when you saw god and i covered my eyes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEcSL7UjHMo

im not mysterious yet
open my coffin and share
i want you always
i want you always
i went through terrible things, sure
i have no memory of where
every time it makes me scared
every time it makes me scared

i walked alone in my head
repeating words that you said
you cant hate me anymore
you ever know that..

im gonna change i swear
kiss me like you care
cry into your shoulder while youre clinging to my hair
clearly, im seeing things
that arent there
that arent there

i walked alone in my head
repeating words that you said
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me

theres something wrong with me
im bringing it up ive been a lonely one
couldnt you tell?

they want your head and your heart
thats up to you
it's not an easy way out
it's hard to do

you bring me to tears yeah
underneath the stairs
take something so i can socialize and try to care

you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore

theres something wrong with me
im bringing it up ive been a lonely one
couldnt you tell?

they want your head and your heart
thats up to you
it's not an easy way out
it's hard to do

im gonna change i swear
kiss me like you care
cry into your shoulder while youre clinging to my hair
clearly, im seeing things
that arent there
that arent there

You Cant Hate Me Anymore

living in my own way
fearing not
i've been awake for all your mineral
i fell asleep
i walked into the road

you're right
i am no different
sometimes
cover me with it
you're right
isn't that all i ever wanted?
you're right
isn't all i ever wanted?

you fucked up everything you know
isn't that sad enough?
isn't that sad enough?
I want my bad dreams
I want my A.D.D.
I want to feel something again

you're right
i am no different
sometimes
cover me with it
you're right
isn't that all i ever wanted?
you're right
isn't all i ever wanted?

do you see
do you see me
because i always wonder why..
am i embarrassing?
hide me away and i'll
i'll never say a thing

Minerall

greetings from ickville

Absolute nugget of internal hysteria set to some crudball guitars and seriously warbled vocal mess.

Any Other Way

Can Not Should Not Will

the upcoming "weed goddess live e.p." from a basement show in newark delaware.  oct 14 2011. featuring the divine katie dill on vocals. recorded by brian waterman (ps we dont own the artwork, stolen from tumblr)

Part 2: goddess (w Katie Dill)

If you want to use this please ask first. 

An Opening

a flamboyant lil tune i recorded in 2014 maybe on 4track. i used to joke about how it was charlie brown music.

2grills1cop.mp3

Demos, old unfinished songs/drones, stuff i ain’t never gonna release proper OR upcoming stuff i may soon be releasing. ez.

Can Not Should Not Will

Rmartel700