demo made in Five minutes

i shot a bullet in her chest when i found out shes who uve been with
i pray to god that every day i wake up free of all ur shit
i fucking knew it
opened my eyes for the first time
and now i finally see you clearly
opened my eyes for the first time
and now ill never miss u dearly

drive into a corner
i see the red signs but i cant tell what they say
ur bored of me? oh what a shame
im falling out the skies are gray
when i look in the mirror i cant tell who it is standing there anymore
my teeth fall out in the sink im bleeding let me fall to the floor

i dont know whats wrong

Drive into a corner

five hours passed and i'm still here
i think my body's starting to change
sometimes it feels like your still near
hallucinating, see your face
i wasted all my time in bed today
and filled the cup with tears
come and watch me lose my sanity
yell it out and cheer

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

it's not about love it's about my life
i think i failed twice, last chance, my time
hide away from the dark standing in the light
no i can't even breathe when your in my sight
i'll spell it out for you
i messed it up i usually do
i got so mad hearing the news
but i'll go on to finally choose

do i need you?

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

Crown lake

when ur back home
i promise i wont let go again
i wrote a sad song
just for u to never hear it
if i could cut open
with all the pain that comes with it
would that teach u how much i need u

ive been trying to change
but im stuck in my old ways
those things ive been dying to say
i cant say cause your away
cant make it to the end of the day
without feeling a bittersweet taste
dont have time to make that change
clocks ticking im running late

Bittersweet

The moon looks better than it did last year
Or maybe I'm seeing it different now
I never it see that clear

The first time I told myself
that I love me was when I was someone else
The first time I let the ice melt
was when he forced me to break out of my shell

I Was Someone Else

Originally was a @katiekross song titled 'assisted suicide' then I realized how corny that sounds

When the time comes around
Will you still want me for who I am
When the day gets cold and boring
Will you still want me for who I am

A fantasy where I went missing
I daydream about it
Thank you God for abandoning me
I got what I wanted

I forget how old I really am
And I use that as an excuse to be stupid

Daydream

production all by me (+32)
art by me
1 out of 4

lyrics:
the tv's acting up
you doubt me everytime
you're looking at my face
i couldn't see your eyes

i nod away 
couldn't help it if i liked
still make the same mistakes
is it messing up if i say that i tried

i couldn't stay away from your mess
tried to push it down
i'm willing to say that it's been more or less
will it ever change around

you're all i know
do i even know you at all
is it something i need to hide
will you ever see my walls
you're letting go
you say your giving up
you wanna know
never satisfy the want

all i know

demo from october 2024, originally for "drafts"
ib the cabs

she dances in the spotlight, i stay in the dark
i trace all my thoughts just to tear them all apart
i start to talk quietly when they get louder

even if i tried, even if you wanted to change my whole life
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles
even if i died, even if the whole world had turned from my side
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles

Running in circles

erase

prod @bound2return @cruseyyyy
featuring @deepinparis 
aye yall we bacc


[@me]
givenchy my right wrist
bro you a side kick
pint of the act ima fuckin pour the sprite in
bro is striking songs cuz he mad he kinda like it
yeah im keeping peace cause i promise that im righteous
you not making bands yea i swear thts a virus
yeah these pussies in the scene they be changing like the climate

whatchu got yea thats sumn light
trap in the north side 
catch him down i got blood on my all whites
?":{P>_
uh yeah that boy a deer in the headlight
caught him up in traffic then its on sight x2

[@deepinparis]
just been waiting for that boy to do sum
know my entire life is fucked i think success is in my blunt
that boy got capped up in the yard i sent the mower at his lungs
if i cut you off for nothing im sorry for being blunt
dont need to be apprehensive when i did this shit the fastest
cant fit into these size 26 then ima fast then
im not trying to be mean i just cant ignore what the fact is
everytime i get up on another song then its a classic

[@me]
i got so much money that i think im full of greed
you wan talk bout funds and my pockets full of cheese
bought a bag from margiela cause i thought its kinda cheap
yeah i got some drillers thats gon slide when i need

i dont giv no fucks
im in love with blood
let me get an ounce of that gas its not enough
take a wood than face it , dont tell me that i bluff
brodie drop location, we pull up wit dem guns

whatchu got yea thats sumn light
trap in the north side 
catch him down i got blood on my all whites
?":{P>_
uh yeah that boy a deer in the headlight
caught him up in traffic then its on sight x2

righteous (advxrse + crusey)

*ark live sample

@donttrustmaey
yuh she tryna beg me beg me
now I'm straight trippin out the ATV oh muy gawd
I'm almost 18
pull up wit a foreign, they been tryna take me
you even tried to break me
on gawd yeah she trippin now
six figures oh my gawd they be wit us now
keep it scary thas the shit they tryna tell me bout
same route different course I been tryna figure out

ah ah, but aint she wit us now
if you tryna talk down ima bring the fifty round
boy whachu playin bout
what if I told u that they wit us now
hands to her eyes and they peel it out
aren't we in the same place
like maybe I'm wrong u seen a different face
like maybe I'm wrong cuz we aint do the same
all I know is that we in the same game so why u tryna play yuh

yuh she tryna beg me beg me
now I'm straight trippin out the ATV oh muy gawd
I'm almost 18 (yuh)
pull up wit a foreign, they been tryna take me
you even tried to break me
on gawd yeah she trippin now
six figures oh my gawd they be wit us now
keep it scary thas the shit they tryna tell me bout
same route different course I been tryna figure out

Self - Titled

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