Edge Of The Knife

Final Battle -w/ Lucious Nicholson demo

Bugs All Over

Wolf and Desire

Valium Positivity And Heavy Coctails

“La Femme aux Bijoux” is one of those songs born from memory, longing, and the strange way time never really erases anything.
It’s a story of reunion — unexpected, fragile, almost unreal — with feelings that return like old flames refusing to die out.
Between French poetry and small Spanish sparks, the song moves through gratitude, regret, desire, and the quiet hope that life might still offer a second beginning.
It’s not just a love song… it’s a conversation with forty years of silence.

Thank you for listening — and for keeping these stories alive. 💛✨
La Femme aux Bijoux.

COUPLET 1

Comment, te revoilà ?
Je n'en revenais pas.
¡ Pero es mi enamorada !
Mon cœur joue des castagnettes,
ou parfois de la trompette.
Es la Castilla ahora.

REFRAIN

Comment lui dire déjà ?
Que je voulais qu'elle soit là.
Un nouvel espoir.
J'ai peur de la froisser,
si peur de l'éloigner.
Désillusoir.

COUPLET 2

Je ne pense plus qu'à toi,
Le matin j'ai la gueule de bois,
mais pas de boire.
Depuis quarante ans de cela,
Je n'attendais que çà,
mais tout est noir.

REFRAIN

COUPLET 3

Je voudrais t'écrire,
comme il y a tant d'années,
à la lumière du soir.
Pour te remercier
de m'avoir tant donné.
C'était tout un art.

REFRAIN

COUPLET 4

Parfois j'ai l'idée folle
de vouloir t'embrasser,
de courir vers toi.
Tout s'est rallumé,
tout s'est enflammé,
comme autrefois.

REFRAIN

COUPLET 5

Mais je me contenterai
de ton amitié
que j'espère ostentatoire.
De nouveaux souvenirs
que l'on pourrait créer.
Et peut-être un nouveau départ.

REFRAIN

FIN

La Femme Aux Bijoux

Website

Too (Instrumental)

Welcome to the final deep dive into Toyah's 40 + year career, from her early albums with the band Toyah, through to her subsequent solo career, and Toyah And the Humans, as well as some previously unreleased gems. 

Outrageous Intro 
Ieya 1982 (plays in background of intro dialogue) 
Be Proud Be Loud Be Heard
Stand Proud
Heal Ourselves (Posh Redux) 
Zoom Zoom
Latex Messiah (Posh Redux) 
Victims Of the Riddle (Vivisection) 
Bird In Flight
Relax (Frankie Goes To Hollywood cover) with Trevor Horn 
Over 21
Velvet Lined Shell
City People 
Let Me Go 
Insects 
Urban Tribesmen
Ghost Light 
Space Dance 
Telepathic Lover 
Spaced Walking 
Lust For Love 
When A Woman Cries 
Sea Of Size (Toyah and the Humans) 
Falling To Earth 
Elusive Stranger 
I Believe In Father Christmas 
Quicksilver (Toyah and the Humans) 
Take Me Home 
Victims Of The Riddle 
Street Addict 
Haunted 
Change Of Scenery 
Waiting 
Rebel Of Love 
Brave New World 
Ieya 
Outrageous Outro 

Toyah 5

“Honest” is a dark and bouncy electronic pop track about admitting your flaws instead of pretending you are perfect. It is the feeling of knowing you should reply, knowing you have waited too long, and still not doing it. Not because you are cruel, but because you simply did not feel like it, and you decide to tell the truth instead of acting busy.

The production is tight and minimal with a steady bass groove, small punchy drums, crisp electronic layers and a cool dry vocal delivery that makes every line hit in a very real way. As the song builds, it turns into a catchy and confident confession that feels both playful and relatable. It has that anti hero energy where the honesty becomes the charm.

Genre: dark electronic pop, alt pop, indie pop
Vibe: bouncy, confident, laid back, self aware
For fans of cool female vocals, minimal electronic production, catchy attitude driven hooks
BPM: 97
Key: A♯ minor

If you have ever told someone you would text them back and completely did not, this song will feel familiar.

Honest

Guldager Studio - Honest

"Last Christmas With You" is a song about longing, hope, and waiting for someone to return—inspired by countless stories of people separated from their loved ones by war. Set in a melancholic East Prussian folk music aesthetic, the track blends traditional instruments like accordion, violin, and guitar with a deeply emotional narrative.
A soldier’s voice, hoping to reunite in the snow, is accompanied by a tender female voice and a violin carrying the melody like a memory through the cold. "Last Christmas With You" is a listening experience that asks the universal question: "How many Christmases do we spend far from those we love?"

