A quick song to vent out the emotions I'm feeling going through divorce, and all the changes that come with it.
Will likely flesh it out more later.

Lyrics:
My moment’s now
Lookin for evidence
Spent a life away from all the common pestilence
And all these people in my life swear they’ve become my friends
But when I’m lost I see the ones that truly comprehend 
Loved for a moment, bout a lifetime ago
I still ain’t over all the memories we made at my home
But what’s a home without a family?
I’m starting to know
And as I write inside this house of mine, despair’s at my throat
And all these feelings of depression swarming all of my hope
Regret the promise made to God, I didn’t weigh what I spoke
You see, Alcohol and women what I’m wanting the most
But after years of avoiding them both
It’s hard to go against the coding that has been inscribed inside my soul
Yet somehow all these people want me show
A potential that’s been dormant in my essence since the day I was born
And only now have I started to cope
With the fact that

Reality is changing
It hasn’t been for me
I got caught up in the moment
Now I’ve lost stability

Knew that the change was coming

Knew that the change was coming
But the change is here

My opportunity knocked a couple of years ago
I figured God had a plan, but I trusted ego
He tried to show me something special I could be
But my heart would only listen to green, and I ain’t talkin Ceelo
spent a couple years talking bout how I moved the kilos
But never moved a gram, I thought my insta wouldn’t see those
Lies that i built
Up from the ground to maintain relationships that were bound by my guilt
I’ve never killed none of these emotions but I’ve always had the strive to be real
Never really focused on the lives that I’ve filled
Pondering the consequence of lies that I’ve spilled
Is it a crime to search for happiness in lives that you built?
I don’t wanna do it no mo
People lookin at me so cold
I don’t wanna do it no mo
People lookin at me so cold

Trash

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Change Demo

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