what is he saying here? 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

shi idk brah

maybe im nuts kaido

prod javan go follow him}
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death wish

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4lwq80jSYhe7jYi6SQRGpJ?si=3972c9994a224673

p. zbeatz, b2nny, spoder
mixed by me and b2nny
with @b2nny
happy holidays
note: sorry abt the high end, it will be fixed from now on, listen on like 80% volume 

///
[spoder]
every thought up in my brain
every problem that i had
it all comes right back to you
don't you come here and break my rules love

remember what i said bout winter?
i'll have a couple cold nights but i swear that it'd get better
and i'll run back to you
but you've been falling apart
building back my roof, again

why you acting so tough for no reason?
when you're on the damn floor fucking bleeding
dirt up on your name
i don't want to be so pessimistic
all these people lame
but i really feel like i've been missing

a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh

[b2nny]
don’t know how to contact you
when you way in the back of a filled up room
it’s when you're lost in my mind
caught in my head
i feel the pressure
i'd rather be dead
than be alive at this time feeling nothing at all
i'd rather smash my fucking brain on this whole damn wall
don’t want a second alone
to bathe in my thoughts
thought that i canceled tonight but i guess we can take a walk for a minute
under the flashing street lights
don’t see me winning
this moment never feel right
to me, to you, to any watchers watching
i knew this wasn't the night

[spoder]
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh
a hug or some human contact and,
i'm falling
and i don't have the will to get back up
so for lack of better words, i'm stuck
i've been praying hard that i get some better luck oh

human contact w/ b2nny

prod. roku honda 

first song

SPOTIFY IS OUT TOO 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oroah/expectations

(intro)


(chorus)
I could never be the one you’re just keepin up
I could never read your signs so i guessed it all (yeayhehyaehyeayhyhae)
Hold me up to expectations that ive never met
Maybe im thinking too much 
Baby im thinking bout you
It was final til the day that you just rolled the dice (oh woaaaaaaaah)
It was fine until you’re outside with some other guys (guuuuuy)
Feels like ill never be  the one that you rely on
Cause ill be running round in circles when my times gone

(verse)
My legs are bruised up (bruised up bruised up)
I think you’re losin us  (losin us losin us) 
Oh just stick to the plan and dont be stupid
Well thats clearly a challenge 
Cause its so “hard for you” no 
Hard for you noooo
(123) oh i swear that its not working
Dude i try and try again but I swear that its not worth it
Dude just throw it in the trash cause you know that its not perfect
Oh i dont know when it stops so im searching for the surface uhhhhh

(little middle thing idk what its called)
I get its hard but like i cant hold your hand no more
Im getting tired feel like texting yous a last resort
Cause its about time baby that i learnt my fucking lesson
Its a bout time baby where i start ask where im headed
Aint in my right mind
Dont lie
Havent seen this picture in my sight i,
Hide mine 
Walk around the place like your a tuff guy 
You act like i could do it wit my eyes closed
oh just give me another second when the time goes

(chorus) 
I could never be the one you’re just keepin up
I could never read your signs so i guessed em all (yeayhehyaehyeayhyhae)
Hold me up to expectations that ive never met
Maybe im thinking too much 
Baby im thinking bout you
It was final until day that you just rolled the dice (oh woaaaaaaaah)
It was fine until you’re outside with some other guys (guuuuuy)
Feels like ill never be  the one that you rely on
Cause ill be running round in circles when my times gone (times go ho ooone)

expectations

expectations (roku)

lazy lil cover
some notes are definitely wrong and off time but whooooo careees

https://soundcloud.com/heavenindaclouds/the-elder-sister-1

the elder sister (heavn cover)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/16aPg17al8DKBm8LyMn4eE?si=9f8e74ca0f344527
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/cd-feat-ry-2

guitar by othello
additional production by me and ryan
written and performed by me and ryan
with @rywrrd (show him love please)

i lied i'm sorry next one will be a summer tune <3
thank you for listening always :)

///
a toast,
play your cd
the music brings you peace
alone
so don't mind me
I had a stupid dream again

you thought you had from the start
I don't want have to break your heart
but it broke
and now that cd drowns in static
a sour note
I highly doubt it

your favourite song
your radio I turn it on
we fell in love in your shitty car
with static on your heart
screaming out our favourite part

I made a stupid decision
in my mind, clouded dumb inference
I gave it all that I had
but all I had was indifferent
I'd break my arms off to help you
if it meant that you would listen
I stare and talk to the wall
scratched disc had tarnished the image
I thought I loved you

cd w/ ry

it say my last name on the crest baby

demo 2

i don't know how to say it
if it keeps on i'll be emaciated
another product of harming
crash, fall
i don't wanna be here at all
don't catch me if i fall down
another product of harming
crash, fall
i can't seem to find it, it's lost
the boy i was before
why have grown disheartened
crash, fall

mind my mind you
pick my fights
hand my life over
i rest my soul down been at it since october
don't lie to yourself you're not a toler
you barely know her
think she a showman
petty scars all over
you should've known then
it gets too heavy to breathe
i'm pleading down on my-
i stay up grinding my teeth
my flesh is ready to eat

i don't know how to say it
if it keeps on i'll be emaciated
another product of harming
crash, fall
i don't wanna be here at all
don't catch me if i fall down
another product of harming
crash, fall
i can't seem to find it, it's lost
the boy i was before
why have grown disheartened
crash, fall

product of harm

prod good friend of ovine hall glaive there is a lot of samples in this song © main sample www.youtube.com/watch?v=XwXRx5KzNLM drum sample in second half open.spotify.com/track/2CA5U7fX7L…102f4f1ee3a4479f talking in the middle is www.youtube.com/watch?v=5P6-V7J5S…pp=ygUFbGlsIGI%3D
lyrics cause I'm not on the right path just the one of least resistance I suppose my mother never had another I don't like that sometimes it feels like I was born to be alone spend two years on the road took two pills in the bathroom just to feel like I'm at home that's some shit nobody knows cause i gotta keep it composed yeah
you wanna see me ? let me know cause before my hands were tied now its well within control now I'm outside with the guys the 3 comes after the 0 I'm just basking in the glow I'm just happy that I'm home I'm just outside

crying for everybody

thro away

li.sten.to/tansea-s4tc

Lyrics:
If you couldn’t tell, I’m broken
Think it’s kinda odd you didn’t notice
Why you think I’m never really joking?
Cus’ I could never really stay focused

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Would you really do me like that?
Would you really spit on my name?
I don’t really want to fight back
But I’d do it to just keep you safe

Just know that I’m a call away
It never hurts to speak
But I can’t let you go, yeah

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

If you couldn’t tell, I’m broken
Think it’s kinda odd you didn’t notice
Why you think I’m never really joking?
Cus’ I could never really stay focused

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

ALL PLATFORMS

smileforthecamera (p. me)

imissu

i swear

know,

Twice

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