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"Last Christmas With You" ist ein Lied über Sehnsucht, Hoffnung und das Warten auf Rückkehr – inspiriert von den unzähligen Geschichten von Menschen, die im Krieg von ihren Lieben getrennt wurden. Eingebettet in eine melancholische, ostpreußische Volksmusik-Ästhetik, verbindet der Song traditionelle Instrumente wie Akkordeon, Violine und Gitarre mit einer tief emotionalen Erzählung.
Die Stimme eines Soldaten, der im Schnee auf ein Wiedersehen hofft, wird begleitet von einer zarten Frauenstimme und einer Geige, die die Melodie wie eine Erinnerung durch die Kälte trägt. "Last Christmas With You" ist ein Hörerlebnis, das die universelle Frage stellt: "Wie viele Weihnachten verbringen wir fern von denen, die wir lieben?"

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lyrics:

[Verse]
All this snow
Falling like we never know
Time to run
Go
And save the soul
Hope to see you soon
We keep the silence
It's better for the kids
No sirens
So afraid for you
Please don't die
Love
I wish it wasn't true
I hope that I can hold you

[Chorus]
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you

[Verse]
This red sky
Coming over me at night
Can't run 'cause it ain't my life
I'm supposed to wait for you
I'ma sit here
Stay inside
And hold on to my Christ
I can't take it no more
No
I pray that I can hold you

[Chorus]
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you

[Verse]
She said
"I just wanted to write you and say I'm alive
Where are you
Babe?
And I really miss you
I hope that this war can be done before Christmas
Please be safe and get back to the kids
I need to hold you
I'm losing it
And I'm holding on to the thought of being with you"

[Chorus]
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you

[Verse]
So I write back
"My dear
I'm alive
I'm here
And I miss you
Love
And I'm holding on to the thought of being with you"

[Chorus]
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you
Next Christmas
Next Christmas
Next Christmas with you


Last Christmas With You

7KPHX ft Frank Zozky - Hollow Addict

Something New (Telomeres cover)

Under The Radar

Galaxies of Tragedy
Oh where is my sanity?
Poems read for vanity
This can’t be all that’s left of me!

It’s emptiness that fills the void
But when it’s full I get annoyed
I know it’s bull but I enjoy
Staring into nothingness.

Empty echoes in my head
Put me in a place of dread
And I realize that all the books I’ve read
Haven’t taught me nothing.

I’m back at beginning and beginning 
To budge got a grudge and not one nut
But I’m a nut that’ll gut any putz in the palodeum explode on him and load the kid with holes and shit…

Im here now
And I hear sounds
And I’m near proud
Of my mouth
And what comes out

Galaxies of Tragedy
Oh where is my sanity?
Poems read for vanity
This can’t be all that’s left of me!

It’s emptiness that fills the void
But when it’s full I get annoyed
I know it’s bull but I enjoy
Staring into nothingness.

I’m present
And resent
Both the past 
And the future
Feel super
Deal hoopla 
Real shooter
Meal looter
Tree climber
Line doer 
Fine, neuter 
Me I’m zany 
And crazy
And maybe
The day B
Too short
For these
Contortions
Of thought 
Your style
Is store bought
My swag is all wrought 
brought with thought

Im here now
And I hear sounds
And I’m near proud
Of my mouth
And what comes out

Galaxies of Tragedy
Oh where is my sanity?
Poems read for vanity
This can’t be all that’s left of me!

It’s emptiness that fills the void
But when it’s full I get annoyed
I know it’s bull but I enjoy
Staring into nothingness.

Galaxies Of Tragedy Ft. Gina Da Lesbian

REFUGEE 

We heard the guns
Rolling over the hill
We saw the greed
Moving in for the kill
And just like the wolf
In a little straw town
It would not stop
Until they blew our door down

We all pray for the day
We no longer need to run

We Couldn't stay
Couldn't stay there one more day
Couldn't stay
Couldn't stay there one more day
We couldn't stay

Kicking up dust
On the side of the road
And we fled our homes
While we watched them explode
Our legs were so tired
Our lungs out of breath
But you'll run till you're ragged
While you're avoiding your death

We all pray for the day
We no longer need to run

We Couldn't stay
Couldn't stay there one more day
Couldn't stay
Couldn't stay there one more day
We couldn't stay


Our children are hungry
Our clothes smell of fear
No one can blame you thinking
God isn't here

We all pray for the day
We no longer need to run

We Couldn't stay
Couldn't stay there one more day
Couldn't stay
Couldn't stay there one more day
We couldn't stay
Couldn't stay
Couldn't stay there one more day
Couldn't stay
Couldn't stay there one more day
We couldn't stay

Music and Lyrics by Tom Hall (c) 2004

Final Battle -w/ Lucious Nicholson demo

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