yeah
beat by drylids
record/mix/master by Room 9 studios
Lyrics / 
2x

I see you

I feel you




I just wanna die

I still hate my life 

I want my old life back

I remember the days I spent with you

(Spent with you)

Now I am drowning in my own blood

Still stuck in this boring town 

Maybe we should kill ourselves

 (Free ourselves)

like the day you try to commit suicide

Taking all these pills to not feel anymore 

Why .....

Why I can't have my old life back .

Is that that too much to ask for?

(Too much to ask for ) 

(Is it too much)


    

I just got out of school

Taking the 49 bus home 

Feeling hella lonely 

I can see the fakes and the snakes

And I still hang out with them 

Because I have no friends 

My crush doesn't like me back 

And I am so used to it.

( Get used to it)

Today was low-key shitty day 

But i still bumped out Victorias 

(Victorias)

Girl have you realized I always wanted  you

(Want you(

I never had  love not in a rush to get it 

(No rush)





Ssshhhh

It's okay you been hurt. many times like me

(Hurt like me)

Ssshh 

I can see your scars. I won't tell anyone

(On my life)


Hold me and never let me go 

I am what you been fighting for this whole time

It's me and you against the whole world .

What got nothing but each other






 


I just wanna die

I still hate my life 

I want my old life back

I remember the days I spent with you

(Spent with you)

Now I am drowning in my own blood

Still stuck in this boring town 

Maybe we should kill ourselves

(Free ourselves)

like the day you try to commit suicide

Taking all these pills to not feel anymore 

Why .....

Why I can't have my old life back .

Is that that too much to ask for?

(Too much to ask for ) 

2x

I see you

I  feel you







( You can never have your old life back)

miss my old life X(

Black magick 4x

I
I need you right now
These shadows (shadows)
Keeps speaking to me
I trust. No one (no one 
Thats why I keep the blade on me
If
If you hurt her
You can expect me to get revenge (revenge)
Pussy bitch keep on hating
Ima just keep existing
(Keep existing)


I know who you are (who are you)
Everything is starting to make sense
You are a gift to me (gift to me)
All I needed  was someone to listen
(Listen)
I got my business to finish
Haters can keep hating
It’s free clout (free clout)
All I need is them to shout my name
All I need them is to blow their brains out
(Bam)


I
I need you right now
These shadows (shadows)
Keeps speaking to me
I trust. No one (no one 
Thats why I keep the blade on me
If
If you hurt her
You can expect me to get revenge (revenge)
Pussy bitch keep on hating
Ima just keep existing
(Keep existing)


She wants for someone to love her
 (love me)
I wanted was for someone to understand me (understand me)
But now I’m stuck in this foggy world
Can’t find my inner peace
This is my purgatory (purgatory)

They say I will never find my twin flame
But I did anyway (did anyway)
I remember who you are 
My life was spiraling down  (never stops)
                     (Spy rul ling)
before I met you
This doesn’t make any sense
Just live in the moment (now)
That’s all that matters (matters now)



I
I need you right now
These shadows (shadows)
Keeps speaking to me
I trust. No one (no one 
Thats why I keep the blade on me
If
If you hurt her
You can expect me to get revenge (revenge)
Pussy bitch keep on hating
Ima just keep existing
(Keep existing)


I
I need you right now
These shadows (shadows)
Keeps speaking to me
I trust. No one (no one 
Thats why I keep the blade on me
If
If you hurt her
You can expect me to get revenge (revenge)
Pussy bitch keep on hating
Ima just keep existing
(Keep existing)


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