignore your friends when they're on your phone
Egotistical prick, because I'm taking your throne
Oh well "Got it all to myself, to myself" that's what you wanted in the first place (Took an L)
"Guess what I don't care at all" (Obviously you care enough)

Honestly I take it as an honor that you wrote that stuff (About me)
Honestly you're just obsessed, acting like you never cared but I know that you're really stressed 

I fall apart into my own abyss keep dying
I know better than this, but I keep digging my hole deeper and
I can't fix, all the little things the little issues
I dismiss, I can't let it go can't let it go anymore

dismiss

--- lyrics ---

You pushed me away, but that's fine you don't wanna talk anyway
I see the numbers getting to your brain
We gave you too many chances
Still you can't take the blame
It's just wasted potential, the person that you are
Keeping it confidential, and honestly It's sad that
You're so revengeful, to people you know care about 
"How is your mental?" (I feel so dismantled)

Honestly, It was your choice of words
You could've used them better could've made this work
It was your own choice, now you're the one feeling hurt
You're so naive now, don't realize we fell apart

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't

See the crash out, blame it all on me but you're the one that'll act out
You're the one who fired shots first, now you back down
Is it cause you care, or you'll get hurt, by the stats now
Claim we never fell out
It hurts to hear you lie on my name
Wish you would claim what you did but you never take blame
You were the one that started it ignited the flame
Now that you're gone I'm feeling better but it won't be the same

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't save yourself

farewell

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We’ll stand together, proud and free.
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A beacon burning in the night.
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We’ll rise and shine for all to see.
The future’s ours, just wait and see,
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With every stone we place,
We’re winning the race,
Reclaiming what we’ve lost along the way.
We’ll push through every fear,
The end is drawing near,
A new dawn breaking through the gray.

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With courage fierce, we’ll break through.
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And we will rise, we’ll stake our claim.

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We’ll stand together, proud and free.
From the ruins, we’ll ignite,
A beacon burning in the night.
This is our fight, our legacy,
We’ll rise and shine for all to see.
The future’s ours, just wait and see,
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Our journey has just begun.
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Every battle, every scar,
Leads us here, where we belong,
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This is the rise of the colony,
We’ll stand together, proud and free.
From the ruins, we’ll ignite,
A beacon burning in the night.
This is our fight, our legacy,
We’ll rise and shine for all to see.
The future’s ours, just wait and see,
This is the rise of the colony.

Together we rise, we stand tall,
A future for one, a future for all.
We’ll build a world, a shining light,
This is our time, this is our fight.
The colony rises, strong and bright,
We are the stars in the endless night.

apartment

rl

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